Harry's POV

In three weeks, Harry had to go back to London. He knew he had to tell Karmina that he would be leaving soon or he would be risking losing her forever. It seemed every time he was about to tell her they just ended up having sex, and he would just completely lose his nerve. Harry had made up his mind, he would tell her today, even if it ended up in his heart braking. He'd rather his heart braking rather than hers.

Harry walked out if his room to find all the boys already awake and eating breakfast together. Most of the food being on Niall's plate. Beside Louis, Harry sat, who then wrapped his arms around him.

"Are you sad?" Louis asked. Harry nodded somberly.

"Have you told her yet? Zayn asked, Harry wondered how Zayn was so intuitive.

"No, every time I'm about to I just pussy out," he ran a hand through his curls.

"Just plan a nice date, so she's not as upset," Liam took a spoonful of eggs.

"Yeah, take her to a nice restaurant, she probably won't make a scene there," Niall laughed, Louis then smacked the back of his head.

"Yeah, you're right. I'm going to go call her," Harry stood.

"Don't forget we have a radio show in a few hours," Liam warned, always being the father of the group.

"Oh, shite I forgot about that," Harry retreated to his room. He made plans to meet with Karmina at a restaurant later that night.

The boys got ready for the radio show and headed over there. On the way there, they noticed hundreds of fans they ran through the back with tons of security around them.

"Hello, everyone, we are on the air with one direction," the radio host called out. The boys all mumbled their hellos into the mics. "I hear you guys have an album coming this year," the host continued.

"Yes, it's called take me home," Liam responded for the group.

"What's it about?" The host interviewed.

"About love," Louis answered with a hand over his chest then a chuckle.

"Who has a girl here?" The host interrogated them. Liam, Louis, and Zayn raised there hands, Harry unsure of what to do, left his by his side.

"Niall? You don't have a girlfriend?" He asked him.

"Yes, my girl is Harry," Niall blew him a kiss, Harry knew Niall was trying to avoid Harry being asked about Karmina.

"Harry?" The host laughed. "I think he's been cheating on you then pal, he been spotted with a girl all around LA. Who is this girl, Harry?" The host asked.

Harry had no idea what to say, "She's a very good friend," Harry laughed nervously.

"Oh, I see," the host laughed and asked a few more questions. "How long are you guys in LA for? Our fans are dying to know." The host asked, the boys all looked at Harry, who became red at the face.

"Until the end of the summer," Zayn finally answered. Harry prayed Karmina had no been hearing the show.

Karmina POV

Karmina turned off the radio after hearing one directions interview. She didn't know what to feel. There was anger, betrayal, just a mix of emotions and she had no idea how to deal with it. The tears began streaming down her face. Harry had called her a friend, she was sure he had a legitimate explanation for that, but he would be leaving soon. That was something he never mentioned. She fell in love with Harry and he was just going to leave again, just like Derek. This was all just to overwhelming. Karmina left to the pool for a swim to clear her head. She swam for two hours, before getting out because of exhaustion. The water helped her calm down. She had decided that Harry had come along way since they met in the beginning of the summer. For all she knew he had thought of plan, she wanted to see if had plans to tell her himself. Harry's phone call interrupted her thoughts, he called to confirm dinner, which she had decided to attend.

Karmina wore an asymmetrical white dress, synched at the wait with a gold band, she wore hair in a near bun. She wore red lipstick and gold stiletto heels. She waited for Harry by the bar, who had called to say he was running late.

She felt a tap on her back, to turn around and see Harry with twelve white roses, she smiled and gave him a kiss.

"Look beautiful, as always," he took her hand walked over to the table, pulling her chair out for her. When Harry sat, Karmina could tell he looked a bit flustered, even dropping his water on the table.

"Are you okay?" Karmina touched his hand, they were bigger than hers and warm. Harry stared into her eyes for a few seconds before answering.

"Yup, just fine," he smiled. The waiter came and Karmina ordered a chicken salad when Harry ordered a steak.

"It's nice, to go out to dinner, just the two of us," Karmina, tried to see if she could get Harry to say anything.

"I love spending time with you," he sipped his water. Karmina opened her mouth to say something but Harry cut her off. "There's something I want to tell you." He began. "You know I love, I do. I've never felt this way about anyone before. I-" Harry stammered. "I," he exhaled deeply. Karmina grabbed his hand.

"I listen to the interview, Harry," her expression softened.

"You did?" She watched him swallow nervously.

"You said I was only a friend, why?" She poked at her chicken.

"I said that to protect you, the other chaps birds often get death threats and hate mail. If I were to say what we were before warming them up to it, I'm afraid of what they might do to you," he eyes filled with worry.

"I figured you had an explanation, but what about leaving, were you planning on telling me you were leaving?" Karmina eyes watered a little.

"I did, I tried so many times to tell you, but the words never came out. I just didn't want to hurt you. I love you, and I was just hoping that at the end of the summer, you would be done with your book and come back to London with me," he looked at her, his eyes hopeful. Karmina remained silent for a few seconds.

"This is a lot to deal with," she let out a deep breath. "Let's enjoy the rest of the summer together, and see where we stand when we get there, okay?" Karmina looked into his eyes, they saddened a bit, but he agreed.

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