Out of my league
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Niall brought me to his house to help patch up my cuts. He cleaned them up without talking to me. And then he layed me down on the coach. He sat on the brown chair next to me.
"Niall? Why are you mad at me? What did I do wrong?" I said
"I'm sorry Karleigh. I just- I. I really like you. And it pains me to see you with Harry. I broke it off with Demi because I feel like you will be the only one I can ever love. I thought I loved her until you came along. And I wasn't expecting to like you. But since the first time I saw you I wanted to be near you. It just feels right. When you frown I was to turn it upside down. I want you to laugh at me. And my jokes. And to tell me to shut up by kissing my lips. I want to sing you to sleep when you can't sleep. I want to hold you in my arms as we lie in bed enjoying the moment. I don't know why I'm telling you all of this. But I feel like you need to know this. Because I have been been feeling this feeling for awhile and it has been tearing me up inside. And I just want you to know, I will completely leave you alone if you want. But honestly, it will probably be the hardest thing I have ever done. " he said this and came over to me. He drapped a blanket over me and then left the room.
"I'll explain everything to Harry. He should be here in a little bit. Bye Karleigh." he said the last part as if he was sure he would never see me again.
What was I doing. Why did Niall have to tell me all of that. I'm torn between Harry and Niall. And either way. I'm tearing this band apart. I don't even talk to Eleanor as much, and she was the one who made all of this possible.
I decided right there on Niall's coach that this all needed to end. And I was going to end if as soon as I was home.
I guess Niall was right. Maybe I would never see him again...
"Niall? Why are you mad at me? What did I do wrong?" I said
"I'm sorry Karleigh. I just- I. I really like you. And it pains me to see you with Harry. I broke it off with Demi because I feel like you will be the only one I can ever love. I thought I loved her until you came along. And I wasn't expecting to like you. But since the first time I saw you I wanted to be near you. It just feels right. When you frown I was to turn it upside down. I want you to laugh at me. And my jokes. And to tell me to shut up by kissing my lips. I want to sing you to sleep when you can't sleep. I want to hold you in my arms as we lie in bed enjoying the moment. I don't know why I'm telling you all of this. But I feel like you need to know this. Because I have been been feeling this feeling for awhile and it has been tearing me up inside. And I just want you to know, I will completely leave you alone if you want. But honestly, it will probably be the hardest thing I have ever done. " he said this and came over to me. He drapped a blanket over me and then left the room.
"I'll explain everything to Harry. He should be here in a little bit. Bye Karleigh." he said the last part as if he was sure he would never see me again.
What was I doing. Why did Niall have to tell me all of that. I'm torn between Harry and Niall. And either way. I'm tearing this band apart. I don't even talk to Eleanor as much, and she was the one who made all of this possible.
I decided right there on Niall's coach that this all needed to end. And I was going to end if as soon as I was home.
I guess Niall was right. Maybe I would never see him again...
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