My head was banging and I had millions of thoughts in my head. I just sat down on the sidewalk and started crying. Why did I do that? I loved Harry, well that was what I thought but Fabian made me feel different too. Did I have a crush on him? Can someone like 2 people at the same time? Things wouldn't be like this if I had a mum. Harry really made me mad though, maybe we were rushing things. We've just met so fighting was normal, maybe we needed a break. I sat there for a minute then got up and continued walking. I was going to the moon pool so no one could find me.

“Alison” Some called my name.

I looked up to see Elena running towards me.

“Where have you been?!” She asked me angrily.

“I was umm just I was at Fabian’s place” I said shyly.

“First who the hell is that and what the fuck were you doing at his place?” She asked me confused.

“He’s Jesse’s friend and I just went there” I said looking down, really couldn't bring myself to say it.

“Then why were you walking fast like someone was following you?” She asked raising her eyebrow.

Lying to Elena was a bad idea so I sat down, gesturing her to do the same and took a deep breath. I told her everything even that I might have feelings for Fabian and that maybe Harry and I needed a break.

“You know you’re not in a TV show with Harry. You can’t take breaks whenever you want” She said sarcastically.

Just as I was about to reply I saw Zayn. He called my name so I freaked out and ran away. I didn't know where to go. I was just running. After I was sure no one was following me I sat down on a bench and started thinking.

"There you are" Elena said as she sat next to me. "You've been here the whole day?" She asked me curiously.

It didn't even seem like a whole day but yeah apparently I was here for a while. I just nodded.

“So I talked to Harry today and told him everything. He’s breaking up with you” She said making me cry.

“What?!” I yelled at her face, I couldn't believe it.

“Chill, I was just messing with you” She said laughing. “You have no sense of humor” She added.

She said she really did speak to Harry and told him that I needed time. Apparently he understood, got upset but said fine.

“And I spoke to Jesse” She said as my eyes got bigger.

She said he was looking for me and that Liam heard their talk about us. She saw that I was worried.

“Don’t worry I took control of it” She said as she continued telling about her day. “And that’s what happened” She said finishing her story.

"Thanks" I smiled looking down at my feet.

“Why don’t you sleep at my place tonight?” She asked me friendly.

I agreed and we went over to her place. She said I can sleep on her couch and I nodded. We were watching our favorite show Once Upon A Time, then Elena fell asleep. I was about to turn the TV off as my phone buzzed. I didn't recognize the number.

“Hello?” I answered it curiously.

“Alison, it’s Fabian. Can you come over, it’s urgent” He asked and I agreed.

Thank god Elena was a heavy sleeper so I sneaked out easily. When Fabian opened the door, my heart started racing fast. Uh oh, I really had a crush on him and just couldn't get enough of him. He pressed his lips against mine and shut the door. I deepened our kiss and wrapped my legs around his waist. He carried me upstairs so we never broke contact. I was kissing and sucking on his neck, definitely leaving him a mark to remember in the morning. He threw me on his bed and jumped on me. We really did have this hot connection...

“What are you doing?” He asked as I was wearing my top.

“Trying to sneak out before you wake up and I realized what a mistake this was” I lied looking back at him.

I really shouldn’t be with him, I was literally cheating on Harry.

“Really? Cause you’re stomping around like someone desperately trying to get my attention” He said as I got up to pick up my pants.

“You’re dreaming, and I’m living a nightmare” I said rolling my eyes, he had an amazing morning voice.

“Hey, you’re the one that came running over here last night” He said as he sat on his bed.

“You called me” I said as I put my pants on.

“You knew exactly what for” He replied running his hands through his amazing blonde hair.

“Not at all” I said playing stupid, of course I did. “I thought you’d done something stupid and needed my help” I lied.

“So you put on slinky lingerie?” He said as he got up to face me with a smirk on his face.

“Why are you studying my outfits? Please don’t start obsessing about me. This was a mistake” I said rolling my eyes.

“The faster you leave, the faster I’ll forget it ever happened” He said as he picked up my shoe.

“I was just trying to get a mental picture to prevent this from ever happening again.” I said as I walked towards him. “You, me, an overwhelming feeling of shame” I said as I snapped my shoe out of his hands.

“Yeah” He said smirking. “Take a good last look” He added with his hands wide open.

Man it was hard not to look at him when he only had his boxers on. He had an amazing muscular body. As I was staring at him, he looked up and down smiling. I put my shoe down and he came closer. I bit my lip and he kissed me. Boy I didn't want him to stop even though it was a school morning. Before I could say stop I found myself in his bed and under his perfect body..

“Well I need to go to school before I get in trouble” I said as I left his room.

“Wait I’m coming too” He said as he grabbed his keys.

“No one can know Fabian, please” I said and he nodded.

“Secret safe with me” He winked.

I rolled my eyes and went in the building. I found Elena at her locker.

“Where the hell were you?!” She asked me angrily.

“I just went for a walk” I said smiling.

“You fell off the Fabian wagon?” She said tired of it.

“No he fell off the Alison wagon” I said smiling. “It was the last time” I added.

“I hope so, just look at him” She said gesturing I should look back.

I looked back and saw Fabian staring at me lustfully. I smiled weirdly at myself, feeling burnt under his stare.

“World to Alison! You know Harry and Louis’ are here too right?” She said as she snapped her fingers.

I totally forgot about that, and it was obvious from my expression.

“Alison” I heard Harry say as he came up to me.

Shit. He looked broke and like he didn't sleep for ages. I did this to him.

"Harry" I said as I had a tear rolling down my cheek...

Notes

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Alison and Fabian