Last First Kiss

I woke up to screaming. My eyes darted open looking around everywhere, Harry's arms still around me. He opened his eyes still very groggy from sleep. I heard another shriek and another. Harry and me were finally fully awake starring at each other with wide eyes. We got out of bed and ran out the door and up the stairs to where the noise was coming from it was Cara’s room without saying a word to each other I started to turn the corner.
(Harry's pov)

Halle rounded the corner first, what the hell could have happened to cause screaming like this? I was a few steps behind Halle so when she fell to the floor and crumpled into a ball screaming and crying it took me by surprise. "Shhhh shhh luv it's fine I said rubbing her back trying to sooth her I looked up. In a pile on the ground a bloody mess of towels and a note

Note:

I'm so sorry for all the problems I have caused, most people try to help me with these problems others.... Well I guess they try to cause them. Halle and Sam you have been amazing friends and even better sisters. Zayn I love you with all my heart and I guess that's why I'm leaving now..... Because I love you. To El and all the boys, you have seriously become like my second family I love you all so much. I know you all will try to find me but by the time you do, either I will be dead or you will depending on how long you all live. It took everything I had to write this note so everyone please just move on..... I have nothing left of me.

Halle had Zayn in her arms as their sobs got louder, it was me It was my fault Zayn screamed i- I should have been there for her I mean she’s gone now forever and it was or dumb ass fans fault. They call her these horrible things but I didn’t do anything to stop them she told me it was making her upset and I told her not to worry about it I practically just blew her off I can never forgive myself Zayn wailed tucking his head deeper into the bow of Halle’s neck. Louis was in the hallway with El and Niall everyone was heartbroken with tears streaming down their faces and Sam..... Wait where is Sam?
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Somewhere along the way tear started pouring down my face as well. I got up and ran to the bathroom to see Sam curled up her head on her knees in the far corner of the bathroom on the floor. Her eyes were open and she looked like she had seen a ghost. It smelt like puke and when I walked in I noticed that there was in fact puke in the toilet. I then looked at the garbage can it looked like Cara had pulled the blades out of at least three different razors, there was also a pool of blood on the ground. There was blood everywhere Sam had a scratch on her face and a bruise forming on her right eye. I rushed towards her trying to avoid the blood as best as I could. “Sam Sam what happened Sam look at me” I yelled but nothing happened, she didn’t even blink. She stared straight ahead as I reached to wipe some of the smeared blood off of her face, I realized this blood wasn’t Sam’s…. It was Cara’s. Sam must have walked in on her and tried to stop her, the blood from Cara’s arms and legs got everywhere, even on Sam’s clothes and face. Sam was in shock and we needed to get her to the hospital.

Notes