'honey, wake up!' i heard my mom call me from downstairs. i don't want to go to school i said to myself.
the first days after the summer holidays are always the hardest for me. everyone is browne tined and has a nice body, and has there most beautiful clothes on. and i just sit there.. feeling ugly and fat.
'good morning sweety, are you looking forward for today?' my mom said to me. i looked at her for a few seconds and than just walked away. i heard my mom sigh. i didn't care. i put on my clothes and then walked to school all by myself. 'HEY FATASS!' i heard someone scream to me. in a reflex i turned around to see who it was. ugh, it was the biggest bitch of my school that weird enough everyone liked.
i didn't let them see it hurts, but inside i'm screaming and crying.

when i came on the playground, someone pushed me on the ground. i felt on my arm and it hurted so so hard. don't cry, don't cry, yuo are not a baby, stay strong, you can do it i kept telling myself. everyone surrounded me and i was in the middle of the cirkel, with tears in my eyes. they kept laughig at me. i looked around me, and i saw a boy..he was the only one that wasn't laughing. we had eye contact for a few seconds and then he broke it. yeah what i expected..no one is going to help a fat ugly onloved person like me?

Notes

hi babes! this is my first fanfic, and uhm im sorry if i spelled a word wrong, im from belgium so..
but i hope you liked it, and more will come later today :D
love you all!