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A New Start

Change My Mind

I didn't even realize I was crying till I entered my house. I just wanted to go to my room and listen to music or better, just cry. Oh shit. I said as I saw Louis in the hall.

"You're early Ali" Louis said as I walked pass him quickly, hiding my face. "What's wrong?" He asked me as he noticed I was crying.

I just ran up to my room and locked myself in. I didn't wanna tell him that one of his best mates kissed me and that I ran away. I jumped on my bed, ignoring Louis' shouts at me, put on my earphones and closed my eyes.

When I woke up it was still dark, I rubbed my eyes and checked the time on my watch. It was only 5.30am. I looked at my phone and saw I had missed calls and texts so I turned it off and went downstairs to make myself a hot cup of coffee. I sat down, wrapping a blankie around my shoulders and just stayed like that till Louis came downstairs. Great, I said in my head, rolling my eyes.

"Alison, you worried me. Look at you, you have bags under your eyes" He said looking at me in concern.

"Cheers bro" I said taking a sip of my now not so hot chocolate.

"Are you okay now? Tell me what happened, maybe I can help" he said giving me an assuring smile.

I really loved this about him. As I didn't have any girl friends he was the best friend I never had. Well I had one before but that's another story. I sighed.

"Yeah I'm fine, it doesn't matter" I said giving him a fake smile. "I'll go and get ready" I said getting getting up.

I hugged him and went upstairs. I put on my uniform, put my hair in a messy bun and turned on my phone. I had 4 missed calls from Harry, several from Louis and someone else but I didn't bother. Then I saw a text from Harry:

"Ali, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you x"

I felt horrible looking at his text. Poor guy thought he hurt me. I held back the tears and slumbered downstairs.

"Louis I'm going" I said picking up my bag.

"Wait for us"He said quickly leaving the house with Zayn. "We'll find out what's wrong sooner or later" he whispered to Zayn.

I ignored their talk and listened to music the whole way. When we arrived I just went to my locker.

"I didn't see you at Fabian's party last night. Where were you?" Jesse asked me, leaning against the wall with one foot on the wall.

Well he was smoking hot but definitely the type of guy I should stay away from.

"I don't even know Fabian and it's none of your business" I said taking a step back.

'You're Louis' sister, aren't you?" He asked me with a smirk.

"Uh yeah. Look, I really gotta go. I'll see you around?" Why did you have to say that Alison? I mentally facepalmed.

He smiled and agreed, god why, thank god the bell rang. I went into the classroom and sat next to Harry. He said hey as I sat down and I replied with a smile. After the bell rang, I took a deep breath and turned to him. Don't look him in the eyes, I reminded myself.

"Harry, sorry for the way I acted but I'm reall not ready to be in a relationship right now. I really like you though" I said avoiding his eyes.

"Hey, hey, look at me" He said lifting my chin up. "I like you too but I understand" I could tell the disappointment in his tone.

"Friends?" I asked him smiling.

He took a deep breath and hugged me.

"Yeah, friends" He said quietly.

I pulled back and smiled at him. We just stared at each other for a moment then I cleared my throat to avoid the awkward silence. We were in front of my locked just chatting when I saw Jesse looking at me. I quickly flased him a smile making sure Harry didn't see it. But speaking of hit I wondered why he gave him bad looks.

"Harry? Why don't you like Jesse?" I asked him out of curiosity.

'It's a long story, I'll tell you later" He said closing the subject.

Well then I'll ask Louis, I said to myself. The day passed quickly thanks to Harry. We met up with Louis and started walking. On our way someone tackled Harry.

'Harry!" I yelled out of fear and concern.

It was Jesse. Louis quickly attacked him but then 2 of his friends came out of no where. I was scared, angry, confused. I just didn't know what to do, so I tried to stop them.

"Let! Them! GO!" I yelled at Jesse as I pulled him away. "You prick!' I said slapping him across his face.

Well that's gonna leave a mark, I smiled to myself thinking I've won but I was wrong. He got really mad and pushed me hard. I fell and hit my head, that's all I remembered as everything turnend black...

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