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I Can't Do This

Honey

Kiana's POV

"Then you kissed him?!? Kiana what the hell is up with you!! Do you know how much this is gonna damage our cred?" Honey screamed at me. ( if you don't know who Honey is, go to the summary page!)

"Honey I'm sorry, but you know about the old me and Louis."

"Yea but that was before him and the other boys left you with Harry!! Do you not remember Kiana!! He tried to rape you!"

"HE WAS FUCKING DRUNK FOR GODS SAKE!!!" I could feel the tears forming in my eyes.

"So! Your point is? Kiana, I don't want to see you get hurt. Ever again. You don't know how that shit effected me, I wasn't there to protect you! He could've done way worse, and what would I have done then?" Honey was crying. I felt so bad when she cried.

"Honey, I know you feel bad about this, but you have to understand its the past and Louis says he misses me, and that us being gone has ruined the gang. Zayn misses you Honey, you can fucking tell! Fuck the Kingz and 1D getting back together what is our #1 fucking rule Honey? Family. First. Well Zayn fuxking Malik is my family! And what happened with me and Louis made me realize that-"

"YOU WHAT?!?! WHAT SHOULD I UNDERSTAND KIANA.. !!"

. "Honey, I STILL LOVE HIM!" I was crying

She got quiet. Her face washed aver with guilt. "You still love Louis?"

"Yes Honey. I still love Louis. I can't go a day without thinking about him! The little games I play with everyone thinking I don't miss any of them is just a fucking game! I miss how close me and Zayn used to be. I miss how my brother and my best friend were the worlds cutest fucking couple walked around town. I miss calling you my sister in law or 'Mrs. Malik.' I miss how me and Niall always ate the food and his Horan Hugs. I miss Liam and his smart ass attitude and how he was always like a dad to us, even though he is like 2 years older than us. Hell I even miss Harry, and his laugh and how him and Niall would always come in and jump on the bed to wake us up or when we would all go bumper boating and Harry would only come after me and Louis would yell CHARGE and bump into him and make Harry fall into the water! I miss it all Honey, and it fucking kills me. I know you miss how we used to rap and make songs. I miss all this shit!!"

"Kiana. I didn't know. I miss them too, but we can't do this. The gang, they'll think that we are just-"

"FUCK THE GANG!! WE CANT GO ON LIKE THIS!! Fuck it! I gotta get ready for Theo's party. Louis isn't gonna be happy if I'm late."

"Louis is going?" Honey stood there, fazed.
"Yea, and so is the gang, and so is the 1D. We are gonna get this shit figured out tonight. No questions asked."

"You do whatever, just know that imma be there for you no matter what. You my day 1, ain't nothin Finna change that." She smiled and we hugged.

"a Now let's go. I don't think Louis wants to see you in jeans and a long sleeve. We gotta get sexy!!"

so we started getting ready for Theos. I just hope that this won't turn into a gang fight. That's be bad.

Notes

I'm so sooty I haven't updated! I need more subscribers, comment what you think! You guys are amazing!!

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