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Just Your Average Girl

I Loved You

"Mads, are you okay?" Zayn asked as he knocked on my door.

""Um, yeah." I said trying not to sound like I have been crying for the past hour. As soon as Niall explained everything I ran down here and have been here ever since. No one has bothered to bug me, I guess they wanted me to have some time alone.

"Can I come in?" I promise it's just me." He asked concerned.

"Yeah you can." I said sitting up and wiping the tears from my face. He slowly opened the door, turned around and closed it. He then came to my bed and sat right in front of me.

"How are you?" He asked. Zayn and I haven't talked as much as I have with Louis, Harry, or Niall, but I knew he cared a great deal for me.

"I'm fine." I simply responded. He gave me a look saying he knew that was a lie. "Alright, fine. I'm a mess! I don't know what to do." I confessed starting to cry again and Zayn pulled me into a hug. I cried on his shoulder for a minute and he rubbed my back.

"He does love you, you know?" He stated after a few minutes

"If he loves me, then why did he do all those things?" I asked Zayn with disbelief.

"Listen, I am not saying what he did was right or anything like that, but he did get extremely drunk. I'm not saying that is an excuse for anything he did. Also, you know how Sammi is, she is manipulating and controlling. It wouldn't surprise me one bit if she planned everything, and I mean everything. I know Niall, and he loves you with all his heart. It is killing him not to have you, and I know it's killing you, too. I know we haven't talked as much, but I can see how hurt you are. You're good at hiding it, but I can still see it. Maddy, I know what Niall did was extremely wrong and hurtful, but I know you need him in your life and he needs you. At least go talk to him. He already gave his apology, now you two need to talk it out. Please? For me?" I could tell that Zayn was completely sincere and caring.

"Zayn, it's just, what if this happens again? I want to forgive him and take him back, I really do. I'm just worried he might do it again. I can't handle having my heart broken like that again." I said. I want nothing more than to have Niall back in my life, but I can't handle it if he breaks my heart like that again.

"I don't think he will, but that is a chance you are going to have to be willing to take. Niall is a good guy, practically my brother, and he would give anything to make you smile. Like I said, he loves you, and I know you love him."

"Where is he?"

"He's upstairs waiting for you."

"Could you go and take the boys out somewhere?" I asked wanting to talk to Niall alone.

"Sure." I said getting up and kissing me on the top of my head. It was a nice, friendly, caring gesture. He walked out of the room and a few minutes later I heard all the boys, except Niall, yell goodbye and the front door shut. I bet they borrowed my car. I walked out of my room and headed upstairs. As soon as I came into my living room, I saw Niall sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. He looked distraught, nervous. I made a sound so he knew I was there. He quickly looked up at me, I could see that his eyes were red from crying.

"Hey" He said standing up and coming over to me.

"Niall, I need you to listen to me. I am going to tell you everything I am feeling and you are not going to interrupt me." I looked at him waiting for an answer, all he did was nod saying he understood. "You shattered my heart, do you know that? I don't have any luck with guys, then I meet you, and you kissed me. You liked me and I really liked you. You made me more happy than anyone has made me in my whole life. I trusted you with everything I have, and you broke that. You went and made out with Sammi, even after you told me you never even wanted to talk to her. Do you remember the day before I left? We just sat and told each other everything about us. I told you things that I didn't even tell Ann and Olivia! I loved you, and even after everything you did to me, I still love you. During all of that I wanted you to be there holding me telling me it was all going to be okay, and right now, I want nothing more than to take you back and jump into your arms, but I can't handle it if you ever did that again to me. I was a mess! But please tell me why I should take you back. Please give me a reason why I should forgive you, and please, tell me you won't ever do that again." I said trying to hold back the tears as I spoke, but failed pretty early.

"Well!?" I asked after a while of Niall not speaking. He looked up at me and came at me. He grabbed my face and kissed me. I pulled him closer and kissed him back.

"I am never going to hurt you like that ever again. I love you and you mean the entire world to me. I promise I would never do anything stupid like that again." He said pulling apart and setting his forehead on mine.

"Never again?"

"Never in a million years." I pulled him to be and kissed him again. It felt so good to have Niall back with me. When we pulled away I just held him close to me, and he did the same. I never want to lose him again. I want him to stay here, with me, forever.

Notes

So I now have 100 subscribers!! Thank you guys so much! You're amazing!!!!!!! So here is my update for now, and since I have 100 I will update again tomorrow! That will make 4 updates in 4 days. I loved all the comments you guys had as well ;) Haha love you guys! So Maill is back together! Yay!! Haha So only 4 more chapters until the sequel!! Yes, I am for sure doing a sequel! I don't think I couldn't! I am having too much fun writing this! Thanks again for getting me 100 subscribers and being subscribed to my story!!!

Comments

@rosiepayne
I am so jealous! I would love to live in LA or right outside of it! Haha

I live in he outskirts of LA And where I live its literally and just 4hr and 30min to get there I think ill be going again this summer

@crushingonniall
Haha well yeah :) the main reason I did Disneyland was because my friends and I took a trip there our spring break (which actually the stories about spring break were actual things I did on my choir trip:)) so it was kind of easy to write about things to do :) and I just love Disney so I had I write Disney princess stories! Haha

u really lovedisneyland don't ya :) ME TOO

@MidnightMemory
thanks SO much!!