Niall Horan (hybrid)
I went back to my room after Harry had calmed down he told me he wanted to be alone so he kicked me out of the room and locked the door, I shut my door and sat on my bed thinking.
I can’t believe that Harry has already started to get ears and from the way he’s been acting I’d say he is going to be a cat hybrid which really surprised me because when I was being tested on they had dog DNA and I think they almost cracked creating a wolf hybrid yet Harry is becoming a cat hybrid. I sighed and went to take a shower I have to admit water I don’t really like I’m not scared of it like I used to be but I’m not fond of it of course that is due to my cat side.
I tried to go to sleep but I felt too guilty about not telling Harry that he has started to get ears, I twisted and turned for a few hours trying to get comfortable to fall asleep which is pretty hard with a tail I usually result in lying on my stomach or on my side, I heard my door open and I saw the light from the hall way switch off Harry climbed onto my bed where he gently shook me to wake me up obviously trying to be careful of my injuries.
“hey Harry what’s up?” I asked turning over to face him.
“I have the same pains as yesterday in the same places” he said.
“is it getting worse?” I asked.
“it woke me up and it’s getting worse” he said.
“have a bath it might sooth the pain” I said yawning.
“can’t” he said.
“why not it’s not going to harm you trust me” I said he suddenly gripped his head and he fell forward on his elbows onto the bed.
“it’s getting worse Lou it really hurts” he cried he started to scream in pain and gripped his stomach once again the pain became too much and he passed out on my bed, I put the covers over him and slept in his room whist he slept in my room.
I woke up the next morning and walked into Harry’s well my room where Harry was sleeping in mine as I walked in he was just waking up.
“how are you?” I asked.
“in a lot of pain my back really hurts and my head again” he said.
“a bath would help that” I said and he shook his head “you need to get over this Harry you can’t go forever without having a bath or a shower a bath is better as it doesn’t get on your face but what happens when it rains you will have to go out in it” I said.
“fine” he sighed I dragged him over to the bath and ran a bath once I stopped it Harry froze.
“no, can’t” he shakily said.
“it will stop the pain” I said he took off his shirt and for the first time I saw how badly he was hurt he was covered in way more cuts than I was, he took off his pants but kept his underwear on, he walked closer to the bath but froze.
“Look put your hand in first” I said I put my hand in the water and he copied putting his shaking hand in the water. He pulled out as soon as it hit the water but I grabbed it and held it under the water, after he finally stopped trying to get out of my grip I let go.
“see it’s not that bad is it” I said and he shook his head climbing into the bath hissing when some of his cuts hit the water but soon lay his head back and relaxed.
“our right it helps how did you-“
“know” I said cutting him off “even though when I got home I had been a hybrid for a few years I had pains in my lower back from my tail, my mum told me to have a bath and it instantly helps but I still get the pains when my tail has been tied up all day” I said.
“the pains are actually going” he said.
“well now that you have overcome your fear I will go and let you relax” I said going downstairs to watch some tv when Niall walked in.
“hey Ni” I said.
“Hey Lou how’s Harry” Niall asked.
“he started to get ears I haven’t told him but he is and he’s having these like pain attacks he literally can’t move and passes out through it and he’s complaining about his lower back” I said.
“Lou you need to tell him! He’s a fucking growing ears you need to tell him before he freaks out over it!” Niall whispered shouted at me.
“Louis!” Harry shouted Niall and I ran up stairs to see Harry with his underwear on but he was freaking out.
“Harry what’s wrong?” Niall asked Harry shakily pointed to his head to see two ears barely pointing out of his hair, his eyes were glowing green but were red as if he’s been crying, he was shaking badly and Niall helped him put his clothes on and Harry sat down frozen.
“I can barely hear out of these ears” Harry said in a monotone voice pointing to his human ears.
“I’m sorry Harry, that happens” I sighed. He started crying onto Niall’s shoulder.
“I don’t want to be a hybrid I want to be normal everyone is going to hate me because I’m a stupid filthy hybrid who shouldn’t even be alive hybrids aren’t normal they should be dead!” Harry spat.
I looked over at Niall and I saw his ears flatten against his head I stood up and stood in front of Harr.y
“How could you fucking say that I don’t give a shit if your talking about yourself here but look Niall and I are hybrids and have been for a long time ok and you just fucking said that we should be dead, I never really forgive you for the way you reacted and I’m happy I didn’t because your never going to change your always going to fucking hate us hybrids I’m done with helping you I actually felt sorry for you but your just an arse hole who only cares about how you look and about people liking you, Harry I’ve been through hate since I got kidnapped over these scars yeah I’ve been hated for getting kidnapped and not finishing the show, heck I even got hate for being in hospital yeah and Niall went through hate a while ago and you didn’t even notice you need to step out of your bubble and think about over people instead of yourself and think about how other people will feel before you say something!” I shouted storming out of the room and into mine.
Harry had followed me but I packed up my stuff I had here and walked out to see Niall still sitting on the bed as before. “come on Ni we’re leaving he can do this on his own since he hates us” I said Niall got up and gave Harry a glare before walking in front of me. I looked at Harry to see he was crying but I turned around and followed Niall out to his car Harry was at the door still crying and Niall drove away.
“hey Ni can you drop me off at Liam’s I don’t want to be a bother to you and Zoe.” I said.
“sure, Lou does he really hate us?” he asked.
“i don’t give a shit for the public I’ll act like his friend and for the sake of One Direction but once that camera or we’re off stage I’m back to ignoring him if he can’t accept us being hybrids then I’m not accepting him as a friend” I said. We were both quiet after that before Niall stopped in front of Liam’s house.
“thanks Ni see you later don’t let what happened with Harry get you down just pretend he doesn’t exist ok that way he can’t hurt you, don’t think about it and if you do skype me straight away ok” I said hugging him and walking up to Liam’s door. I knocked at the door and Liam opened it.
“Lou what are you doing here?” Liam asked.
“I’ll explain can I come in?” I asked.
“sure come on” Liam said, I made my way to the sitting room and sat down.
“so what happened?” he asked. After I finished explaining Liam looked really angry but at the same time he looked quite concerned and worried.
“lou he’s just confused with everything happening” Liam said.
“no he does mean it his tone said it, Niall is really down by this as well Li I’ll act like his friend in public but I won’t out of the public eye I’m doing it for the band only I can’t be around someone who I know hates me for me you know.” I said Liam hugged me.
“I know your not going to accept this answer but I know Harry well you do to but since we found out Harry has come to me a lot to talk and ask questions about you and Niall and he has been searching hybrids and he has truly been trying to find more about you two to understand you more, he will be in shock from seeing the ears but I understand that it might take a while for you two to become friends again” Liam said.
“Li I won’t ever be his friend again not after what he said, that isn’t the first time I’ve been told to go die I’ve been told many times by Mark, Dr Robert’s the guards their at school once I was back after the kidnapping how many times I’ve considered actually dying is unreal I thought about it every day in the facility, I stopped once I left school and came into the band because I was having fun and it’s opened so many recently closed wounds and it hurts, i’ve never done anything apart from think about it mind so don’t try to lecture me about it, it’s always thoughts thinking what would happen if I actually left and who would be upset? Would anyone?” I said.
“aw Lou come here don’t think about leaving ever you have 4 bestfriends who love you for you and if you die we won’t be able to handle it we would miss you too much so if you dare try to leave I will tie you to a chair and give you food water and I will not let you go!” Liam threatened.
“you said 4 best friends I only have 3” I said looking down avoiding eye contact.
“Lou” he said rubbing my back.
Niall and Louis left and I shut the door sinking against it crying into my knees. I can’t believe I did that, I didn’t mean to say that, I didn’t mean to sound that way I just… I don’t want to be this way I’m not as strong as those two and I won’t be able to handle the stress. I can’t do this, I need help but I lost the only two who can help me, why did this happen? I just want my best friends back, I need them back I don’t want them to go they can’t they’re my brothers and they left, I promised Ni we’d never leave him but he left me, and Louis’ words hurt but they didn’t hurt as much as I hurt him, why did I hurt them I’m such an idiot. I said standing up and chucking a glass at the wall before falling on my knees crying.
Why did I have to say those things? I curled up into a ball on the floor and continued to cry until I finally fell asleep on the floor next to the broken glass…