Ali's P.O.V

"Harry, I'm going for a walk. I'll be back soon. Probably..." The word probably was barely a whisper.

"Okay. Want me to come with you? Where are you going?"

"No. It's okay. I'm going.. I'm going to the bridge.."

"Why?"

"Because, I need to think."

Harry shifted in the uncomfortable chair to face me.

"About?" He had a strange look on his face.

"Stuff."

"Okay. Text me if you want me to come."

"Will do."

I got out the chair and walked down the hall, trying to find my way out the hospital.

I eventually found the exit and walked out. I called for a taxi, then climbed in.

"Take me to the bridge please. The one with the fair rides on."

"Okay. You're the boss."

The driver started the car and we drove off.

Fifteen minutes later, we pulled up to the bridge. I paid the taxi man and got out.
I walked over the railings. I leaned over the bar.

Was I really about to end my life here? End a relationship I only just got into? End a friendship with an amazing group of boys? End everything?

So many thoughts were rushing through my head. If I was to end it here, I would be safer, with my parents. No-one I love could get hurt, because I would be gone. I don't want Harry hurt.
If I stay, I would just end up getting hate. Harry would be hurt. I've already almost killed Louis. I don't need someone else I love to be hurt aswell.

Well, this is it. My final desicison.

I pulled out my phone and texted Harry.

To: Harry
I'm sorry to end this all here. I can't take all this. I think I would be doing everyone a favour if I left this place. Thank you for taking care of me, for being there for me, being an amazing boyfriend. Even if its been a week, I don't care. I love you Harry, and always will. But it's too much to handle right now. Goodbye Harry. I will be leaving the world for good. I love you. x


I shakily climbed onto the rail.

This is it, the end of this journey. I will finally be with the ones I love. We'll all be a family again.

I started to cry. No, I just got to get it over with.

My pocket vibrated. I held onto the bar tightly and pulled my phone out with my free hand.

A new text. From Harry.

From: Harry
Ali. No, please don't do this to me. I don't care how much you probably hate your life, but you can't end it here. Everyone will miss you. Please just spend one more day with me. Then decide what you want to do. But whatever it is, I'll be here for you all the way. Please.


No. I can't just change my mind now. I have to do this. I will help everyone.

I put my phone back in my pocket, and stretched my body out so only my hands and feet were on the railing.

Goodbye world.

I let my hands drop off the rail, and could feel my self fall forward.

"Ali! No!" I heard someone shout. But it was too late.

I was plummeting down off the bridge, headed for the water. Hopefully this will kill me. I don't deserve to live.

My life suddenly flashed before my eyes.
From when I was born, to now.

I'm not sure if its just me, but when you're about to die, you suddenly realise all the great things in life and want to stop it from ending.

I'm such a fool. Why did I have to be so stupid. Harry loves me for gods sake. I'm stupid.

I can't believe it's about to...


*Unconcious dreaming*

Then everything went black. I hit something. This is my death. My eyes fluttered open. Am I still alive? I saw white clouds and lots of people around me. Then I saw them.

Mum and Dad.

"Mummy! Daddy!" I screamed and ran over to them. I hugged them tighter than you could imagine.

"Ali! My little girl!" Dad said.

"Daddy. I've missed you so much!"

"And I've missed you too"

"Mum. I've missed you so much too."

"And you. We're all here now. Finally together at last."

I smiled into their chests. Everything will be alright now.


"Ali, wake up. Please wake up for me. Please."

*Semi-Concious Again*

"Ali, wake up. Please wake up for me. Please." I was being shaken by someone.

It think it was Harry.

"Please.. Please..."

All I could see was dark, but I could hear everything.

I tried fighting it, climbing it, breaking it. Nothing could get me out.

More importantly, how was I not dead. Maybe I am dead. Perhaps I'm just dreaming all this. Yeah that's it.


Harry's P.O.V

So I was sitting in the hospital two weeks later for my two friends. Louis, with one problem, Ali with another.

Louis was recovering, just taking it slowly. Ali however, was dying for all I know, she was in a coma for gods sake. How could I let this happen to her.

I was currently sitting in between the both of them in their room. I asked the doctor if they could share, and he didn't appose so...

Louis was asleep at the time so I figured I would try and see if I could get Ali to just move.

"Ali, wake up. Please wake up for me. Please." I begged. "Please.. Please..." My voice trailed off.

I couldn't let her die on me. I just couldn't.

"Ali, I don't know if you can hear me, but I want you to know, no matter how much you want it to happen, I will not let you die. I promise. I'll do whatever it takes just to keep you alive with me." I started to cry again. I'd done enough crying lately so I tried to stop. I failed.

The day I saw her jump off the beige for the second time, was the day I knew that I had to change this. I would do anything, I mean it, anything just to make her happier. I want her to be happy. I love her.
It's been just over three weeks since we met. But I love her. I don't care, call me crazy.

Then, her hand. It just twitched a slight bit.

Notes

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