Remembering Myself

Liam's P.O.V.
I watched as Andie ran out of the room concerned for her. I understood her fear, I mean I would be terrified too. Not being able to remember anything that is...That would be just awful! I know I didn't have the best past, I mean I was born dead, had kidney problems for 19 years, had to take boxing lessons to defend myslef for pete's sake! Even now I get hate for stuff I don't even know about but I still look back with a smile I still love my past! Sure there are some parts I would willingly forget, but all of it? ABSOLUETLY NOT!!!

Anyway I paced the room nervously what had I done to upset her?? Am I moving to fast? No.....That can't be it, cuz she kissed me back but maybe.....maybe she already has a boyfriend and she doesn't want to hurt me, herself, and or him. I mean it makes sense..Why else would she run out like that? After about 15 minutes after she ran out I couldn't stand her absence. I know she wanted a minute but this? This is pushing it, plus she is suffering from serious shock and concussion.

I grabbed my jacket and ran out, looking for Andie. The village was quiet and I followed the faint sound of heaving sobs. Running down the well worn beach trail, I saw Andie sitting in the sand head in her hands sobbing unaware of her surrondings. I felt my eyes well up seeing her this upset, I walked up to her slowly, taking off my coat and slipping it unto her shoulders. She looked up and I saw gratitude mixed with guilt in her eyes. Sitting down next to her I pulled her into my arms and she began to cry unto my shoulder and I let her. We sat like this for a couple of minutes before Andie had calmed down a bit and whispered,

"What am I doing Mara? What am I doing?" She began to cry again.

"Is Mara your sister, mom, or best friend?" I asked gently stroking her hair.

"Best friend I think..." She answered slowly. "And based on what I can remember she-" Her voice caught slightly "-she loves you guys. Espescially the black haired, mexican lookin' one." She finished.

I laughed softly, "So she's Zayn gurl huh? And don't worry you're not the first to think he's Mexican but he's British like me." I can't help saying that with a bit of pride.

Andie smiled slightly then held me a little tighter than before. I couldn't help but smile as I held her back. All of a sudden her grip loosened quickly and she looked away. I got a guiltly vibe and it was killing me not knowing about this so I asked, "Andie......What was your flashback about? Back in the woods?" I added after her confused look of 'which one?'

"Oh......" She said softly. "That one......" She looked out into sea and all of the sudden started crying again. She choked on her words. "It was just like this....." She began the sob then continued, "......We-we-we we're h-h-o-on t-t-the beach a-a-h-and h-h--he k-k-ki-i-issed m-me. t-th-e-hen we-"

I cut her off gently,"Shh- you don't have to tell me if it's this painful." I pulled her back into a hug and she cried some more cluthcing me like a kid does with a teddy bear.

"He's dead." She whispered, "He died and I should've of too but I didn't...what happened? How did I survive?"

That's when it hit me, she did have a boyfriend but he died in a car crash! Then a news cast flashed before my eyes,

*Newsflash*

Never seen a crash like this before!

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