Ride - SoMo (song to listen to while reading)
Bella's Point of View:

"Thanks Niall." I smiled before closing the car door shut and heading upstairs to my apartment. I'm completely exhausted and my feet are sluggish taking me up the stairs. Finally when I get there and try to open the door, it flings open and Harry's standing there.

"Get in." He mutters, and I oblige. Why is he acting like this?

"What the hell is your problem?" I ask, regarding his harsh behavior.

"I don't know... Maybe it's because last night your basically depressed over this whole Chris-Louis situation and today I see you jumping into his arms on national television? What kind of game are you trying to play with me?" He shouts, coming towards me.

"Harry, I'm not playing any games." I say in a low voice. "I don't know what to do about anything anymore. I could be miserable with Chris and Louis and happy with you, or happy with them and miserable with you... Or I could make a compromise." I tell him.

"I'm listening."

"I could be happy with you, and I could try and make things normal with them?" I take his hand and place it on my heart. "If I don't try to make things work on both ends, I won't be able to take it." I shutter at the thought of breaking down.

"I don't want them near you... it's driving me crazy." He whispers, taking my hand.

"Stay the night?" I blurt out, and I immediately feel a blush come over my face. I don't even know who I am anymore, did I really just ask Harry to sleep with me? All I know is I feel safe right now, with him by my side... And I want him. Bad.

"Are you sure?" He gasps, a small smile crawling upon the corners of his mouth. I balance the pros and the cons in my head of what starting this up with him will mean when he pulls me towards him and lets out a throaty chuckle. "Don't over think. Let go."

"I'm sure." I reply almost immediately and close the space between our lips. Our lips touching feels so safe and yet so full of fire at the same it drives me mad. I can't help but smile as his tongue enters my mouth and hands travel up and down my body.

"Fuck I've missed you..." He mutters, gliding his lips down my neck and sucking on the sweet spot. I let out a deep moan and feel my knees go weak.

"Bedroom?" I asked, and he shakes his head.

"Right here. Right now." He whispers in my ear, sliding my shirt over my head. We're about to fuck on the the kitchen floor... This is too hot.

His hands reach the waist band of my yoga pants and he slowly slides them down, leaving me in just my bra and thong. As he settles us down on the ground without breaking our lips from each other, I pull his shirt from behind and pull it over his head. Immediately my hands travel over his dark tattoos and I can't help but smirk at how good he looks three years later.

"Something funny?" He asks, letting his loose curls tickle my neck. I shake my head no as his tongue travels down the front of my bed, from my chest, to my ribs and then to my hips. Harry slowly looped his fingers around the lace ends of my thong and pulled them past my feet. His kisses on the inside over my thigh make my toes curl with pleasure, his touch is sensational.

"Please..." I mumbled, as his tongue reaches the folds of my area. I feel his cold hand around my center, and I let out a large gasp.

"You're always so wet for me baby girl." He mumbles before sticking a finger inside. My fingers lace into his curls that are brushing against my hips, and I breath heavily. His tongue teases my clit until he really starts sucking, and I slowly lose control under neath him.

"Fuck." I groan, tensing around him. He soon pulls his finger out to hook his arms around my legs, pulling my bottom half closer to him. His tongue maneuvering in and out sends me so close to the edge I nearly scream. "Harry... Stop, I'm gonna...." I mumble, and he quickly pulls away. I immediately feel my face turn beat red until he unzips his pants, revealing his tight black boxers.

"Allow me!" I giggle, standing up and sliding them down his body. He is so fit and I'm so infatuated with looking at him, I could let myself lose it right here. His hands unclasp my bra and I let out a moan yet again, as he massages my breasts.

"I can't wait to fuck you... It's all I've been thinking about." He breathes down my neck.

"What are you waiting for?" I whisper, and seconds later his member is inside of me. He feels incredible and foreign, but so familiar at the same time. His pumps inside and out are strong and I'm in complete bliss.

"Say my name." He mumbles, holding my waist and picking up speed. I moan against his lips and he pulls out for a moment.

"Harry!" I squeal out of breath, frustrated that he stopped.

"I'm sorry, do you want something?" He teases, and I nod. He enters again, this time harder and faster.

"Fuck Harry!" I scream and feel him getting close. I shout his name a few more times before we both hit our climax and ride it out strong.

"Fuck yeah, Bella!" he says in a deep husky voice, making my orgasm only stronger. When he finally pulls out, we both collapse naked on the kitchen floor. As we catch our breath, I notice the awkward silence.

"What's the matter?" I asked, turning over to face him.

"I didn't use a condom." He sighs, covering a hand over his eyes. "I'm sorry, I didn--"

"I'm on the pill, I've been on it for a few months. Relax." I giggled, curling into his chest. I could feel the sigh of relief wash over him, making me smile. I like how careful he is being about everything lately.

"Oh good." He laughs awkwardly. "That was quite nice." He gives me a cheeky grin before planting a kiss on my forehead.

"I agree... but can we go back to the bedroom now?" I ask, and he scoops me up from the ground with him.

I can't believe I just did that... but I'm so glad I did. Maybe a real family for Mia one day isn't such a reach after all?

Notes

hahaha when I don't know what to do next, I throw a sex scene in the mix.

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