Riley's POV:

"Hi baby, you look so sexy in that dress." Nick smiled walking in the door, clearly already drunk. There's about 60 people here, and I haven't even seen any of Zayn's new friends yet, let alone Zayn himself.

"Hi guys!" I giggled to Nick, Cody and a few other of their football teammates. Dixie came up behind us and greeted them after me.

"Ri, let's take some shots now before they run out!" She shouted pulling me threw the crowd. The guys on the hockey team always brought the alcohol to parties since one of them has an older brother who buys it for us. "Cheers!" Dixie squealed as we both downed a few shots of ciroc. I shook my hair out and started talking to a group of people.

"Great fucking party Riley, you're the best." One of them said, making me blush. This is what makes me happy, being on the top. This party is my recovery from Zayn's friends making a fool out of me yesterday, and it's working. Dixie and I danced around the room and drank more and more, feeling too good. Mike Posner's song Looks Like Sex came on and I felt hands around my waist. I tuned my head around to find Nick dancing on me.

"Baby...Let's go upstairs." He breathed in my ear. Without even thinking, I stumbled up the stairs behind him and we entered my bedroom in a heated make out session. Our tongues were swirling around and exploring every inch of each other's mouths, and I let out a little moan. "I've never heard you make that kind of a noise before Ri... I think you're ready." He smirked sliding up my dress and tossing me down onto the bed.

"Nick wait... I'm not sure." I said catching my breath and sliding my dress back down. He had already unbuckled his pants and put on a condom... fuck. He slid my dress up the sides of me hooked his fingers around my panties, slowly bringing them past my thighs to my ankles. "Nick... Stop." I shouted.

"Ri, just shut up. You know you want this as much as I do. Don't you think it's time you lose that V card?" He chuckled. His member slowly poked around my area but I closed my legs.

"No Nick. I'm not joking around right now. Let's get back downstairs." I commanded, and suddenly I felt a pounding of heat against my face. "What the fuck!" I shouted sitting up and rolling off the bed. Did he really just punch me? "Nick. You're drunk. Get away from me." I sighed walking towards the door, but I felt his hands grab my waist and pull me back to the bed.

"I'm gonna fuck you right now Riley. You said we could do this!" He slurred spreading my legs open.

"I never said that!" I shouted. "Please don't do this to me." I let out a small cry, which got me another punch. Now I could barely see out of my eye. Before I could cry, I let out a small scream when I felt a sharp pain inside of me vagina.

"You like that? Huh?" He shouted slamming himself inside of me. I tried to get up again, but he shoved be back down on the bed. I never imagined he would do this to me... And I never imagined my first time being so miserable. After about 2 more minutes of pain, He finally pulled out of me. "See? Now we can do this all the time, babe." He smirked before passing out. I quickly fixed my dress and ran down the stairs, leaving him to sleep. I pulled out my phone camera and saw I had a huge black eye and my dress was torn down the side. I couldn't let anyone see me like this. I grabbed my juicy sweat shirt off the coat rack and stepped outside my house crying softly.

"Riley?" I heard a familiar voice say. I turned my head slightly to see Zayn, Harry and Liam from school sitting. "What happened?" Zayn asked stepping forward and examining my face. I took a step back and whimpered.

"D-d-d-don't touch me." I croaked out. "I'm fine. I slipped down the stairs. That's all." I whispered sitting down on the steps. I watched as Zayn's eyes examined the rest of my dress and sighed.

"You're clearly lying." He spat out.

"Clearly." I smirked, making all the other two with him laugh. "Why don't you guys go inside and meet everyone else that's here." I insisted.

"Nah, I think we'll stay out here and hangout with you instead." Harry smiled sitting down on the steps next to me and lighting a cigarette. I glanced up at Liam who also sat down and then at Zayn who was still examining my face closely. "Want to try?" He asked pointing it in my direction but I shook my head no.

"I'm not into that." I insisted. He rolled his eyes and made a joke under his breath.

"So tell me what made you get kicked out of your old school." I said scooting over a little bit. If I wasn't so tipsy, I probably wouldn't be going near them.

"We're part of gang as you could probably tell." Liam joked from the lower steps. "We just got into a bunch of trouble with another gang in town, so they asked us to leave." he shared.

"So who's the bad guys... You or the other gang?" I asked, and the three of them chuckled slightly.

"We're the bad guys, love. But I'm starting to think you don't mind that so much." Harry smirked. I rolled my eyes and grabbed his cigarette to take a drag. What am I doing? I handed it back to him right away.

"I don't know why I just did that." I said awkwardly.

"Me either." He smiled. I grabbed my purse and started putting on foundation to cover my black eye, and then a little eye shadow. I winced at the pain a little but I finally covered it up almost perfectly.

"There. It's like it never happened." I said. Yup, my boyfriend raping me is allllll in the past now. Harry, Zayn, Liam and I were talking about my car for a couple minutes until the front door swung open.

"Riley." Nick said walking outside the house accompanied by Cody. My eyes bulged out my head and I felt scared. "Riley I'm so sorry." He said taking my hand. I looked away and he got more upset. "Damn it Riley, I was drunk. You know how I get. I'm sorry. Would you fucking look at me when I talk to you?" He barked grabbing my shoulder. Cody immediately pulled him off me and dragged him to the car.

"Cody make sure he gets home safe, yeah?" I said as he led Nick down the stairs.

"Yup. I'll call you in a little while." He nodded kissing me on the cheek and walking away. When they finally drove away, I let out a long sigh of relief.

"What the fuck happened Riley?" Zayn shouted. I looked at him with sadness and a little bit of disgust.

"So now you wanna talk?" I spat out at him. He looked at me and rolled his eyes.

"You know what? Never mind. I don't wanna talk." He shouted walking away with Liam following behind.

"I wanna talk." Harry smirked patting the seat next to him. I hesitated and he frowned a little.

"Not here... How about later tonight?" I asked nervously. His face lit up with a devilish grin.

"Come over when everyones gone if you're brave enough." He winked walking down the steps.

After tonight, I don't think I'm afraid of anything anymore...because what's scary then your giant football boyfriend punching and raping you? Oh yeah....Nothing.

Notes

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