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Dancing With My Scars - On Hold

Chapter 33- Beginning or End

Ain't It Fun - Paramore (song to listen to while reading)
Bella's Point of View:

"I don't want to do this, I'm scared." I whisper into Harry's chest as he leans against his car.

"Bella, I promise I will be right here if anything happens. All you have to do is explain to Chris that you can't compete the rest of the season because of your injuries." He reminds me and I shudder at the thought of even seeing Chris or Louis right now.

"What if they ask if you and I are together?" I look up into green eyes and he has a soft smile on his face.

"Tell them you love me and you accept the fact that I'm some big bad drug dealer... It doesn't matter if they think you're stupid because you won't be a part of their life much longer." He chuckles, wrapping his arms around my torso.

"I know it's just," I pause and look down the block to see Chris' car, "Never mind, they're here. Get inside!" I open his car door and shove him inside quickly. He pulls away slowly and parks a little bit further down the street just so they don't spot him. I want them to trust me and bringing Harry to our lunch meeting is just screaming 'I'm scared you'll kill me.'

I step inside the rustic pup looking place Chris asked me to and I immediately get a weird vibe. There are barely any people inside aside from a sleazy looking bartender and a few construction workers from down the block. I brush my hair back with my fingers and jump when I feel a hand on my waist.

"Relax, Bell." Chris' voice chuckles and I turn around to face him with a sigh of relief.

"You scared the shit out of me!" I slap his arm and follow him and Louis across the restaurant and slide into a booth slowly. My left side is still pretty fucked up.

"How are you feeling, love?" Louis asks while we settle in our seats.

"Honestly... I'm not feeling so great." I sigh and both of their faces flash with what looks like genuine concern.

"What do you mean? Like you won't be able to dance for another few weeks?" Chris asks, leaning forward towards me. It pains me to have to 'drop out' of the show because of my injuries but it's my only choice. Stardom comes second to the safety of my family.

"Like I won't be able to dance for the rest of the season, actually." I whisper, twisting my fingers nervously. I don't need to look up to see the pained expression on his face and I feel a large spark of guilt.

"At all?" His voice cracks and I finally look up at him. He looks fucking devastated.

"I'm really sorry, there's nothing I can do about it. If I could dance you know I would." I try to reassure him but he isn't having it.

"Liam told Harry, didn't he?" Chris growls and my heart starts racing. Please keep your cool Bella, fucking please.

"What? What the hell are you talking about?" I ask, my voice cracking. FUCK.

"I knew it.... Bella, you have to understand--"

"What the hell are you talking about? Liam told Harry what?!" I gasp, pretending to be shocked and confused.

"Mate, enough." Louis growls, sending Chris an evil glare. I watch as Chris shakes his head and puts his hands on his face.

"I'm sorry Bella, I don't know even know what I'm saying... besides, you're not even with Harry after all that has happened, right?" He groans, taking a sip of the water that the waitress left at our table. I hesitate before answering and my face turns beat red.

"You're back with Harry?" Louis asks, shaking his head. "Bella, that's bullshit! He's involved with drugs, he's not safe to be around your daughter!"

"I know, but I love him..." My voice trails off as the two brothers continue to verbally attack me.

"Bella, that's bullshit! He's only gonna hurt you and your daughter, what are you thinking?!" Chris shouts, veins popping out of his neck.

"He'll never love you the way you deserve... Gosh you're so blind!" Louis shouts, standing up from the table and throwing a glass at the wall.

"Please relax!" I plead as the two of them appear to have steam coming out of their ears.

"End it with him Bella. Oh my god, fucking end it with him! He's not good for you, he-he-he had drugs in his car! You saw them! He's a bad person!" Louis is now at my side, begging.

"I..." I stop myself from saying something stupid. "I need to go." I whisper, trying to hide my fear.

"No, you can't leave... You can't leave until you let me convince you that he's no good! Please, love!" He begs as Chris attempts to pull him away from my side.

"Get your hands off of her." Harry's voice alarms me as Louis releases me from his grip. I make my way behind Harry and intertwine my fingers with his.

"Chris and Louis... I'm so sorry." I release a small cry as Harry takes my hand and leads me out of the pub and to the car. When I get outside into the fresh air, I take a large breath. My tiny cries turn into loud sobs as we walk towards the car.

"Shhh, it's over now Bell." Harry whispers, helping me inside the car. I pull my knees to my chest and cry harder, worried out of my bloody mind that this wasn't the end and that it's in fact just the beginning all over again.

"I love you." He tells me over and over again on the drive back to my apartment, hand rubbing my thigh comfortingly.

"I love you." I say back, finally taking a few more deep breaths and calming down almost completely.

"There's nothing to worry about baby, I promise. I'll protect you." Harry whispers, taking my and bringing it to his lips. For some reason, that small sentence means the world to me.

Louis' Point of View:

"What the fuck are we gonna do now!" I scream, in the car as we drive back home.

"How am I supposed to know?!" Chris replies, banging his hands against the steering wheel.

"And you," I growl, "you almost ruined everything! Can you learn to control that fucking mouth?!" I shout in Chris' face as he makes the turn into our parking lot.

"I thought she knew!" He tries to bargain.

"Clearly she fucking didn't! She was confused and scared out of her mind! My poor Bella..."

"She isn't yours!" Chris shouts, slamming the door. That fucking prick. The way he just said that nearly pushed me over the edge... this is the final fucking straw.

"She will be. I'm done sitting around waiting for her to be with me." I shout over my shoulder, running inside the building and straight into the apartment. When I get inside I open up the laptop and look up the number of an old friend who once scored me a private jet.

"What the hell are you doing?" Chris shouts, leaning against the doorframe completely out of breath.

"Booking a jet to Little Stream." I smirk, looking up at Chris with a twisted smile. "I have an old friend or two there that I'm sure Bella would love to see." I smirk and Chris' eyes go wide.

"You would not do that. You better fucking not. Do you know how bad that is?" Chris screams at me, but I keep my eyes glued to the computer screen.

"It's not that bad," I chuckle, "and it's a done deal. As soon as I can get my hands on Bella again, we're headed back to Little Stream where it all began." I smirk and my brothers eyes go wide.

Little does he know, I've had this idea set in stone since I first got put into the hospital. Bringing Bella back to Little Stream to be a family with me is a beautiful idea and when I tell her what's there waiting for her... well I think she'll fucking love me for the rest of her life.

I also bought her old house to stay in which should be fun. I'm honestly just really excited at this point, She's gonna be mine. Me, Bella, her little Mia and hopefully a new baby soon.... We're gonna be a family.

"You're out of your bloody mind." Chris groans, opening a bottle of beer from the fridge.

"I know, right?"


Notes

lovelovelove the song for this chapter!!

Please comment & vote, I'm sorry I haven't updated much but my other readers on my other stories are much more vocal about updates so I'm more inclined to update those stories!

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Comments

Can you plz update? Hopefully Harry finds Bella.

Hazeleyes13 Hazeleyes13
1/14/18

it's ok i uderstand what's going on, can't wait till it comes back.

aracely17 aracely17
6/24/14

Harry needs to come save Bella and mia like right now. Bella isnt going crazy its just the drug. Omg no louis stop I

CURLY13 CURLY13
5/25/14

see he hinks they are stupid but they aint and they gonna find her

Nice story i just wish Bella wasent going crazy

KillerUnicorn KillerUnicorn
4/29/14