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Last First Kiss

Would i "change my mind"

(Harrys pov)
I just insinuated that I liked Halle. This is so wrong what did I do. I can’t make her fell like she has to say yes. I want her but not so bad that I can risk killing our friendship. God what am I gunna do? I just sat there the yes ringing back in my ears. Her piercing blue eyes like daggers in my heart I can’t do this, I just can’t. Lou stood up and said now well then do we have our newest 1D couple on our hands. Halle looked at me concerned as she saw the worry on my face. I wish I could turn back time. Lou looked at me and then immediately back tracked. Or do we not Louis hesitated. I turned over to look at Halle her face bright red, I had seen her expression before…… she was holding back tears. Shit!!!!! What the hell did I do? I stood up and sidestepped past Lou and headed straight for my room. I grabbed the shiny knob turned it and opened the door. My heart sank into my stomach as I heard Halle let out a gasp and a few mumbled sobs along with heavy footsteps going up the stairs and a harsh slam of a door. What am I going to do?
(Halle’s pov)
What the hell just happened??? I was so happy 10 minutes ago saying yes but when I saw Harry’s face it was like getting my heart ripped out of my chest stomped on a couple times and then someone proceeding to drag it through the dirt. I couldn’t bear to face him again. I started packing my bags up, I just ruined our friendship my fault no one else’s I didn’t have to answer that stupid question he was most likely just joking any way. I had been here for a day and I already regretted coming. The tears streamed down my face they wouldn’t stop. I would leave tonight really late so no one could try to stop me, I laid out my passport and called to check to see if I could use my round trip ticket to go back tonight instead of when we were supposed to. The lady on the phone was very nice and I think she could tell I was talking through sobs. I wasn’t going to tell Sam or Cara until the next morning when I was already home. I put my hair up into a messy bun. I heard a knock on my door and Sam calling in. Halle, Halle open up its just me harry is down stairs I promise. “one minute” I said trying to sound like I wasn’t crying. I went over to my closet and shoved my bags into it so she wouldn’t be able to tell I was leaving. I cracked the door just so I could be extra sure Harry was nowhere in sight. He wasn’t there so I opened the door all the way to reveal Sam standing there all alone. Sam and me where so close, Cara was my best friend but Sam, Sam was like my sister. I had known Sam since I was born or moms where pregnant around the same time and I was born three days after she was. My mom was there when Mrs. Robinson or Kate was in labor and Mrs. Robinson was there when my mom was in labor. From that day on my parents would agree on something and then my mom would have to call Kate to check in with her as well. We went to the same preschool going in attached at the hip. We came out of preschool with a third wheel now, yup you guessed it Cara. From then on we have all been like the three musketeers. Sam pushed passed me and into my room sprawling herself onto my bed, My un slept in bed a bed that would never get a use I wouldn’t be sleeping in it not even for one night. Another tear slipped down my face but I wiped it away before she noticed it. So what the hell happened down there she said julting herself off the bed. I sat down next to her. “Sam I really have no idea” I said looking into her eyes, I couldn’t help it I started crying again. “I don’t understand why he would do this to me” I sobbed into her lap. Halle I think he might just be confused, Niall and Louis are in there right now trying to figure out what the hell happened. Liam looked pretty angry about it so he stayed outside with Cara, Zayn and El Sam said. I was about to break and tell her everything that way I could just leave now and maybe have some help with my bags. “Sam, I’m leaving tonight and you can try to stop me but I really hope you won’t because I can’t stay here and keep looking at him like nothing happened. I already have everything set up. My bags are in the closet I just need some help getting them down stairs” I finished taking a deep breath caus I had been rambling for so long. She looked at me half wondering what I just said and the other half trying to process it. She finally met my gaze and just nodded.
~
She helped get my bags out of the closet and we headed for the stairs. We still had to get through the living room without making so much of a fuss harry could hear it behind his closed door. Sam took one step down the stairs onto the cold hardwood floor. Cara’s head shot up as she saw both of us with bags. Halle you’re leaving she shrieked. Liam jumped off the couch and practically ran over to me you can’t go Halle without you I am the only sane one left he said looking like he was about to cry. “I know” I said tearing up in a half giggle half sob, “but I can’t stay here not with what just happened it would be to awkward and this is his thing so I’m just gunna go”. Liam gave me a quick hug as Zayn came over giving me a hug and a peck on the forehead it will all blow over soon enough he said. ‘I can only hope, will you tell the other boys I say goodbye, and sorry I didn’t stay to do it myself, and tell Harry I’m sorry and that I hope he will still want to be my friend” I was full on balling now. Of course we will Zayn and Liam said in unison. All the girls gathered in for a group hug… even El. “I’m gunna miss you guys a lot” I cried, we will all miss you to El piped in. I heard a door open as my head shot up to see Louis and Niall holding harry back from the door as he tried to run over to me. Your leaving he screamed after everything you are just leaving me………. And you weren’t even gunna say goodbye? His voice shrunk. He looked like a baby about to cry. “I didn’t know what else I could do” I said walking up to him Niall and Louis still grasping his arms. “any ways you’re the one who left me…. You left me all alone in the middle of the fucking living room floor, you told me you liked me and that you wanted to know how I felt and then you just got up and fucking left” at this point Harry started to cry. Niall and Louis released him he looked down into my eyes, he grabbed my face and crashed his lips against mine. My anger went away and I got lost in the tenderness of the kiss. It was everything I dreamt of and yet on some levels even better. When he released me he turned towards Sam and grabbed my bags from her and threw them into his room. Hey I guess that bed will still be unused afterall ;)

Notes

sorry its so long i just didnt really intro sam yet and i thought i needed to show how close her and halle are comment rate and subscribe :)

Comments

@amazinglyme17
Just did sry It took so long hope u still love it!!
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2/10/13
I love this please update soon :)
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2/10/13
@harrystylesiloveyou
Harry43nial45 Harry43nial45
1/19/13
I'm trying as hard as I can to get on top of this my midterms end next week so I promise to update with 2 or maybe 3 chapters then
Harry43nial45 Harry43nial45
1/19/13
OMG SO INTENSE! UPDATE!!!! I LOVE THIS