Protect me *On Hold For Editing*

(Ella)

What the fuck am I doing? What is wrong with me? He practically raped me yesterday! I pulled away wide eyed. His eyes opened when I pulled away.

He slowly opened them but they only opened half way. He was panting. He reached out for me again but I moved back.

He chuckled lightly " I knew it - I knew you didn't love me." He shook his head. "Well Harry can you blame me? You frickin' kidnapped me and then you forcibly grinded the fuck out of me!" I responded.

He laid on his back, covered his face with his hands and groaned. "It's not my fault. I tried to stop him. But I couldn't, I didn't even want to kidnap you!" He responded.

He? Who the fuck is he? "Who is 'he'?" I asked quietly. "I can't" He said shaking his head again.

"Harry, you're telling me that all of this isn't your fault and that you didn't want to kidnap me. Now if you want me to believe any of that you have to tell me who the hell 'He' is." I said air quoting the 'he'. He sat up and patted the bed next to him. I stayed still.

"Please?" he begged. I sighed and cautiously made my way to the bed. I sat down next to him and he gave me a nervous smile.

One I didn't even attempt to return. He sighed. "I have D.I.D" He said quietly. "Huh?'' I replied dumbly. "Dissociative Identity Disorder." He responded. "Oh" I nodded.

"Basically, I have another person in my head." My eyes widened. Oh shit. " Ella I did fall in love with you, in fact I wanted you for a long time. He wanted you too, he wouldn't leave me alone about it. I had to have you anyway but he pushed me to kidnap you."

He said grabbing my hand. I flinched back and looked up. "Harry, do you know what he did to me?" He nodded and tears pricked my eyes.

"What's his name?" I whispered. "Edward" was his response. Not only did he kidnap me and grind himself into me but this fucker is crazy too?

I stood up and slowly backed away. "Ella" I shook my head and reached for the door knob. "Ella!" He called again. I twisted it and ran out the door.

I flew down the stairs and unlocked the front door. I ran outside and kept running. I ran until I was out of breath and everything was fuzzy.

I ran until bright headlights took over my view and the last thing I felt was pain.

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