Ed Sheeran- Drunk
(Ruby's POV)
Every time I go through this I feel disgusting. I thought I would feel loved. I thought that doing this would make me feel wanted. But I guess not. I know I have a family. But I barely see them. I'm too busy trying to make money for them. And when I'm not at work, I doing things for Donny. Or seducing new 'clients' as Donny calls them.
I decided to go visit my mum. She's pregnant with my little brother or sister. My mum had me at a young age. She was only sixteen. My father was twenty. They eventually got married and had my sister, Izzy. I'm the older out of both of us. My father, died in a plane crash and ever since then, my mum has fallen into depression. But now, she's been trying to get back on her feet. For the baby's sake. I'd say she's doing pretty well she's forgetting about my father. Well, about the fact that he's gone. She visits his memorial when she misses him, instead of moping around or trying to kill herself. I caught her one time. Trying to hang herself. But I calmed her down. Izzy gave up on mum for a while. She walked out. But when mum started to get better I called her.
I said; "Look, Izzy. I know you really are hurt about daddy. But I took mummy to the doctor's office and found out that mum is three weeks pregnant."
I hear her scoff on the other end; "And how do you know that it's daddy's child?" she sneered.
"Daddy died two weeks ago. It takes a couple days to actually get pregnant. And we both know that mummy would never cheat on daddy."
I rationed with her until she finally came to her senses and came home to help mummy and the baby. Now, mummy's three months along. And I'm so proud of her for pulling herself together.
After I saw mummy I decided I'd go to the bar, called Four Leaf Clover. Although mummy is better it's still depressing to be there, I mean, that was the last place I saw daddy. I really miss him. I was quite the daddy's girl. I was his little princess.
He always told me; " I will always be the one guy that will never leave you. I'll be the one to run to. You won't have to go out looking for love. Because you'll always find it here. I'll be the only guy who will never break your heart. I promise." then he'd kiss my forehead.
I made my way to the bar as I thought 'But you did leave me daddy. You did break my heart. And I can't run to you anymore.'
I felt tears falling down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them away. As I approached the bar, I saw some douche bags checking me out. I smirked as I walked in. Even though for tonight, I was done putting the happy face mask on. I was gonna drown all of my sorrows in alcohol.
(Niall's POV)
"Hey Donny, I got your money. The guy sad he just forgot it, then gave it to me without any trouble." I said handing him the money.
"Good." he said snatching it from my grasp.
"So... Donny." I started cautiously. "Do you think you can like release Ruby from her contract?"
"Why? Does that little bitch want out of it?" he growled.
"No. I uh, I just um.. I think I.... uh." I tried to figure out a lie so he would think I was a wuss. "I found whore that could replace her!" I blurted out.
"Hmph. No one could replace Ruby." he scoffed. "She has the highest demand
"Ok. I understand."
I decided to go to the bar. It was this new bar near my place. I think it's called St. DeJoseph's. Then, I saw Harry. It wasn't fair why did he have to go out with Ruby? I knew her longer. But that's just me 'Pussy Niall who can't talk to girls' well it was me. Now I'm not scared of anything. I can't be a pussy if I'm in a gang. Right? The only reason why I haven't called Harry out was because he was one of my best lads. And Ruby like's him so I respect their relationship.
"Hey Haz." I waved at him.
"Hey Niall, where you headed?" he asked already assuming I was going for a booze.
"I'm headed out for a booze at this new spot near my place. Wanna come? I was planning to pick up the rest of the lads." I said.
"Oh sure, let me call Ruby really quick." he said dialing her number.
I sighed. I nodded my head. He's kind of the softy. But, only around me. We're the only two who don't like to treat girls like they're just a piece of meat.
I headed to the car to wait for him. Seconds later he came out and got into the car.
"She said she's getting a drink too, but at the usual spot." he informed me.
"Oh ok." I nodded.
That's another reason I respect their relationship. He respects our friendship. But my heart is telling me I don't wanna respect their relationship. But my wits are telling me that Ruby would hate me if I didn't.
I guess I'm gonna get drunk to feel just a little bit of something.