Yours

[Harry's POV]


I called her mine. Right to her face. Am I mad or something?
I was never planning on telling her that I think of her as mine. Maybe she'll just think I was playing along for the whole Reese thing.
God that Reese. I swear, what gives him the right to play those girls? That's not right. Stringing along a girl making her think you like her, possibly love her if you play that long. Twisting her thoughts about you; making her fall for your charm. Getting her in bed then dropping her right after. Making her break. What kind of person would do that to an innocent girl?
I rolled my eyes, but then thought of someone...
Me.
Reese and I are.. the same.
I've done that for the past year. I lost myself and took it out on them. All those girls. I've just gotten what I wanted, and then dumped them right then and there. Not giving it a second thought about it. Wow.. I was a real jerk.
Maybe that's why I hate Reese so much, he reminds me of the person I don't want to be. That still doesn't give him the right to hurt Rebecca though, just because of me. I know he hates the fact someone better has her. Someone who can show her what it is to actually like someone back. Sure, we've had our past of literally wanting to rip each others hair out, but it was my fault. I was taking away so much from her. I did that; not her.
Simon threw her under a bus, and I ran her over.
Reese didn't help either by cheating on her with Jenna. I mean, really? that's low. If you wanted the second girl so bad, why be with the first girl from the start? I have never once cheated on a girl in my life, and never will. Don't get the whole California thing mixed up as me cheating because I wasn't. Rebecca and I aren't really dating, so it doesn't count as cheating. I hope.
I need to fix this. I need to fix everything. The sooner I drop player Harry the sooner Rebecca can have her life back. Hopefully Rebecca can get Sabrina back, because I feel really bad about that one. Maybe not when it happened, but I sure do now. Sabrina was her best friend, and I took that away from her. Player Harry has really fucked some things up.
I need to fix them.
Starting with Rebecca showing her who the real Harry is and maybe... just maybe, her life will start molding back together.
She deserves that much.




[Rebecca's POV]


"So, Have you seen, or talked to Harry after last night?" Louis asked as we sat in his hotel room.
I shook my head no.
"What's on your mind?" He asked noticing me spacing out.
"It's the way he said it." I looked up at Louis. "I know he was just saying it because of Reese, but the way he said it makes me believe it's something more, Louis."
He shrugged. "I wouldn't know, he doesn't talk to me about those things anymore."
I sighed. "Should I be this caught up about him saying that?"
Louis licked his lips. "I don't know, he did seem pretty ticked off after talking to Reese, and you know Harry. He say's things he doesn't mean when he's angry."
"Yeah, no kidding." I said thinking about all the things he's said to me.
"But then again, people do change. and feelings change too." He said looking up to me with a slight smile.
I tilted my head with a smile. "Louis," I lightly giggled. "do you honestly believe Harry would like a girl like me?"
His face turned straight. "Yes, I seriously do."
"Louis," I sighed.
"No Becca, I mean, come on. Do you see the way he looks at you sometimes?" He said.
I knitted my eyebrows. "What are you talking about, Louis?"
A smile appeared. "Let me enlighten you."
I crossed my hands placing them in my lap. "Please do."
"Lately, when we are at sound check and you walk by in front of the stage he looks at you with light in his eyes." He said.
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.
"That I don't know, i've never seen it before." He said then moving his hand up to his mouth. "Maybe i'm wrong, but I think because of you he's seeing his old self, and with you he can be him. With you he doesn't have to pretend, and he loves it." He said.
"I'm still lost Louis." I said.
He chuckled. "Well then, I guess I won't ruin it for you."
I. am. so. confused.
He patted my leg. "I'll let you two figure it out on your own."
I brought my arms out. "Louis, what the heck?"
He laughed. "Hey, it's better if you find it out on your own."
"Find what out?" I asked getting frustrated.
He laughed more. "You'll see."
I groaned. "Louis Tomlinson, I swear, sometimes I just want to.." I took a pillow a threw it at his face.
"Hey, calm with the hostility." He smiled taking the pillow off his face.
I huffed and got off the bed. "If you excuse me, i'm going to talk to someone who tells me everything that comes from her little mind."
He chuckled as I walked out of the room. Before I left, he shouted "YOU'LL FIND OUT SOON ENOUGH. I HOPE!"
What in God's name am I going to find out between Harry and I?
I grumbled to myself walking to get Lizzy from Liam's room. As I was half way there, I bumped into someone. I looked up.
Harry.
He smiled. "Hey."
I smiled back. "Hey."
"Did you just come from Louis'?" He asked pointing at his door.
"Sure did." I said.
"Is he sill in there?" He asked.
I nodded. He smiled at me and then started walking to Louis' door. "Thanks."
"No problem." I said and walked to Liam's door. We both Knocked. Liam opened his door first.
"Lizzy here?" I asked.
"Right where you left her." He smiled.
"Great," I said and walked in the same time Louis opened his door. "So," I said as Liam closed the door. "how are you and Danielle?"
"Re- Re!" Lizzy smiled in Zayn's lap.
I waved and sat next to Liam on his bed. "We're great actually."
I smiled. "That's good."
"Do you know what was up with Harry last night? He seemed a bit pissed." Liam asked.
"He talked to Reese, got furious while talking to him, said something to me, and stormed out." I said straighten out my shirt. "I think it was Reese."
Liam nodded. "What did he say to you?"
"That I was his." I said.
Both Liam and Zayn looked at me. "Who did?" Zayn asked.
"Harry." I said.
Liam and Zayn looked at each other and smiled then turned away from each other. "What?" I asked totally oblivious.
"Nothing." Liam said trying not to smile.
I groaned. "Gosh, first Louis now you two."
Liam and Zayn chuckled. "You boys are so hard to talk to without getting frustrated." I said getting off the bed. "Come on Lizzy, we need a woman."
"Lou's in the second door right beside Niall's." Zayn said handing me Lizzy.
"At least you are useful for something." I said and walked away hearing them laugh.
I smirked and walked to Lou's room. I knocked and she answered on the second knock. "Hey, I need to talk."
"Sure babe, come on in." She smiled and we walked in.
"Lizzy go play with Lux." I said patted her back.
"Okay." She said and went to find the little 1 year old.
"So, what do you need to talk about?" She asked sitting on her bed next to her laptop.
"Well," I sighed. "believe it or not, Harry."
She smiled. "Ah,"
"It's just yesterday he was sticking up for me on the phone with Reese, and after the phone call Harry looked me dead in the eyes and told me I was his." I leaned against the headboard. "I don't know if I should take that literal, or just as him caught up in the moment."
"What do you want it to be?" She asked catching me off guard.
"What?" I asked.
"What do you want it to be? Do you want him to mean that you are his, or do you want him to mean it all as fake?" She asked.
"I.." I put my head in the headboard. "don't know. I just want someone to really care."
She nodded. "This is something more than the Harry situation isn't it?"
"Maybe." I said.
"Becca," She said gently.
"It's just, with Harry and I faking all this stuff I don't know what he really means. Sometimes I feel like he means what he say's, but other times I know it's all lies. I just don't want to end up falling for someone like Reese again." I sighed.
"So, you like Harry?" Lou asked.
"What? no." I said shaking my head.
"So, you're thinking about liking Harry?" She asked.
"Lou, stop. I don't like Harry like that." I said.
"Are you sure?" She asked.
"Yeah." I said.
"Are you trying to convince me or yourself?" She grinned.
"Lou," I said sitting up. "you are being worse than the boys right now."
"What?" she laughed. "It's not my fault you just practically said you like Harry."
I let out a frustrated sigh."I did not say I like Harry."
"But you did." She smiled.
"Lou, I don't like Harry and that's finally. There is no way he'd like me even if I did like him. After this, he's going to go get some girl other than me. Face it." I said to her.
She grinned. "Let's back up here, Are you trying to convince me or yourself?"
I closed my eyes and stood up. "I'm done."
She laughed. "So the answer is yourself."
"Good- bye Lou, i'll pick up Lizzy later." I waved and walked out before I heard anymore.
I don't like Harry, I know that. I. do. not. like. Harry. No.
I walked to my room and went to go lay on my bed. I groaned as I hit the mattress. All this stuff is running through my head. All I want is for someone to treat me right, and care about me. That's all I ask for.
I didn't ask for this, or Reese. He turned out being a HUGE jerk. God, I wish I knew what Harry meant by 'you're mine'. Was is fake or not?
Stupid boy's.

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