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Too Much

Chapter 21



"Are you going to let me inside...?" Harry stands in my door way and smirks when I just look at him with my arms crossed against my chest.

"Harry, do you really need help with biology or are you just here to mess around?" I ask. I'm in no mood to argue, the events of the weekend have finally caught up with me and have made me incredibly exhausted.

"No I really do," he laughs. "But nto with bio, I need you to help me and practice kissing me." He smiles before reaching his arms to grab me.

"Are you drunk?" My eyebrows knit together when I smell the whiskey on his breath as he tries to kiss me.

"Just a little, but I'm okay."

"Hardly," I scoff when he stumbled into me.

"What do you want to do? We can do homework... Or make out?" Harry grins like a little boy when I drag him to the couch so he doesn't fall over.

"You should really go." I shake my head. Why does he insist on getting piss drunk on a Monday night?

"But I just got here! Why don't you want meeee?" He pouts and attempts to pull me on his lap. I resist, but despite his drunken stupor; he eventually wins the battle.

"Because you are very drunk." I tell him, trying not to be affected by the small distance between our faces.

"And that matters, why?" He raises his eyebrows and waits for an answer.

"Because Harry," I huff and tear out of his grip to get up. "You can stay here, but we're just going to sleep."

I don't want him to go home drunk with Anne there. My mom isn't home, so it will be easier for him to stay out of trouble here.

"I love sleeping." He smiles. I'm trying so hard not to laugh at his ridiculous, playful behavior. I need to remember that I am mad at him.

"Come on." I stand up and pull his hands so he can get up from the couch.

He follows me up to my room quietly and sits on the edge of my bed as I change into some pajama pants and an old shirt. When I turn around after putting my hair into a ponytail, he's laying under the covers in his boxers only, and he's waiting for me to lay down beside him.

I know I shouldn't let him stay here, let alone in the same bed, but he's drunk and I don't want him to do anything stupid. I obviously still care deeply for this boy, as maddening as he can be.

"Only sleeping." I reiterate and lay down next to him, taking a deep breath before shutting my eyes and feeling his arm wrap around my torso bringing my back to press against his chest.

He completely ignores my request when I feel his lips connect to the skin of my neck, and his hands move under my shirt.

"Harry stop it." I snap and pull out of his grip.

"Oh come on, Addie. I just want to kiss you."

"I told you no." Grabbing a pillow and one of the blankets off of my bed, I walk out of the room and down the hall to the spare bedroom.

I'm thankful that he doesn't follow me so I can try to collect my thoughts. I laugh inwardly thinking of how oblivious he is to why I wouldn't want him to kiss me. How can he not understand that I need him to change. I literally told him that he needs to treat me the same in front of others as he does when it's just us two, but he hasn't. If he's so embarrassed of me, then why is he even wasting his time? I cringe thinking he's just using me, but I know he's not... Well I hope he isn't.

Just as I finally begin to drift off, my phone rings from the side table. I assume it's Harry when I pick it up, and the anger resurfaces inside.

"What?" I snap.

"Addie, it's mom. I'm so sorry for just leaving the other night before I could say goodbye, and I know I'm supposed to be there right now, but I got in the middle of something and I can't make it. Do you think you'll be okay alone for just a night? I'll be there tomorrow."

"Oh, uh yeah that's okay."

I didn't mean to snap at her, well I'm also angry with her too, but I shouldn't be. Even though it was irresponsible to just leave her child, dad keeps telling me over and over again about how it is what's best for the family.

"I love you, sweetie." She says over the phone, and I can hear the tension in her voice.

"...I love you, too." And with that I hang up and try to get some rest.



"What the hell are you doing?"

I wake with a startle as the mattress dips beside me when Harry slides under the blankets.

I look to the alarm clock on the table to see I had actually fell asleep for a couple of hours.

"I woke up and you weren't there... I got worried." He states and pulls me closer to him, just like he had done before. I can tell the alcohol has worn off, thankfully, but I'm still pissed.

"I'm fine." I sigh and turn on my side to face away from him.

"Are you mad at me? I'm sorry that I came here drunk..."

"It's okay."

"Addie, something's obviously bothering you. Tell me." He forcefully turns me to face him.

I can't stand to look at him when he gives me his innocent stare, like he's done nothing wrong.

"You're bothering me, Harry! Just when I think we might actually have a chance, you go and ruin it." I yell and get out of the bed. There's no way I'm getting anymore sleep tonight, so there's no use in trying.

"I said I was sorry." He sits up, but remains on the bed.

"No, I don't care if you came here drunk. Why didn't you tell Louis about me and you?"

"What? That's why you're mad?"

"Yes, Harry! Why can't you see that? I told you a thousand times that you need to start treating me the same when we're in public and when it's just us. When Louis came over, it was like I didn't mean anything to you. I'm not your secret Harry, I will not let you hide me from everyone."

"That's not what I was doing." He shakes his head in defeat.

"Than what were you doing? Because it looked like you were embarrassed of me! Harry, I'm sorry, but I can't be another one of your one night stands, if this is going to work, I need to know you think of me as more than that."

"Addie, you're so much more than that... I didn't mean to hurt you, I really don't even know why I didn't tell Louis." He stands up from the bed and walks over to me, trying to get me to understand his side.

"Don't be mad, I'm new to this shit. I don't know how to act, what to do... I could never be embarrassed of you, hell I'm surprised you're not embarrassed of me!"

"I just need to know what we're doing Harry.. Are we friends? Dating? Friends with benefits?"

"I don't know, but I do know that you're much more than a friend."

"Well if you just think of me as a friend with benefits, I'm done. I will not be used."

"I'm not using you," he looks at me offended almost. "Please Addie, I'm sorry."

"Please don't be that guy that acts different when his friends are around. It hurt me when you practically ignored me in front of Louis." I admit, letting my head fall to his chest as we stand in the dark room.

"I'm trying, baby." I can feel him sigh in relief before he kisses the top of my head. "I'll tell everyone tomorrow if you want me to."

"Tell them what?"

"About us.."

"Well we have yet to establish what we are doing..." I laugh. I really have no clue what we are doing or what to label us as.

"Uh... We're dating?" He contemplates. I can see that he is also uncertain about our status.

"We have never been on a really date, so you can hardly call it that." I laugh.

"I'll take you on one." He smiles. "Where would you like to go?"

"You decide." I smile and pull him back to my room.

I probably forgave him too easily, but I can't help it. I know he's sorry. It's pretty much both of our first times at this whole relationship thing, and so I know how hard it is for him. I also don't want to be that nagging girl that drags on every fight and blows it out of proportion.



Notes

Sorry for this terrible and short chapter, but I promised myself I would update today, so here it is!

I'm off to bed, goodnight guys xx

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Comments

Love this Story. Have read it 3-4 times now and I still Love it. :)

Lynn Lynn
3/18/18

sorry. sometimes i can replace these names with Tessa, Hardin, Landon, etc. I really liked your style but not too original.. x

Ekaterina Ekaterina
7/4/17

Hi, can i use this story please. Its really good

who the fuck is Blaire?

dukecrazie dukecrazie
9/11/16

Amazing story.
read it all in 1 day, guess you could say l'm a little bit addicted.
can't help it, it was too good :)
xx