Just Your Average Girl

The next day I woke up and Harry wasn't next to me. I rolled over and just sat thinking for a few minutes. I kissed Harry last night. How could I do that? I love Harry, but not in that way. I love Niall. He may have broke my heart, oh who am I kidding? He shattered my heart. I still can't help but feel like I betrayed him. I got out of bed and headed into the kitchen and found Harry and Louis cooking breakfast.

"What's this?" I asked surprised that they, well at least Louis, wasn't burning down my house.

"Good morning. We thought that since you cooked for us all day yesterday we should repay the favor. So here we are making breakfast!" Harry explained.

"And look! I'm not burning down your house…. yet!" Louis said laughing a little to me.

"Please keep it that way." I said sitting down at the counter. I need to talk to Harry about last night and explain that it was a mistake and I love him, but not that way. I just don't want him to get hurt, and I feel like it would be better if I told him straight away instead of stringing him along.

"Here's you're plate." Harry said snapping me out of my thoughts by sliding a plate in front of me. Harry and Louis quickly set up their plates and sat down with me. I quickly picked up my fork and took a bite. My eyes widened.

"Harry! This is amazing!" I said with food still in my mouth.

"Hey I helped!" Louis said defensively.

"You too Lou. This is good."

"You sound surprised." Harry said to me.

"I just didn't know you could cook THIS good." I said taking another bite and earning a slight chuckle from Harry. We finished breakfast and I stood up to clean up the mess.

"No, sit down. You have done a lot for us and we came here to help you. Sit down, we have this." Louis said pushing be back in my seat. I smiled thankfully and sat back down. These boys are the sweetest boys that I have ever met.

"So Liam and Zayn are coming in in a few hours. Are we going to pick them up or should we tell
them to call a cab or something?" Harry asked after they finished cleaning up

"No, I can drive there. It's just a good thing that not too many people are here. Mostly adults. I mean, it's not dead, but it isn't as busy as other airports."

"You're right. Okay, I'll text them and tell them we will be there." Harry said pulling out his phone.

"I'm going to go take a shower." Louis said standing up and walking out of the room. After a few minutes of waiting making sure Louis wasn't going to walk back in, I turned to Harry.

"Can we talk about last night?" I asked

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have-"

"No," I cut him off, "I'm the one who is sorry. Listen Harry, I love you, I really do, I just don't love you that way. You are one of my best friends and I don't want to ruin that. I shouldn't have kissed you, I am so sorry. I don't want to hurt you, but I just can't have this happen." I explained to him. I cringed waiting for a response.

"I understand, and I'm sorry, too. Mads, I love you and I care for you more than you will know, and I shouldn't have kissed you. I was going to say sorry, and I don't want anything to happen. I know that nothing can happen. You just got out of a relationship and I don't want to take advantage of you. I wanted to tell you that anything between us can't happen. You're one of my best friends and I don't want to lose you." He said and I felt a huge weight lift from my shoulders after he replied. He felt the same way, the fact that we couldn't happen.

"I'm so glad you feel that way." I said standing up and hugging him.

"Oi! You two just going to stand there all day or are you going to get ready so we can get Liam and Zayn and party?" Louis said entering the room drying his hair with the towel. We just laughed and pulled away.

"I'm going to take a quick shower then Harry you can get in after me." I walked out of the room and went into the bathroom into my moms room so I could stay in there and get ready while Harry takes his shower and he won't have to wait for a while. I turned on the water, got undressed, and stepped in. I just let the water run down my body. Washing away all the pain and hurt. Washing away all the worries and sadness. I want to look on the positive side of life, not the bad anymore.

Notes

So yeah I know this isn't too long, and I haven't updated in a while, but I wanted to do something because it has been a while :) I hope you guys like it and I can't believe how many views my story gets! Crazy! You're awesome! Don't forget it :) I'm sorry (again) for not updating sooner. I got really sick, then got over it, then got it AGAIN 2 weeks later! Ugg! Also I am working a lot (good thing it's my last week) and getting ready to move out of state on my own SCARY! haha but thanks for being patient! You guys, yet again, are awesome! Thanks!
ALSO I have had some people ask me and tell me I should put up photos of Maddy and her friends, so I decided to do just that :) So if you didn't notice, they are up! :)