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TAKEN ****ON HOLD****

Trying to get me to speak?

So, we just got home,and Louis stopped the car,since he was driving it. Before I could even walk out,... I thought about today at school. I thought about, how people hated me,for no single reason. I had a reason to dis-like them though. Well I dislike Alex because she is using Niall,she talks to me badly when no ones around, and she really needs some manners to come outta that mouth. Then Miranda, I dislike her because, she is mostly the same. She loves to smirk at people...well just me or someone she hates. She has a big mouth. She does not
think before she speaks,and I really hate that she actually has friends! ......she probably forces them! So after I thought of all that, I finally step one foot out of the car and sigh, then the next foot, and Im standing while trying my best to not look frustrated. I'm just sixteen years old..why does a six teen year old gotta go through so much?! -sigh-
so anyways, I just take a quick glance at everyone's smiling face, and just wish I could be happy,and smiling too. I can't. You wouldn't understand until you live like me. I'm grateful for everyone I have to be there for me. To be the shoulder I cry on, but things aren't right. Just not right. we all walk towards the house as I feel a hand meet mine. It was Louis. "Thanks Louis,you sure do know how to make people feel happy when- never mind" I didn't want him to feel sorry for me so I didn't finish. I don't want him to be worried because Im fine
on my own....I think? Yep I am! Louis gives me a worried look as I look up at him with a fake smile like nothing had happened. Oh but he doesn't even know the first of my problems.....we are now inside and I hear someone's stomach growl. I look behind me to see Niall holding his tummy and making a sad face. Oh Niall. He heads over to the kitchen as Louis and me let go of each others hands. "You sure your fine?" He is worried about me. Great. hmmmm...you know what? I think Im worried more than he is! I need to calm down! "Yes Louis I'm pretty sure I'm fine!" I chuckle. He nods and walks over and sits on the couch with the rest of the boys. Except Liam and Zayn. So I join them. I don't want to becrowded with the others, duh! So I sit and I see also Liam and Zayn give me that 'worried' face that Louis gave me. Also Harry and Niall did too. I sighed big time. "You guys! I'm totally fine! I can tell you are worried about me because I hate-" I stopped. I don't want them to know I hate Miranda cause they think Im her friend. They can't know- yet. Harry tilted his head. " who do you hate?". I shook my head at him. Then my stomach is filled with 2 pairs of hands attacking it! Harry,and Louis were tickling me! "Ahhhhh! You guys! I told you!- I'm fine! Hahahaa stop! P-please!" I squealed like a 3 year old. They chuckled loud and let me free. I panted for air. "C'mon air...don't let me down" I panted as everyone burst out laughing. Except for Alex. She has no humor so don't mind her. "Kayla we know that something is wrong with you" said Zayn to me while I still pant for air. I chuckled as then the whole room fills with "mmhhmmm's. I pull my legs up on the couch up to my head, and I put my head to rest on my knee. Do I tell them? No now is not a good time. "I don't think I want to talk about it now" I say to everyone. They all nod in agreement. It's 6:30 so I yawn, and I feel like watching spongebob. Thought I was gonna say sleep? Heehee ;) So as Louis starts to make dinner in the kitchen, and boy does it smell great! I watch as Louis cooks, Niall kisses alex, Harry watch's spongebob with me, and Liam reads a comic book. I go to sit on the other couch since Niall has gone up to his bedroom with Alex...? Ohhh reeallly? Not cool, not cool. go im sitting next to Harry and i place my head on his shoulders. He wraps his arm around my neck as I slowly drifted off to sleep while watching spongebob.
bye spongebob.

I dreamt of the worst thing ever last night! Ugh!

Notes

Oh lord-ey lord! Don't you think Kayla has a ton going through her mind?!
Is she gonna tell the boys about Miranda?
Can she even handle Miranda?
What about Alex? She can't even handle her either!
So many things goin' on!
But wait! C'mon! Lets find out what that dream was!

Comments

@Saige lindahl
I'm trying

@I_Sound_Like_Ariana_Grande?
I will try and thanks :)

Carissa Carissa
3/17/14

Hey Carissa! Remember tommo Tomlinson? I'm the one who made this story at first. Um this is my new account. Love the story improvements you did! Sorry I couldn't help out with the story... Update soon!

XxandreaxX XxandreaxX
3/15/14