London Calling

Harry's Pov

“I want you here with me, like how I pictured it. So I don’t have to keep imagining"

I panicked. I just put the phone down.

I had never been that honest with anyone before, let alone a girl. I couldn't begin to process all the feelings in my mind. I tried to push them all a side for a moment, to try and take into consideration how I had just made Effy feel.
I understood what she meant when she said that she didn’t want things to become complicated. But in all honesty that’s what they had become. I know it sounds exceedingly dramatic and over exaggerated from a lad’s point of view but, it felt real with Effy.

I’m also aware of how cliché it appears, I mean compared to relationships I have been involved with in the past, this was real it didn’t just feel it. Most of my past relationships were just for publicity, well pretty much all of them were. It was like a chore, like I had to do it but, now I want to.

Since being apart of One Direction everything still seems so surreal. It’s pretty much as if we just don’t have time for any feelings or any element of emotions. Ian Brown once said “It takes time for people to fall in love…..but, it’s inevitable”

As completely absurd as it sounded, I think I love her. I know I’m not in love with her but; she is all I ever think about. I wanted her to run to room and run into my arms but this was no fairytale. I took off my alcohol stained clothes and took a long shower. Apart of me wanted to wash it all off but, that’s what I do best, just run away from everything good. Well more like I push it away. I was the prime definition of a coward. Especially in real situations and this is as real as it gets. But I felt determined not to lose Effy.

If Effy wasn’t going to come to me, then I was going to go to Effy. I remember something Niall said to me when I first met her. “Bro she isn’t going to be easy to get, she’s a mystery. She is the greatest kind of mystery that there is so, If you want to uncover her, you’re going to have to do a lot of hard work and impressing to do so”
Most of the time Niall doesn’t make a lot of sense because of how hyper he is but, it was pretty deep for him and I knew it was right.

I sat on the end of my bed for a couple of minutes and racked my brain trying to find some sort of outrageous idea in order to impress her. I thought back to night I spent at hers where she completely opened up to me, some mystery eh. I remembered how she adored her music, like it was the only thing she had.

“That’s it! I’m a genius”
I said out loud, I knew what I had to do. It was a little risky but, if I wanted to show her how serious I was then it was definitely what I needed to do. Her hotel room was two floors below and directly underneath mine. What a coincidence.

I grabbed my speakers, put some shorts on and well….I went to scale the building.…

I clearly didn’t think this through as I dangled from the balcony below my own; I heard a sliding door open and looked down to see it was hers. I tried to pull myself back up, always looking for a way out. I disappoint myself let alone anyone else.

My effort? Disastrous. I struggled as I hung above her, I’m surprised she didn’t hear me. She came out and lit a cigarette.
I didn’t know she smoked. I assume there was still a lot I didn’t know. She had a few puffs then put it out. She was wearing my t-shirt, I felt a rush of warmth inside me as I watched her smoke. She made it look so elegant yet cool. Why was she wearing my t-shirt if she didn't care, or did she?
I resumed my struggle, slightly relieved but, still unsure on how I was going to play this out. The only way was down and it was to just drop. I took a deep breath and positioned myself so that I would fall unswervingly on her terrace.

I had my speakers and Ipod wrapped round my arm and I just let myself fall. Even though the drop was short, it still gave me a rush.
I recommenced with plugging the Ipod into the speakers and turning the volume loud. I was profusely shaking and a swarm of butterflies invaded my stomach. My heart thumped as if it actually wanted to burst out of my chest.

I then pressed play.

Notes

Elo, I know this one is a little short but, it's all Harry which is a first.
I'd love for you to comment and let me know what you think. Really appreciate it x

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