My breathing got harder as Harry pulled my pants down. I panicked when his hand went up my shirt.

"Stop!" I semi yelled.

"What?" He asked with confusion in his eyes.

"I can't Harry. I'm sorry, I just can't." I said feeling bad.

"Did I do something?" He asked.

"No, it's not you. It's me." I said.

"Please, just tell me." He said sympathetically.

I looked straight into his eyes. I felt like I could tell Harry anything.

"Remember when I said my mom used to abuse me?" I said.

He nodded.

"She didn't only leave pain in my heart. She left something more permanent. She left... scars." I said letting a tear stream down my face.

He wiped it away. And pushed back my hair.

"I'd be the worlds biggest idiot if I stopped loving you over scars." He said.

He left a long trail of soft kiss down to my stomach, kissing each one of my scars. I giggled through my tears. His curls tickled my stomach.

"I've never felt this way about a girl before." He said.

"My love doesn't have a limit. It's infinite." He said gazing into my eyes.

That's when I knew. Harry was a keeper. He cared and he loved me for me.

"I don't want to do anything if you don't feel comfortable." He said.

"No, it's alright. I feel safe with you." I said touching his face.

He leaned down and kissed me gently. I bit his bottom lip. He smiled. I started to peel his shirt off, revealing his abs and v line. My fingers grazed his abs. He slowly removed my underwear. I did the same to him.

"Harry, do you have... protection?" I stated.

He nodded and reached into the drawer next to him. I grabbed the condom from him.

"I-I'm a virgin." I blurted out.

"Don't worry. I'll be very gentle." He whispered.

He leaned down and kissed me. A pain shot up through my whole body, starting from my stomach. I clenched my fist and squeezed my face. It hurt. A lot. My back arched up and I let out a small moan as Harry moved back and forth. Harry's breathing became harder. He kissed my neck then moved down towards my breast. He sucked on my nipples, causing me to moan even louder. He flipped me over so I was on top, straddling him. He held my hips, helping move up and down. I leaned down and suck on his neck, causing him to let out a groan, like he was in pain.

"Are you ok?" I asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine." He said.

"You're just doing at great job." He smirked.

I smiled, then continued. Harry kept saying "I'm coming." I'm coming." Harry and I both came to our peak. I rolled off from Harry who looked like he was about to pass out. I looked at the ceiling with my chest rising and falling quickly. I can't believe I just lost it. Goodbye virginity.

Notes

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