I Can't Do This

*Present Day*

"Come on Kiana!! Harder!! You can do it!!" My gym coach yelled. I was punching the punching bag. Today was the first day of school, me and my coach had been practicing all summer. Today is the first day that I will see the boys since the night that Harry tried to rape me. I was trying to get all my anger out and waste all my energy, so I didn't do anything that I'd regret. Fuck it, I'm the head of the gang, I've regretted many many things already.
"This. Is. For. You. Harry. Styles. I'm. Still. Trying. To. Forget. What. You. Tried. To. Do." Striking the lunching bag after each word. "Punch, kick, get it all out of your system. You need to get it all out of your system before the boys get here."
*30 minutes later*
"Coach, I need my drink.'' My coach tossed me my water bottle. "You think you got it all out of you? You're not gonna try to attack them. We don't need you expelled." I chuckled. "Don't worry, I'm fine. Got it all out of my system." Then I walked out of the gym into the auditorium. Then guess who I saw? Yep, Harry fucking Styles. He waved at me with a perverted look and bit his lip. I just ignored him and walked into the auditorium. Right when I walked in, everyone surrounded me. "Kiana is it true you had sex with Harry?" "Kiana, you'll fuck that low life gang banger, but not me." "SLUT". I had a hard time gettin that off my shoulder. I turned straight around and went back into the gym. "Coach!!! Get that bag back out! It's not out of my system." My coach chuckled. ,"I knew you would come back. It's where you left it." I ran to it and started punching the hell out of it. Great. Junior year is off to a bad start for me.

*hour later*

I walked into my first class late.. It was Mallory's class. Her name is Mrs. Mahoney, but me and her are go way back and we are like really cool friends so I call her Mallory. She walked up to me. "Why are you late? You're never this late." "Sorry Mallory my locker got jammed." She smiled. "It's okay, um today we are going over the hip hop lesson, do you mind teaching it today? My foot hurts really bad." I shrugged. "Yea sure." She clapped her hands together. And turned to the class. "Okay class Kiana is going to teach you today's lesson. She did this last year, so don't try to correct her." I searched the room and looked at all the new kids in this class when my eyes set on a familiar 5 faces. Oh god, not this class, let it be a different class. This is my favorite class, they can't ruin it, and plus I don't like dancing in front of them they always criticize "Kiana you need to go get dressed.. (My outfit is the same one that she is wearing in the video. The link is below)
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HR1WKGn85bs

After the dance ended we all got dressed. I stayed back and put the speakers and hip hip equipment into the closet and set up for next period, which is regular music. Eww. I went to go put my regular clothes on when I was cut off by the 5 stupidest guys I know. Zany and his little get together crew, I bent one knee and folded my arms. "What the hell do you want?" Zayn stepped up. "Kiana, I know what Harry did, and I'm sorry, but don't cut me out of your life. Don't cut us out of your life. Harry is sorry, he quit drinking. And it's driving him crazy because he didn't even know what was going on. Please Kiana, just let us all be cool again." I shook my head no. "Sorry bro, but my word is my word, you know the rules. If you don't stick to your word then you're a pussy. And I can't look like that or act like that towards my gang, I'll get replaced. And I'm the one that started it. So I forgive this little apology act, but we will never be cool. Now move, I gotta change." Harry got mad and punched the wall. Then he walked out of the classroom. I looked out of the window to the parking lot and saw Harry get into his range rover and drive away real fast. Well, got rid of 1 of them. I shoved them out if my way when Louis stopped me. He grabbed my arm and I pulled out my knife and pointed it right to his neck in one swift motion, "Let the fuck go of me, or you won't be able to live to tomorrow.' Louis chuckled. He whispered into my ear. "We both know you wouldn't do that. Just come back with us. I know you miss us and much as I do." (P.S. Louis and I were going out before Harry did what he did). I hesitated. Then I put my knife down. "Good girl. See that wasn't so bad. Now we are going to give you one option. Come with us, or we're bringing you with us." Zayn looked startled. "What? We didn't go over this, you aren't going to touch my little sister." Louis pointed to Liam. "Get rid of him." With that Liam punched Zayn and knocked him out. Then him and Niall started to tie him up. Louis looked back at me. "Now be a good girl and come with u-" he stopped and screamed. I stabbed him in the arm. It wasn't that bad, but just enough for him to let go so I could escape. I ran. I heard the knife hit the ground. "Get her!" I heard 2 pair of footsteps not far behind me. I hid in the classroom. It was dark and no one was in there, plus there weren't any other doors or windows for them to get in besides the one I was against. I heard Liam and Niall stop. "Fuck! She got away! Niall go check down stairs and I'll go up. Get the rest of the gang and tell them to be on watch. Don't let Louis find out about this either." "Okay mate." And I heard those two leave two different directions. I sighed and stepped away from the door. Then, a long arm grabbed me and pulled me back, shoving a rag over my nose and mouth. I quickly held my breath, I'm not the one to like being knocked out. I've seen what happens, I'm the head of the Kingz. These thing don't end well. I started struggling to try to get out of the hold I was in." Breath Kiana, don't fight it" I was forcefully turn around, rag still on my face. I looked strait into his blue green eyes. Louis. How the hell did this happen. I gave him a pleading look. "Breathe." I couldn't hold it anymore and I took a breathe. Everything began to get black. "Good girl , but we still aren't even babe. My arms still bloody." Then everything went black.

Notes

Hey!!! Sorry if it's bad, if you can help me, ideas would be perfect. I can use all the help I can get!!