Niall Horan (hybrid)
A few days passed since our trip to Cheshire to talk to Gemma and Harry disconnected himself from the world, his phone was switched off or dead since every time we called it, it went straight to voice mail.
“why isn’t he answering his phone?” Liam asked.
“I think he’s just trying to figure out a way to get Gemma to see that he’s still him y’know” I said.
“Niall how did you get through the family phase?” Zayn asked.
“well Zoe’s family did everything to make me feel at home and to feel wanted and just, they just made me feel like family” I said.
“how did you deal with –“ Louis said
“the feeling of being abandoned, I always tried to distract myself but Zoe tried to keep me busy on the days I had nothing to do, I guess after a few years it did disappear but I guess when the bullies came into my life I got busy with them and I guess over time it faded to the back of my mind, but by the time x factor came around and we all got closer together that memory became stronger and I found myself thinking more about it there’s no way of over coming it you just have to push it away or let it fade” I said.
“maybe you could talk to his sister you know try and get your word through that you’ve experienced the same things as Harry and your family situation is the same as what’s happening to him maybe it will get her to see clearer that it’s ruining him and we haven’t seen him in two days” Louis said.
“Lou if I tell her that I’ve experienced the same as Harry she will know I’m a hybrid then she won’t listen” I said.
“you and I we’ll go up there now right and we will try to get her to see it ok I’ll explain about how he became a hybrid and what happened in there whilst you explain about how you’ve had the same type of family situation and maybe it will get her to realize how this is effecting him” Louis said.
“that’s a good idea Lou but do you really think she Is going to let you in there I mean she knows you’re a hybrid she will probably kick you out” Zayn said.
“still what else can we do we are who we are we can’t change no matter how many times I wish I was normal I’m not and I can’t change that” Louis said.
“at least you have one thing Harry doesn’t have” I said.
“what’s that?” he asked.
“you have a girlfriend who knows about this right Harry hasn’t even found someone he loves, he might just get over the bridge with the family situation but the next bridge will be a relationship and what happens if he thinks she’s the one, he tells her and she takes it the wrong way it won’t work trust me on that” I said.
“well one thing he has is us four he has four people two of which have been through what he has and two more who will support him, who did we have when we were first getting to grips with this” Louis said.
“I had Zoe” I said.
“I didn’t really have anyone it wasn’t until I was 17 when I realized I could trust Stan enough to tell him what I was he kept his distance for a few weeks before finally becoming friends again where we still are now” Louis said.
“so you put your trust in someone and told him but you didn’t do that with us?” Liam said.
“he was my best friend since I was in first school we’ve known each other for a long time I’ve known you for well this is going to be the fourth year now” Louis said.
“Well Louis come on let’s go and sort this out Liam, Zayn can you go and check on Harry” I said we said our goodbyes and we left the house and started our drive to Cheshire.
Zayn and I arrived at Harry’s house, Zayn knocked on the door.
“Harry come on open up we know your in there and we know you can here me because your hearing is better than ours” Zayn said. A few minutes later no one answered it.
“Harry open up” I said banging on the door. Once again no answer.
“Harry Edward Styles I swear to God if you do not open this door we will break into your house!” I shouted but no answer came.
“have you got a key?” I asked.
“no I don’t he hasn’t had any cut for his new house” Zayn said.
“ok, ok should we break in through the window?” I said.
“at leas one window has to be open” Zayn said he went around trying the windows on the bottom floor.
“ok so none of them are open” he said.
“there’s one up there” I said pointing to it.
“and that is Harry’s room” he said.
“ok I’ll climb up “ I said I climbed on his shoulders and hoisted myself up to the window ledge pulling myself up, I pushed the window a bit farther up with my right hand and quickly pushed myself through landing with a ‘thump’ on the ground, I looked around his room to see it turned upside down, clothes were chucked around and ripped, furniture was flipped, claw marks laced the walls.
“Harry!” I shouted. I sighed and walked through the house, I came across the one of the many guest bedrooms to see Harry sitting on the floor with his back against the bed curled up hugging his legs to his chest. I quickly went down stairs and unlocked the door to let Zayn in.
“come on Harry’s upstairs” I said we went upstairs and I walked into the room where Harry was.
“Harry come on you can’t hide forever” I said.
“I’m fed up I’m sick of everything going down hill it all started with Louis and Niall!” He shouted.
“it’s not their fault you know that” Zayn said.
“it is if they didn’t tell us I wouldn’t be in this situation Gemma wouldn’t hate me and I wouldn’t be hiding I’d be enjoying my life with very little to worry about” he said.
“Harry look your just taking your anger out on them just think if they didn’t tell us about this we wouldn’t know what would be going on with those two Louis would have turned up covered in scars and we wouldn’t know why, or when his voice was took away from him we wouldn’t know and we wouldn’t have fixed it, Niall would have been dragged in and we wouldn’t know we’d be useless and they would slowly drift apart until the point where they would have been kidnapped and they wouldn’t come back” I said.
“look we’re here for you ok so don’t isolate yourself away from us, your our brother and your apart of our family, your surrounded in people who care for you and want to help so talk to us” Zayn said.
Niall and I made our way up to the door but Niall stopped and looked at me.
“Are you sure your going to be fine?” he asked.
“Yeah I’m sure she won’t do much I know she won’t” I said. Niall nodded and knocked at the door, the door opened and a unfamiliar man opened the door. “so our guests are here” he said in a sickly tone.
“what’s going on” I said I looked inside to see Gemma sitting talking to a police man.
“there he is he’s one of them!” Gemma said pointing to me, I quickly froze in my place before Niall tugged on my sleeve, turned around and we both ran.