"Louis..." I took a deep breath. "Is she dead?" I said gulping loudly hoping the answer is no.

He didn't reply and I turned my head to look at him. If I didn't know my brother I'd say he was gonna cry. So it was true.

"Yeah" He said weakly. "From overdose of drugs and Jesse's been blaming me for it" He said closing his eyes.

I put my hand on his shoulder.

"Louis it's not your fault but I understand why he would hurt me now. I promise I'll be careful"

My poor brother, he never talked about his personal life cause he didn't want to upset me but he couldn't protect me from everything. I had to learn from my mistakes.

"Thank you Ali" He smiled back. "And I'll talk to Harry about this Ashley thing, c'mon let's go back inside" He said as he pulled me up.

When I got in, everyone was slow dancing. I stood in the corner just playing with my hair as Fabian pulled me to the dance floor not even listening to my protests.

"Why were your lips on my best bud now huh?" He said as he put his arms around my waist.

"Why? You jealous?" I said putting my arms around his neck, smirking, making him smile too.

"Nah, I'm the one that gets to take you to bed not him" He winked making me blush.

"That was uh right I guess" I said laughing to myself.

We danced for a while then I stopped. I couldn't do this in front of Harry. Plus Zoe was looking at me like she could kill me.

"I'm really tired Fabian so I should go home" I said turning away.

"Hey, I'll walk you home" He said as he caught up to me.

I gestured Louis that I'm going home and he nodded. He would say something if he wasn't too busy grinding on Zoe. We got outside and he kissed me.

"Are you sure you're tired?" He asked me, mocking me just because I immediately put my arms around his neck.

"We have at least an hour before Louis comes" I smirked at him.

When we arrived at my house we literally pushed ourselves inside my room. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me to my bed.

"You know this will never get old" He said as I took off his shirt.

I nodded as I was busy leaving marks all over his body. He got on top of me and pinned me on my bed.

"You'll be screaming baby" He winked at me...

"Wow" I said making him laugh, trying to catch my breath.

"Well I better get going cause I don't wanna be torn apart by your brother" He said laughing, putting on his clothes. "And I'll see you tomorrow" He said giving me a kiss.

I put on a shirt and got up.

"No, don't leave" I said as I pulled him down.

"Fine" He smiled and kissed me, making me sit on his lap.

Just as the things were heating up again we heard a car pulling in my driveway.

"Shit! Louis is home" I said and got up.

"What do I do?" Fabian asked me worried.

"Um, go hide in my bathroom, I'll let you know when the coast is clear" I said and got in bed to pretend I was sleeping.

"Alison?" My door slowly opened but I kept my eyes closed, though I could tell it was Louis. "Harry's here if you're awake" He said from the door.

After I didn't reply I heard someone coming towards me. Then someone sat on my bed, playing with my hair.

First I thought it was Louis.

"Alison, I miss you. Seeing you kiss Jesse then dance with Fabian was worse than dying. Please come back to me. I'm really sorry for what I said to you before" He muttered.

He placed a kiss on my forehead.

"Harry come on, let's go downstairs and let her sleep peacefully" Louis said going downstairs.

After Harry closed the door, I just started crying into my pillow. Why did guys have to be so confusing? Then Fabian came out of my bathroom.

"What a loser" He laughed.

"Fabian! I did this to him, plus don't you think you have a role in it too?" I said rolling my eyes.

"Well yeah, never mind. I guess I'm spending the night here though" He said as he locked my door.

"Fine" I tried to sound annoyed but he could tell I was smirking.

He got in my bed and wrapped his arms around my waist, then started kissing my neck. I quickly grabbed my phone when I could.

'I love you Harry x' I pressed send.

'And I you boo x' He replied.

I smiled to myself and bit my bottom lip because of Fabian.

"Stop" I said holding his roaming arms.

"You're so unfair" He said holding me strongly pulling me against him so I could feel his hard on pressing against my back.

"Night Fabian" I laughed at his gesture.

I liked him but thinking about what I was doing to Harry hurt me even more. I needed to stop this but I needed to tell Harry the truth too. Oh Alison, what have you gotten yourself into? I said to myself and fell asleep..

When I woke up, Fabian was gone and there was a note on my phone.

'Needed to change before school so I sneaked out -F'

I got up to take a shower and I realized I was really sore. I smiled to myself stupidly. It was Monday already. I put on my outfit and slumbered downstairs, literally with my eyes closed as I bumped into someone.

"Whoa, watch where you're going" It was a girl's voice.

"Zoe?! What the hell are you doing here?" I asked her in shock.

"Uh I just came here to say something to Louis"

I raised an eyebrow.

"Zoe you were amazing!" Louis said coming downstairs.

"Hi bro" I smiled at him wickedly.

"Oh Alison, hey, didn't think you'd be up" He said embarrassed.

"No worries but Zoe before you tell a lie remember what phones are for" I smiled at myself and went to the kitchen.

I was so gonna use this against Louis when he mocks me about Harry again.

Notes

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Alison dancing with Fabian