Bad Memories

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Chapter 3 – After the Game

We arrived at Harry place and Liam, Niall and Zayn were already there. We got out of the car, “how did you get here before us?” Harry asked them. Zayn and Liam points to Niall, “oh,” Harry says. I looked over at Niall who was smiling, “what can I say,” he tells us.

“You are an idiot sometimes,” Harry smiled. Niall laughs, “I didn’t speed, I was just really pushy getting out,” Niall says. Harry laughed, “any way let’s get this party started,” Zayn tells us. Harry leads us to his apartment, when inside the boys go straight for the kitchen. I look around his place, it was not big it was just enough space for him, “would you like me to show you around?” Harry asked me. I nod yes, “well this is the lounge room,” he points out. He had a small L shaped lounge, a white TV unit with a TV and a PlayStation with a pile of games. I notice that in front of his balcony door there was a chair and matching footstool. Behind it was a big bookshelf filed with books, “you read?” I asked.

“Yep, I love to read crime and classics,” he beamed. Then he points to the kitchen were the boys are, “that the kitchen,” he points out. It is a small kitchen that just fitted the boys in it; I also notice he had a breakfast bar instead of a dining table. Harry takes my hand and leads me to a small corridor, “now it may be messy,” Harry said as he opens his bedroom door. It was not that messy just clothes on the floor and his bed was not made. I noticed on his chest of draws there where pictures of him and the boys and also his family. I smiled as I picked up a picture of him and Louis when they were kids, “you were a cute kid,” I say. Harry comes up behind me, “what do you mean where cute?” he asked.

“You’re grown up now,” I smiled. He smiled, “but still cute right?” he questioned. I laughed, “Maybe,” I teased. What was I saying he is cute, but he is also sweet, “I’ll take that as a yes,” he smiled. I put the picture back down, “thanks Harry,” I say. Harry got a confusing look on his face, “for what?” he asked. I smiled at him, “for letting me in your life,” I say. Harry hugs me, “I’m glad you’re in it now,” he says. Then he brakes the hug, “should finish the tour and join the party,” he smiled. He takes my hand and shows me the bathroom it was small just a shower, toilet and a small vanity.

We joined the boys in the living room, “here Lu,” said Liam as he handed me a beer. I took it and looked at the cap, “Liam you forgot to be a gentleman and open it for her,” Zayn said as he took my beer off me. He grabs the bottle opener and opens it, “that how it done,” Zayn tells Liam as he handed my beer back. I look at Liam who was looking at the floor, “sorry,” he says.

“It fine,” I say. I look at my beer and tell myself that I’m not my father and I took a sip. I turn around when I heard Niall yell at Harry, “you cheated,” Harry smiles at him, “I did not,” he tells him. I notice they were playing FIFA, “how did he cheat?” I asked Niall. Niall looked down, “um,” he said. Harry started to laugh, “Niall just a bad loser,” Liam tells me. I laughed as I saw Niall go red, “do you play Lu?” Zayn asked me.

“Nope never played any video game,” I replied. The boys looked at me, “are you against them?” Zayn asked. I could tell the boys were waiting for me to responded, “no, it just I never played,” I tell them. Liam pulls me over to the lounge and sits me next to Harry as he sat down on the other side of me, “her turn,” Liam tells Harry. Zayn comes over, “I’ll play her,” he said as he took the controller off of Niall and sat down next to him. Harry gives me the controller; he also showed me what buttons to push. I look at the TV waiting to play, “don’t forget you’re the blue ones,” Harry tells me. The game started and most of the time I was looking at the controller to see what buttons to push. I lost the game, “you’ll get better,” Harry reassures me.

“In the very far future,” I laughed. I took a drink of my beer, “I’ll train you,” Liam smiled. I laughed again, “I hope you have patience,” I say. Liam smiled, and then there was a knock at the door. Harry got up to answer it, Louis walked in, “hello people,” he announced. All the boys welcomed him, I got up off the lounge, “well hello,” Louis says to me. He pulls me in for a hug, “now I can do this,” he added. I could tell he was smiling, “Louis,” Harry says. Louis breaks the hug, “I just wanted a hug now that I’m all clean and fresh,” he tells Harry.

“Harry scared that we make her run,” Niall says. Louis Laughed, “By hugging?” Louis questioned. I smiled, “I think it going to take more than that,” I replied. Harry smiled, “good to hear sweetie,” Liam says. Louis goes into the fridge and gets out a beer, “so how do you and Harry know each other?” he asked me.

“From work,” I responded.

“Might have to go there more often,” Niall says. The boys started laughing, “For the food or to see Lu?” Harry asked him. Niall Smiled, “both,” he replied.

“You know Harry talks about you,” Louis tells me. Shock goes over me, “it all good stuff,” Louis added. I look over at Harry who was talking to Niall about something, “Louis stop hogging Lu and bring her back over,” Liam tells him. Louis pulls me over to the lounge; I sit down between Harry and him. Zayn gets up and walks over to the radio, “who your favorite singer or group Lu?” Zayn asked me. Then they all look at me, “Hunter Hayes,” I answered.

“The country singer?” Louis asked. I nod yes, “I thought you be a Pink fan,” Liam said.

“I love Pink too, but I like Hunter better, I just can’t get enough of his music,” I explained. Harry smiled, “I know his music, but my favorite is Coldplay,” Harry tells me. I smiled at him, “mine have to be Robbie Williams,” Louis says.

“Same, but I also like Leona Lewis,” Liam added. The boys giggled at his answer, “well mine is Michael Bublé his voice is amazing,” Niall says.

“I love his voice too,” I say happily. I saw Niall smile, “so who your favorite Zayn?” I asked him. Zayn sits back down, “Chris Brown,” he replied.

“His music is cool, but him personally makes me want to put him in the hospital. No girl should ever be hit by a man,” Liam said truthfully. I look at Liam, he was really a nice guy that wants to protect people and keep them safe. If he only knew my life, “so why do you go for the other team Lu?” Louis asked me. He took a drink of his beer, “they came to my school when I was ten. There were so nice and helpful, but clearly they have change since the last time I went,” I explained. I notice Harry was thinking, “when was the last time you went?” Harry asked. I thought for a second, “when I was nineteen, so about six years ago,” I responded. I look around at the boys, “why so long?” Niall asked.

“I always working on match day,” I lied. The reason was my dad wouldn’t let me go, because it made me happy. The only reason I know Louis is a great player is from the newspaper and the TV, “but now you are coming to more matches now to watch me play,” Louis smiled. He puts his arm around me, “of course,” I smiled back. I never thought that I’ll be sitting next to the star player Louis Tomlinson. Let alone have his arm around me, “maybe we all could go to away game?” Harry asked. I notice that Harry was looking at Louis arm that was around me, “that sounds like fun,” I replied. Harry pulls me in for a hug, which made Louis drop his arm. It also made me spill my beer all over me, “that’s cold,” I exclaimed.

“That not a nice thing to say about Harry,” Zayn laughed. Harry lets me go and notice that I was covered in beer, “I’m sorry,” Harry apologized. The rest of the boys noticed what had happened, “nice one Harry,” Niall laughed. Harry pulls me up, “you can borrow some of my clothes,” he said as he took my empty beer bottle off of me and gives it to Louis.

“What a waste of beer Harry,” Liam said disappointed. We left the boys and went into Harry room, “sorry,” he apologized again.

“Don’t worry about it,” I try to reassure him. Harry goes into his chest of draws and pulls out a black t-shirt and a pair of grey track pants. I notice Harry shirt was a little bit wet, “I got some beer on you,” I say as I grabbed his shirt. He smiled at me, “that easy fixed,” he says. He turns back around to his draws and pulls out a white t-shirt. He pulls his team jersey, I couldn’t help but look. He was covered in tattoos, I notice ones on his arms when we working together. But he had some on his chest; he had two swallows with some small ones near it. He also had a big butterfly just under his chest, “nice tattoos,” I say.

“Thanks, do you have any?” he asked me. I shake my head no, “do you want any?” he questioned.

“I always wanted the number fourteen in Gaelic,” I answered. Harry looks at me, “why that?” he asked. I look at the floor, “it my lucky number and my mum was Irish,” I tell him as I look up. Harry smiled at me, “why haven’t you got it yet?” he asked.

“Don’t have the time or the money spare,” I admitted. Harry smile got bigger, “Zayn can do it. That what his job is,” Harry tells me. I must have looked at Harry in shock, because he started to laugh, “He did mine,” Harry added. I step closer to Harry to have a closer look at his tattoos, “there pretty good,” I say. I looked at some of the small ones, “what with the A?” I asked as I touched it.

“It for my mum, her name is Anne,” he explained. Harry grabs my hand that was touching his tattoo with, “what happed to your mum?” he asked. I look right into his green eyes, “she died when I was little by a drunk driver,” I tell him. His eyes turn to sorrow, “I’m sorry Lu,” he says as he pulls me in for a hug. He hugged me tight and what felt like forever, “you probably need a shower since that your covered in beer,” Harry says in my ear. I laughed, “I probably do,” I smiled. Harry brakes the hug and takes me to the bathroom, “now there are fresh towels,” he points out. Harry walks over to the sink and cleans off the beer, “now call out if you need anything,” he tells me as he walks out and closes the door.

I turn the shower on and start to take my clothes and shoes off. I told Harry what happened to my mum, I don’t think I ever told anyone. A tear falls from my eye, I missed my mum. I quickly jump in the shower before I start to really cry and Harry comes looking for me. I washed all the beer off of me without getting my hair wet. I turn the shower off and wrapped a towel around me. I dry myself off and look in the mirror at myself and sigh. I pick my knickers off the floor, I cheek if they got any beer on them. Lucky for me they didn’t so I quickly put them on and grabbed my bra and they also dry so I put it on. I pick up Harry clothes and put them on; they were a bit big for me. So I rolled up the pant legs so they didn’t drag on the floor. I pick up my clothes and shoes and walk back out to the boys, “someone looks all fresh and clean princess,” Niall says.

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“It nice not to have beer over me,” I smiled. Harry comes up to me, “swap” he tells me as he hands me another beer. I give him my clothes and shoes, he walked over to his washing machine and puts them in and puts my shoes near the front door. I sat next to Niall on the lounge, “oh Niall I’m not princess,” I tell him. Niall starts to laugh, “Every girl is a princess,” he told me. I guess that what Niall calls every girl, “so what been happening since I was gone?” I asked the boys. I drank some of my beer, “we were about to play truth or dare. Yes we know it a kids game, but it still fun to play when you’re drinking,” Liam answered me.

“I have never played it,” I admitted. The boys got a cheeky grin across their faces, “the rules are simple we dare you to something like run down the street yelling I love penis,” Louis explained. I thought that was easy and fun, “and truth is where we ask a question and you must tell the truth. However if you don’t do the dare or answer the question you have to take a shot of vodka,” Louis added.

“A shot of vodka?” I questioned.

“Yep,” Harry replied as he puts a bottle of vodka on his kitchen bench with six shot glasses. Harry smiled, “it also a fun way to get drunk,” he added. We all get up and walk over to the kitchen, “I’ll go first,” Zayn announced. He looks at us, “Louis truth or dare?” he asked him. Louis paused and thought for a second, “dare,” he replied. Zayn smiled, “take a piece of food and kiss it for a minute,” he told Louis. Louis goes into Harry’s cupboard a grabs out a banana and starts kissing it, “no not my banana!” Harry shouts. Louis keeps kissing the banana for a minute, “do you do that often?” Zayn joked. Louis walks over and places it on the kitchen bench and looks at Zayn, “Harry truth or dare?” Louis asked him.

“Dare,” Harry said. Liam turns to me, “I don’t know why we call it truth or dare when we only do dares,” he tells me. I laughed, “Good to know,” I smiled. Louis was still thinking of a dare for Harry, “I dare you to eat this banana without using your hands,” Louis dared him. Louis picks up the banana and pills it then he places it in front of Harry. Harry puts his hands behind his back and starts to eat the banana, however the banana falls on to the floor, “I give up,” Harry said as he picked the banana off the floor and puts it in the bin. When Harry comes back over to the bench he takes his shot and refills it, “Lu truth or dare,” he asked me.

“Dare,” I replied. Harry smiled, “I dare you tell Niall that you love him in a speech, however you got to make it as real as you can. If you can’t convince him or us you must take your shot,” he tells me. I turn to Niall and took a deep breath, “Niall I love your bleach blonde hair even when I can see you brown roots underneath it. I love your ocean blue eyes, I can get lost in them for days. I love the way you laugh and get embarrassed, but most of all I love the way you call me princess and the way you hug me,” I say in the sweetest voice. Niall pulls me in for a hug, “I love you too princess,” he says. I hug him back, “hang on we still have you vote if we believed it,” Harry said as he pulled Niall off of me. I look at the boys, “ok who believed that?” Liam asked. Niall, Liam and Louis put their hands up, “it looks like your safe for now Lu,” Liam added.

“Ok it my turn to pick and I choose Liam. Truth or dare?” I smiled. Liam smiled back, “dare,” he replied. I thought for a second, “Ok I dare you to lie down on the floor and have Louis sit on you until your next turn. But if you can’t take it anymore you must take your shot,” I tell him. Liam lies down on his stomach and Louis sits on top of him, “comfy?” Liam breathed out. Louis Smiled, “yep, but you can give up and take your shot,” Louis says as he wriggled on him. Liam pushes Louis off of him, “I give up!” Liam yelled. He gets up and takes his shot, “you didn’t last thirty seconds,” Zayn laughed. Liam sticks up his middle finger up at him, “Zayn truth or dare?” he asked.

“Dare,” Zayn answered.

“Blow a raspberry on Harry belly,” Liam smiled. Zayn walks up to Harry and pulls up his shirt. Zayn starts to laughing, “Sorry Harry,” he laughed. Then Zayn blew a raspberry on Harry, “that feels funny,” Harry giggled. Zayn stops, “now Niall truth or dare?” he asked.

“It always going to be dare,” he replied. Zayn looked around the room, “I dare you to kiss everyone knees,” Zayn dared him. Niall gets down and starts to kiss the boys knees, when he got to me he pulls my pant leg up and kisses my knee. He smiled when he got up off the floor, “now the real fun begins,” Zayn tells me.

“What do you mean the real fun?” I questioned. Zayn winks at me, “Harry truth or dare,” Niall asked him. What do you mean the real fun begins? I had to tell Niall I loved him and he kissed my knee. What else are we going to do? I can see myself drunk before the end of the game, “I dare you to run down the street in just your underwear. While yelling oh my god the condom broke,” Niall grinned. Harry looked at the ground and smiled, “you’re on,” he said. All the boys where out the door, “sorry about this Lu,” Harry apologized to me. I smiled at him, “it ok, this is fun,” I reassure him as I was waiting for him at the door. Harry pushes me out, “for you,” he mumbled. When we got to down to the road it was only lit by street lights. It was also cold and didn’t help I was wearing no shoes, “you cold there Lu?” Louis asked me with worry in his voice. I nod yes as I wrapped my arms around myself, “it don’t help that I’m not wearing any shoes,” I said as my teeth chatted. Louis picks me up, “don’t want you getting sick. Harry be sad if you can’t go to work,” Louis said. I wrap my arms around his neck, “thanks,” is all I could say. For once in my life I was having fun and going with whatever came at me. Louis walks over to the boys, “comfy Lu?” Zayn asked me.

“Yep,” I smiled. The boys start to laugh, “Her feet are cold,” Louis added. The boys laugh harder, “So let’s get this over with,” Harry said as he took off his shirt. Then he took off the rest of his clothes and his shoes. Harry starts running, “oh my god the condom broke!” he started shouting as he ran. He ran to the end of the street and back, “all done,” he puffed. He grabbed his stuff and headed back up to his apartment. Louis carried me all the way back, “thank you Louis,” I said as he put me down.

“No problem darling,” he said. Harry was putting his clothes back on leaving his shoes and socks off, “someone shouted sucks to be you,” Harry laughed. I picked up my beer and took a drink, “Niall I dare you to run down to the shops in a towel and asked them if they have any shower gel,” Harry tells him. Niall thinks for a second and runs to the bathroom, “better put my shoes back on,” I say.

“You can borrow my Ugg boots if you want,” Harry tells me. I nod yes and Harry runs off and grabs them. When he comes back I put them on, “I’m ready!” Niall shouts. Niall was just standing there in a towel and I could not help but stare, “you like what you see Lu?” he winked at me.

“You need more sun,” I teased. The boys laughed, “Let’s go!” Louis shouted. Before we left Harry puts one of his jackets on me, “can’t have you getting sick on me,” he whispers to me. I smiled as Harry quickly puts his shoes back on. He locked up his apartment and we headed to the shop, “the shop has new owners so they won’t recognize us,” Harry tells us. We reached the shop, “ok we go in two groups then Niall comes running in,” Liam explained to us. Harry and I went in first, Harry went straight for the chocolate and I stood next to him. Then Liam, Zayn and Louis came in and went straight for the chips, “what chocolate do you like beautiful?” Harry asked me as he put his arm around me. I look at all the chocolate, “peppermint,” I responded, he picks up a bar and a couple others. Then Niall runs in, “do you have any shower gel?” he asked. The man behind the counter looked at him and shakes his head no. Niall runs back out, I looked at Harry trying to hold back my laugh. Then the rest of the boys went to the counter to buy some chips and left. Then Harry and I went up, “hey Harry who is this pretty lady?” the man asked.

“This is Lu, Bill,” Harry told him. Harry pays for the chocolate, “you can bring her back anytime Harry,” Bill tells him when we left.

“Will do,” Harry says as we waved goodbye. When we got out the door, “you must go there a lot,” I say to Harry. Harry smiled, “I always need milk,” he tells me. We reached the boys, “it cold can we go back now?” Niall asked. I took off Harry’s jacket that I was wearing and try to give it to him, “thanks, but won’t you be cold?” he asked me before he took the jacket. I shake my head no, “thanks again,” Niall said as he final took the jacket. Harry wraps his arms around me to keep me warm, “Lu I dare you to sit on that house front door steps and start to sing a love song,” Niall smirked as he points to a house with the lights on. I take a deep breath and start to walk over; I sat down on the steps. I look around as I took another deep breath, I notice the boys where hiding. Therefore, I started to sing a love song loudly. Not long after I started sing, a middle-aged man came out, “what are you doing?” he asked me. I turn around, “Steve?” I asked. Shock goes over the man, “how do you know my name?” he questioned. How lucky was I to get his name right, “you have been sending me love letters at work and today you sent me flowers,” I lied. More shock goes over him, then his wife came out, “what do you want?” she said nasty. I looked at the floor, “is this Steve McQueen’s house?” I asked all sweetly.

“No it not so get lost!” she shouted at me. They went back into the house, I walk back over to the boys, “Lu that was great and how did you know his name?” Louis asked.

“That was pure luck,” I admitted. The boys start to laugh, “I liked how you kept going and you saved your ass at the end,” Niall said excitedly. A cold wind blew, so I wrapped my arms around myself. Then Harry comes up behind me and wraps his arms around me again, “I dare Zayn to ask a random person dose my jeans make me look fat?” I told him. Zayn smiled as he notice a couple walked passed. He quickly runs up to them and asked them as he stuck his butt out. When he came back to us, “the girl said I have no butt,” he told us. We start laughing, “Liam I dare you to climb the tree and yell and bang your chest like Tarzan,” Zayn says as he turns to Liam. Liam starts to climb the tree, when he was at the top he yelled at the top of his voice. He came back down, “too easy,” he smiled. Then we heard people yelling at us, so we started to run. We stopped at a park, “perfect, Louis I dare you to jump in the lake naked,” Liam told him. Louis starts striping off, Harry covers my eyes. Then I heard a splash, “oh my god it cold!” Louis screamed. Harry uncovers my eyes when him and the boys started laughing, then Niall ran passed Harry and I butt naked, “sorry about that,” Harry apologized.

“How much have they had to drink?” I asked Harry.

“About two maybe three. This is how we are,” he smiled. Then Zayn and Liam ran passed us naked, Harry quickly covers my eyes again. Then I heard two splashes, “Harry, Lu join us!” Niall shouted. I look at Harry, “I’m not going naked,” I smiled. At that moment, I realized I might be tipsy. Since this is the third time, I have been drinking, “where is this Lu coming from?” Harry asked me. I smiled, “you said to have fun and I am. Harry I never really lived until I met you,” I admitted as I kissed Harry cheek. Then I took off Harry’s top that I was wearing. I was glad it was dark so Harry couldn’t see my scars, “yes Lu coming in!” Louis shouted. Harry started to take his clothes off, “turn around Lu,” he said so I just could hear it. I turn around as I was taking off Harry’s pants that I was wearing and then I threw them with the shirt. I heard a splash, “nice undies Lu!” Liam shouted. I turn around, “yep and they are staying on,” I said as I ran to the lake. I stopped at the edge of the water, “I can’t swim,” I say.

“Really?” Zayn asked. I nod yes, “I can’t swim either. The only reason I’m in the water because I can touch the bottom,” Zayn smiled. I slowly walk into the water; I only went up to my shoulders. The water was cold, but warmer then out of it, “the water nice,” I say. I looked up at the stars and thought to myself life nice right now, but how much longer for? Then Harry splashed me and I splashed him back. Then we all started splashing each other and laughing. I was the first one out of the water; I grabbed the towel Niall was wearing. I closed my eyes as the boys got out and dressed. Niall put on the clothes I was wearing, however he gave me the jacket and the Ugg boots back. We went back to Harry’s and as soon as we got in. Harry took me to his bedroom to get some more clothes out for me, he also gave me a pair of his boxes. I quickly got changed and joined the boys in the kitchen, “this warm you up,” Harry said as he handed me my shot. I drank it as it went down it burned the whole way down, but it made me warm. The boys were laughing at me, “having fun Lu?” Zayn asked me. I nod yes, “I’ve never done anything like this before,” I confessed. The boys smiled, than Niall poured another shot for all of us. Everyone picks it up, “to our new friend Lu,” Niall said. We all drunk it, “thanks guys,” I say. Then the boys hug me, it felt nice to have more friends. When the boys broke the hug, I felt drunk. Harry wraps his arms around me, “are you drunk Lu?” he whispered in my ear.

“I think so,” I slurred. Harry laughs, but holds me tighter, “I got you,” he whispered against my neck. I felt really safe and warm in his arms, “ok next game!” Niall shouted. Harry shakes his head no, “that for the both of us,” he told Niall. Niall smiles at me, “is someone already drunk?” Niall teased me. I nod yes, “this is only the third time I’ve been drinking,” I admitted.

“Really?” Harry asked. He moves to see my face, but still holding me, “remember I had no friends, I was alone for a longtime. I lived a boring, sad and lonely life,” I say. I realized what I said and that all the boys heard. I tried to hide my face in Harry chest, so I did not have to see their faces, “Lu?” I heard Zayn say. I did not look; Harry wraps his arms around me tighter. Then I felt a jacket go around me, “it be alright sweetie,” I heard Liam say. Then Harry drag me outside onto the balcony, Harry shuts the door, “I’m sorry Harry, they must think I’m crazy,” I say. Harry hugs me, I buried my face into his chest again, “no they don’t. They think your fun and nice person,” he reassures me.

“Can we forget that I said it?” I asked. Harry hugs me tighter, “sorry to say beautiful, but no,” he replied. I sigh into his chest, “Harry I’m messed up and broken,” I confessed to him. Harry kisses the top of my head, “I know, but I’m here for you and I never leave you,” he admits to me. I grip the back of his shirt trying not to cry, “I wanna tell you everything but…” I drift off. I let a tear fall out, “but you’re not ready, because you’re scared,” Harry finished. I nod yes as I let more tears fall, “I know we only got close this week, but it feels like I have known you my whole life Lu,” he tells me. I look up at him, his face was only inches away from mine, “same, and it as if I’ve seen your eyes before,” I admitted to him. It really does feel like I met Harry before the bakery. Then fireworks started to go off, Harry and I turn our heads to look, “I love fireworks,” I smiled. Harry returns the smile, “so do I. When there far away,” he says. We stood there with each other arms around each other and watched the fireworks. When they finished I turned to Harry, “better go face the boys,” I smiled.

When we went back inside the boys where looking at me, “sorry about that,” I apologized. Zayn runs up to me and hugs me, “we like you Lu and I’m glad you’re here with us,” he tells me. I hug him back, “thank you,” I say.

“I really do mean it,” he says. Then Liam pulled Zayn off so he could hug me, “you don’t have to tell us why, but I hope when we come closer you tell us,” he told me. I hug him tight, “I want to hug her too,” Niall said as he pulled Liam off. Niall hugs me and buried his face into my neck, “we are here for you Lu. I know we just met, but you make us smile,” Niall whispered to me.

“No you guys make me smile,” I whispered back. Then Louis pulls Niall off, “we are all fighting over Lu,” Harry joked. Louis hugs me tight, “I’ll make sure you’re happy and never alone. I also lied Harry told me everything, even about you crying on him. He was worried about you and needed to talk to someone,” Louis whispered. I hug him tighter, “thank you for being there for Harry,” I tell him. After they all hugged me I picked up my beer and took a drink, “should you be doing that?” Harry asked me.

“I sobered up quickly after that episode,” I smiled. I sit down on the lounge, “who wants to tech me how to play FIFA?” I asked as I was taking off the jacket. All the boys ran to the lounge, “this be fun,” Harry says.

We played FIFA and drank more beer; I was getting better at the game. However, I was also getting drunk again, so I stopped. I notice Liam was asleep on the lounge, I put a blanket over him, “he always the first to go,” Niall tells me. I also notice Louis getting sleepy, so I grabbed another blanket and put it over him, “thank you darling,” he mumbled as he went to sleep. Niall went over to the armchair and made himself comfortable on it, “I got him you get Zayn,” Harry tells me as he hands me a blanket. I throw it over Zayn, “I’m not sleepy yet,” he whispered. I bend down and kissed him on the forehead, “go to sleep,” I tell him. He smiled, “Lu kissed me,” he mumbles. Then he was asleep, I turn around to see Harry was tucking Niall in and telling him, “it’s ok Ni your safe,” then Niall starts snoring. Harry turns to me, “you’re not the only one with deep dark secrets,” he tells me. Harry turns everything off, “you can have my bed,” he said as he grabs my hand. He turns his bedside lamp on, “where are you going to sleep?” I asked him.

“On the floor next to Zayn,” he smiled. He pulls me over to his bed and tucks me in, “Harry you can sleep in your bed and I’ll sleep on the floor,” I tell him as I grabbed his forearm. He smiled, “or we could share your bed,” I added. Harry sits down on the bed next to me, “you alright Lu?” he asked me. Harry pushes my hair out of my face, “it just that it your bed,” I say as I bit my bottom lip. I know it was bad excuse, but I hope it worked. I do not know why, but I didn’t want to sleep alone tonight, “I stay with you Lu,” Harry smiled. I smiled back, “but a pillow between us and I sleep in my underwear,” he added.

“That ok,” I say. Harry turns off the lamp and then he jumps on the other side of the bed, and takes his clothes off. Then he gets in to bed and put a pillow between us, “you better get some sleep beautiful,” he says as he kisses my forehead. I put my head on the pillow between us, “night Harry,” I say as I closed my eyes. I felt Harry grab my hand as I drifted off to sleep.

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