Afraid of Falling in Love
Make Up My Mind
Karmina POV
Karmina woke up early the next morning, she had another reading and signing today. She hoped Gabrielle didn't get to wasted last night. She turned to get up, and noticed another warm body in the bed with her. Harry was in her bed again. He looked so peaceful when he slept, his pink lips in a natural pout. She reached out and touched his warm cheek, before she knew what she was doing. She quickly pulled back, but it was too late. Harry rolled onto his back and yawned. He turned to look at her, his green eyes shinning in the sunlight. A smile creeping on his face, while he pushed the curls out of his face.
"Good morning, love," he kissed her on the cheek.
"Good morning, Harry," Karmina said quietly. "What are you doing on my bed? How'd you even get in here?"
"The door was wide open when I came in," Harry began wiping his eyes.
"That's wierd," Karmina frowned in thought. "You didn't answer my other question. Why are you in my bed?" She stared at him.
"You're my favorite person to sleep with. You don't kick me," he chuckled.
"As long as you are with her I don't want you in my bed. We are strictly parents to our child and that is where it ends. I refuse to be a home wrecker," she looked down at her hand to avoid is sad eyes.
"I'm sorry," he put his big hand on hers. "I won't put you in that position anymore." He then got up, redressed and left the room. Karmina sat alone in her bed, feeling like they had just broken up again. She knew everything was partly her fault. If she had called Harry months before he would have never started dating Taylor and they would probably be together right now. The tears began to fall from her eyes. It was possible that her and Harry might never be together. Karmina heard movement in the living room so she walked out to see Gabrielle quietly closing Niall's door.
"What were you doing in there?" Karmina whispered. Gabrielle jumped at the noise. She clearly thought no one would hear her.
"I, um," Gabrielle mumbled.
"Are you sleeping with Niall?" Karmina whispered, she wore a frown.
"Oui," Gabrielle confessed, shame swept across her face.
"Is this the first time? You know he's dating someone," Karmina pointed by her at the door.
"No, and yeah," Gabrielle began walking towards the door.
"Don't hurt him," Karmina warned. "He is a good guy and he does not deserve this." Gabrielle nodded guiltily before walking out the door.
Karmina began to ready for her day ahead. As soon as he was dressed she went into the kitchen to make breakfast for Niall, she remembered Harry once mentioning Niall's hardy appetite. She decided in scrambled eggs, pancakes, bacon, and sausage. She heard Niall's shower go off so she knew he would be out soon enough.
Niall emerged from his room wearing jeans and a t-shirt. His blonde hair sticking in all different directions. He looked over to her and grinned ear to ear.
"It smells great!" Karmina laughed at his eagerness.
"Sit down I'll bring it over," Karmina began carrying plates to the breakfast table.
"Don't be silly, Karmina. Let me help you," he picked up the rest of the dishes as she set the table. "I think I'm going to enjoy having you around," he winked at her. Karmina only smiled and bit into a crisp piece of bacon.
"Niall, I saw Gabrielle leaving your room this morning," Karmina watched has he blush. He opened his mouth to speak but Karmina put a hand up, signaling she wasn't done. "In the months that I've know her, she has left a track record of broken hearts behind her. Guys who genuinely cared for her. I just don't want the that to happen to you."
"I hear you, but I can't help how I feel. What am I suppose to do?" His eyes saddened.
"Do yourself a favor and try to move on because pretty soon she will have a knew target, in her scheme of games." Karmina put her hand in Nialls and he closed his around hers.
Harry POV
Harry walked into Taylor's hotel room to see her packing. He was relieved, finally she would be leaving and he could spend more time with Karmina. She probably wouldn't feel bad if Taylor wasn't around. He didn't have anything against Taylor, in fact, at first he genuinely liked her. She was annoying at times, but she was a good friend to have around. He just never got over Karmina, so he constantly found himself comparing the two. If he had a choice he would pick Karmina, but didn't want to purposely hurt Taylor. The whole reason he was in this mess was because of his management.
"Where are you off to?" Harry laid across her bed.
"Tomorrow I'm going back to LA for the holidays. Maybe we can meet up in New York for New Years," she spoke cheerfully. Almost if the whole Karmina situation never happened.
"Huh? Yeah, sure." He nodded, staring at the ceiling. "What do you want to do today?"
"Let's go antiquing!" She said excitedly.
As they walked from store to store, the paparazzi followed them. Taking tons of pictures of hollywoods hottest couple. Harry had become accustomed to the paparazzi, but pretending to be enjoying yourself was increasingly tiresome. He had been doing it for a month now. They walked past a book store with Karmina's book on the window. He went inside and bought the book. He wanted to impress her and she knew he wasn't much of a reader. After lunch he took Taylor back to her hotel room, as she had an early flight. As he was headed to his flat, he found himself going to Niall's instead. He strutted into the flat to see Karmina sitting at the table by herself typing on the computer.
"Karmina," Harry smiled at her as he sat down.
"Hello, Harry." She greeted without taking her eyes of the screen. Her lack of interest reminding him of when they first met, but he had grown accustomed to her showering him with love. The thrill just was not the same.
"Do you have any readings next week?" He drummed his fingers on the wooden table.
"No, actually I don't," this time she looked at him.
"Can you come with me to Cheshire?" He looked away, not wanting to see her reaction.
"What about Taylor?" Harry watched her lean back in her chair from his peripheral vision.
"She's leaving tomorrow," he smiled sweetly.
"Wait, why are we going there?" She inquired.
"For Christmas, with my family," he leaned a little foward over the table, placing both elbows on top.
"I don't know about meeting your family. I'm the pregnant ex-girlfriend. They're going to think I'm a whore," Karmina sighed, Harry knew there were only seconds before the tears would fall.
"Karmina, my mum knows who you are," Harry watched as she raised her eyebrows, making him smile. "Me and my mum have a very close relationship. She's knows the kind of guy I am and she knew when we were dating."
"Does she know about the baby?" Karmina instinctively a put hand on her stomach.
"No, she doesn't, but I plan to tell her when I get there. You don't have to tell her with me," he put a hand on her belly as well. "Will you come?"
"Fine," she nodded.
Karmina woke up early the next morning, she had another reading and signing today. She hoped Gabrielle didn't get to wasted last night. She turned to get up, and noticed another warm body in the bed with her. Harry was in her bed again. He looked so peaceful when he slept, his pink lips in a natural pout. She reached out and touched his warm cheek, before she knew what she was doing. She quickly pulled back, but it was too late. Harry rolled onto his back and yawned. He turned to look at her, his green eyes shinning in the sunlight. A smile creeping on his face, while he pushed the curls out of his face.
"Good morning, love," he kissed her on the cheek.
"Good morning, Harry," Karmina said quietly. "What are you doing on my bed? How'd you even get in here?"
"The door was wide open when I came in," Harry began wiping his eyes.
"That's wierd," Karmina frowned in thought. "You didn't answer my other question. Why are you in my bed?" She stared at him.
"You're my favorite person to sleep with. You don't kick me," he chuckled.
"As long as you are with her I don't want you in my bed. We are strictly parents to our child and that is where it ends. I refuse to be a home wrecker," she looked down at her hand to avoid is sad eyes.
"I'm sorry," he put his big hand on hers. "I won't put you in that position anymore." He then got up, redressed and left the room. Karmina sat alone in her bed, feeling like they had just broken up again. She knew everything was partly her fault. If she had called Harry months before he would have never started dating Taylor and they would probably be together right now. The tears began to fall from her eyes. It was possible that her and Harry might never be together. Karmina heard movement in the living room so she walked out to see Gabrielle quietly closing Niall's door.
"What were you doing in there?" Karmina whispered. Gabrielle jumped at the noise. She clearly thought no one would hear her.
"I, um," Gabrielle mumbled.
"Are you sleeping with Niall?" Karmina whispered, she wore a frown.
"Oui," Gabrielle confessed, shame swept across her face.
"Is this the first time? You know he's dating someone," Karmina pointed by her at the door.
"No, and yeah," Gabrielle began walking towards the door.
"Don't hurt him," Karmina warned. "He is a good guy and he does not deserve this." Gabrielle nodded guiltily before walking out the door.
Karmina began to ready for her day ahead. As soon as he was dressed she went into the kitchen to make breakfast for Niall, she remembered Harry once mentioning Niall's hardy appetite. She decided in scrambled eggs, pancakes, bacon, and sausage. She heard Niall's shower go off so she knew he would be out soon enough.
Niall emerged from his room wearing jeans and a t-shirt. His blonde hair sticking in all different directions. He looked over to her and grinned ear to ear.
"It smells great!" Karmina laughed at his eagerness.
"Sit down I'll bring it over," Karmina began carrying plates to the breakfast table.
"Don't be silly, Karmina. Let me help you," he picked up the rest of the dishes as she set the table. "I think I'm going to enjoy having you around," he winked at her. Karmina only smiled and bit into a crisp piece of bacon.
"Niall, I saw Gabrielle leaving your room this morning," Karmina watched has he blush. He opened his mouth to speak but Karmina put a hand up, signaling she wasn't done. "In the months that I've know her, she has left a track record of broken hearts behind her. Guys who genuinely cared for her. I just don't want the that to happen to you."
"I hear you, but I can't help how I feel. What am I suppose to do?" His eyes saddened.
"Do yourself a favor and try to move on because pretty soon she will have a knew target, in her scheme of games." Karmina put her hand in Nialls and he closed his around hers.
Harry POV
Harry walked into Taylor's hotel room to see her packing. He was relieved, finally she would be leaving and he could spend more time with Karmina. She probably wouldn't feel bad if Taylor wasn't around. He didn't have anything against Taylor, in fact, at first he genuinely liked her. She was annoying at times, but she was a good friend to have around. He just never got over Karmina, so he constantly found himself comparing the two. If he had a choice he would pick Karmina, but didn't want to purposely hurt Taylor. The whole reason he was in this mess was because of his management.
"Where are you off to?" Harry laid across her bed.
"Tomorrow I'm going back to LA for the holidays. Maybe we can meet up in New York for New Years," she spoke cheerfully. Almost if the whole Karmina situation never happened.
"Huh? Yeah, sure." He nodded, staring at the ceiling. "What do you want to do today?"
"Let's go antiquing!" She said excitedly.
As they walked from store to store, the paparazzi followed them. Taking tons of pictures of hollywoods hottest couple. Harry had become accustomed to the paparazzi, but pretending to be enjoying yourself was increasingly tiresome. He had been doing it for a month now. They walked past a book store with Karmina's book on the window. He went inside and bought the book. He wanted to impress her and she knew he wasn't much of a reader. After lunch he took Taylor back to her hotel room, as she had an early flight. As he was headed to his flat, he found himself going to Niall's instead. He strutted into the flat to see Karmina sitting at the table by herself typing on the computer.
"Karmina," Harry smiled at her as he sat down.
"Hello, Harry." She greeted without taking her eyes of the screen. Her lack of interest reminding him of when they first met, but he had grown accustomed to her showering him with love. The thrill just was not the same.
"Do you have any readings next week?" He drummed his fingers on the wooden table.
"No, actually I don't," this time she looked at him.
"Can you come with me to Cheshire?" He looked away, not wanting to see her reaction.
"What about Taylor?" Harry watched her lean back in her chair from his peripheral vision.
"She's leaving tomorrow," he smiled sweetly.
"Wait, why are we going there?" She inquired.
"For Christmas, with my family," he leaned a little foward over the table, placing both elbows on top.
"I don't know about meeting your family. I'm the pregnant ex-girlfriend. They're going to think I'm a whore," Karmina sighed, Harry knew there were only seconds before the tears would fall.
"Karmina, my mum knows who you are," Harry watched as she raised her eyebrows, making him smile. "Me and my mum have a very close relationship. She's knows the kind of guy I am and she knew when we were dating."
"Does she know about the baby?" Karmina instinctively a put hand on her stomach.
"No, she doesn't, but I plan to tell her when I get there. You don't have to tell her with me," he put a hand on her belly as well. "Will you come?"
"Fine," she nodded.
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