Dancing With My Scars - On Hold
Chapter 24- Wreck Me
Wrecking Ball - Miley Cyrus (song to listen to while reading)
Bella's Point Of View:
I'm sitting here, rocking my fast asleep daughter in my arms and watching Zayn and Harry sleep. This isn't my first time not getting sleep lately, but I really wish I could, just for a little while. It's nearly 8 am now and my mind is still rattled from the events that have taken place in the last 24 hours.
I started the day infatuated with Harry, happier than I thought I could be. How did things go crashing down so fast? The more important question to me, is how the hell did Harry get involved with drugs again and why would be deny it? Something that he said to me his seriously making me think though... he said to check his apartment. I go against my better judgement and make a call to a friend who I know won't lie to me just to save Harry's ass.
"Hey Bell, are you alright?" Liam yawns into the phone.
"Yeah, I'm good. Sorry, did I wake you?" I then yawn into the phone too. It's so damn contagious!
"No, I'm actually at the shop right now setting up. As usual." He sighs into the phone, and I have a twinge of guilt burrowing inside of me. If it wasn't for me, Harry would probably be working just as much as them.
"Is the business good?" I ask, trying to keep things casual.
"Yeah, it's brilliant, we've got loads and loads of customers lately." I can tell he's smiling when he says that, he's proud of himself.
"That's great! That's really great..." I trail off. "Liam, I've got to ask you something and I want you to answer me honestly." I sigh into the phone.
"Of course love, what can I do for you?" He asks.
"Has Harry been involved in... drugs lately? Either taking or dealing, I just really need to know." I ask, and Liam's line goes silent for a moment.
"Hold on a minute, Bella. I've got a customer." He tells me, and I patiently wait.
Louis' Point Of View:
"Put the phone down and listen to me or else someone will pay the price." I spit at Liam who is standing behind a counter.
"Hold on a minute, Bella. I've got a customer." He tells her and puts the phone on hold. "What the fuck are you doing here?" He growls, cracking his knuckles.
"You need to do something for me." I tell him, and he rolls his eyes.
"Why the hell would I do anything for you?" Liam chuckles, clearly not intimidated. I decide now would be an excellent time to reveal my new weapon that Chris so graciously purchased for me last night.
"Because if you don't, somebody you love will pay the price. Maybe that precious little girl Mia? Or how about that bird from Bella's show... what's her name, Olivia?" I smirk, flipping the gun around in my hands.
"You wouldn't..." He stammers, but he knows I would.
"I've done it before, I'll do it again." I smirk. "What you're going to do is get back on the phone at tell Bella you know for a fact that Harry is involved in drugs again. Understood?"
"Why the hell do you want me to do that? and how did you know that was Bella?" Liam asks.
"I'm a lot smarter than you all think. Think of it this way, if you don't do what I'm asking and my plans fall through... you will pay the price as well as many others." I demand. "Tick tock, mate." I smirk, and he quickly picks the phone up to his ear.
"Bella, I don't know how to tell you this but Harry has been meeting with a suspicious man here lately..." He trails off.
"More. Tell her more." I demand, and he rolls his eyes.
"Yeah... I think he's been involved with some drugs lately but please don't tell him I told you this."
"Good." I smirk.
"I'm sorry Bell, I really am. I'll talk to you soon... yeah, bye." Liam ends the call and it literally looks like he's going to cry.
"Excellent work, mate. I'll be in touch soon." I smile, heading out the door to my awaiting ride of Chris.
"If you do anything to hurt Bella, Mia, Olivia... or anyone, it will be the last move you ever make." Liam shouts after me as he walks out the door. It's a good thing he took me seriously, because I have no problem killing anyone to get what I want... and what I want, more than ever after last night, is Bella.
"How'd it go?" Chris asks, adjusting the bandage over his eyebrow. Harry really beat him good last night.
"She'll be running into our arms in no time." I smirk as Chris pulls away.
"Good, because after last night I want that bastard Harry to suffer more than anything. No one beats the shit out of me and gets away with it." Chris snarls, and I nod.
I never imagined he would be on my side as much as he is, but Harry really fucked up last night. If there was any ounce of good left in him, it was beaten out of his head last night.
Bella's Point Of View:
I placed Mia in her crib and nearly lost control. I gathered all of Harry's sweatshirts, his socks, his shoes, everything he has left in my apartment and tossed them out the window. I really didn't want to believe that this was true, but Liam confirmed it and I know he would never lie to me. When I step into the living room, the two boys are finally awake and moving.
"Get out of my apartment." I growl, swinging open the front door. Harry's look of shock is evident as well as Zayn's.
"I thought you said we could talk... I told you to search the apartment and everything!" Harry stands up and quickly clutches his head. "Bella... about last night. I'm so sorry for hurting you and--"
"Did you not just hear me? Get the fuck out, and stay out. I never want to see you again!" I scream, grabbing his arm and dragging him towards the door.
"Bella, relax." Zayn calls after me and Harry tries to pull away.
"No! Both of you can just get the fuck out, and stay out! I should have never let any of you back into my life!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, shoving Harry out the door with Zayn following. He's usually so much more powerful than me, but he's hungover and I'm so tired, it's like I'm numb.
"Please, let me explain. I love you Bella!" Harry's words cut through my like a knife.
"You love your drugs." I shouted, slamming the door in his face.
And that is the last I'll hopefully ever have to deal with him again. My heart hurts, my head hurts and frankly, my life is broken all over again... Harry used to be the glue to put my pieces together, but now he's just the wrecking ball that tore me down.
Bella's Point Of View:
I'm sitting here, rocking my fast asleep daughter in my arms and watching Zayn and Harry sleep. This isn't my first time not getting sleep lately, but I really wish I could, just for a little while. It's nearly 8 am now and my mind is still rattled from the events that have taken place in the last 24 hours.
I started the day infatuated with Harry, happier than I thought I could be. How did things go crashing down so fast? The more important question to me, is how the hell did Harry get involved with drugs again and why would be deny it? Something that he said to me his seriously making me think though... he said to check his apartment. I go against my better judgement and make a call to a friend who I know won't lie to me just to save Harry's ass.
"Hey Bell, are you alright?" Liam yawns into the phone.
"Yeah, I'm good. Sorry, did I wake you?" I then yawn into the phone too. It's so damn contagious!
"No, I'm actually at the shop right now setting up. As usual." He sighs into the phone, and I have a twinge of guilt burrowing inside of me. If it wasn't for me, Harry would probably be working just as much as them.
"Is the business good?" I ask, trying to keep things casual.
"Yeah, it's brilliant, we've got loads and loads of customers lately." I can tell he's smiling when he says that, he's proud of himself.
"That's great! That's really great..." I trail off. "Liam, I've got to ask you something and I want you to answer me honestly." I sigh into the phone.
"Of course love, what can I do for you?" He asks.
"Has Harry been involved in... drugs lately? Either taking or dealing, I just really need to know." I ask, and Liam's line goes silent for a moment.
"Hold on a minute, Bella. I've got a customer." He tells me, and I patiently wait.
Louis' Point Of View:
"Put the phone down and listen to me or else someone will pay the price." I spit at Liam who is standing behind a counter.
"Hold on a minute, Bella. I've got a customer." He tells her and puts the phone on hold. "What the fuck are you doing here?" He growls, cracking his knuckles.
"You need to do something for me." I tell him, and he rolls his eyes.
"Why the hell would I do anything for you?" Liam chuckles, clearly not intimidated. I decide now would be an excellent time to reveal my new weapon that Chris so graciously purchased for me last night.
"Because if you don't, somebody you love will pay the price. Maybe that precious little girl Mia? Or how about that bird from Bella's show... what's her name, Olivia?" I smirk, flipping the gun around in my hands.
"You wouldn't..." He stammers, but he knows I would.
"I've done it before, I'll do it again." I smirk. "What you're going to do is get back on the phone at tell Bella you know for a fact that Harry is involved in drugs again. Understood?"
"Why the hell do you want me to do that? and how did you know that was Bella?" Liam asks.
"I'm a lot smarter than you all think. Think of it this way, if you don't do what I'm asking and my plans fall through... you will pay the price as well as many others." I demand. "Tick tock, mate." I smirk, and he quickly picks the phone up to his ear.
"Bella, I don't know how to tell you this but Harry has been meeting with a suspicious man here lately..." He trails off.
"More. Tell her more." I demand, and he rolls his eyes.
"Yeah... I think he's been involved with some drugs lately but please don't tell him I told you this."
"Good." I smirk.
"I'm sorry Bell, I really am. I'll talk to you soon... yeah, bye." Liam ends the call and it literally looks like he's going to cry.
"Excellent work, mate. I'll be in touch soon." I smile, heading out the door to my awaiting ride of Chris.
"If you do anything to hurt Bella, Mia, Olivia... or anyone, it will be the last move you ever make." Liam shouts after me as he walks out the door. It's a good thing he took me seriously, because I have no problem killing anyone to get what I want... and what I want, more than ever after last night, is Bella.
"How'd it go?" Chris asks, adjusting the bandage over his eyebrow. Harry really beat him good last night.
"She'll be running into our arms in no time." I smirk as Chris pulls away.
"Good, because after last night I want that bastard Harry to suffer more than anything. No one beats the shit out of me and gets away with it." Chris snarls, and I nod.
I never imagined he would be on my side as much as he is, but Harry really fucked up last night. If there was any ounce of good left in him, it was beaten out of his head last night.
Bella's Point Of View:
I placed Mia in her crib and nearly lost control. I gathered all of Harry's sweatshirts, his socks, his shoes, everything he has left in my apartment and tossed them out the window. I really didn't want to believe that this was true, but Liam confirmed it and I know he would never lie to me. When I step into the living room, the two boys are finally awake and moving.
"Get out of my apartment." I growl, swinging open the front door. Harry's look of shock is evident as well as Zayn's.
"I thought you said we could talk... I told you to search the apartment and everything!" Harry stands up and quickly clutches his head. "Bella... about last night. I'm so sorry for hurting you and--"
"Did you not just hear me? Get the fuck out, and stay out. I never want to see you again!" I scream, grabbing his arm and dragging him towards the door.
"Bella, relax." Zayn calls after me and Harry tries to pull away.
"No! Both of you can just get the fuck out, and stay out! I should have never let any of you back into my life!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, shoving Harry out the door with Zayn following. He's usually so much more powerful than me, but he's hungover and I'm so tired, it's like I'm numb.
"Please, let me explain. I love you Bella!" Harry's words cut through my like a knife.
"You love your drugs." I shouted, slamming the door in his face.
And that is the last I'll hopefully ever have to deal with him again. My heart hurts, my head hurts and frankly, my life is broken all over again... Harry used to be the glue to put my pieces together, but now he's just the wrecking ball that tore me down.
Notes
So Louis is still crazy and Chris is going nuts too :) hahahahahaand poor Liam, Harry & Zayn :(
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Can you plz update? Hopefully Harry finds Bella.
1/14/18