NIKKI'S P.O.V

When the plane began to touchdown in London, I looked out the window, Harry leaned over and I smiled

"Welcome to London" he whispered

"im excited to see it" I told him, he kissed my cheek softly and sat up. My heart began to race, I really had no idea what I was getting myself into. I had listened to the girls talk about all the crazy experiences they had gone through and i was starting to second guess everything.

"you ok?" Harry asked as he started to get everything together

"huh? oh ya im fine" I lied, he squeezed my hand and stood up, I followed and grabbed my purse

"remember just let me know if it starts to get to be too much" he said, I nodded my head and grabbed his hand again. 24 hours before this I was falling for a guy who I thought was just a regular person, now im stepping off a private jet in London with an international pop star. This wasnt my life, this wasnt what I was expecting when I came here. I just wanted to get away from my psycho ex.

As everyone began to step off the plane I could see all the flashes and my heart began to race more and more

"head down, I will lead you" Harry said when it was our turn, I put on my sunglasses and did what I was told as we stepped off the plane. I couldnt believe how many flashes where going off, and I couldnt understand anything with all the screaming.

"You deal with this all the time" I asked, he smiled and nodded his head

"its not that bad" he said, I raised an eyebrow at him and he chuckled "im use to it" he said

"how do you get use to that" I replied more as a statement than a question

"Whats the plan tonight" Louis asked, Harry shrugged

"studio, then I guess we can all do dinner or something" Harry said "Nikki has never been here before" he smiled, I blushed and nodded

"then we will take her around and show her what London is about" Eleanor said. once we got to the studio I sat down and was able to take some time to myself, I needed it....this felt so rushed. I was worried pics would be out in America soon and that Noah would finally find me. It wasnt just my life in jeopardy, it was now all of these people I was surrounded by. Everyone was now in harms way, and it was my fault.

'just go back to him, save everyone the pain and go back' my head started to say

'dont do it Chandler, he is going to kill you' my heart said

'but if he finds you he will kill you and everyone else you are falling in love with, think about all of them too' my head started, I wiped away a tear that had began to escape

"its a beautiful song isnt it" Eleanor said

"huh" I asked snapping out of my daze

"the song they are singing. its called 'little things' it gets me all the time too" she said, i sniffled

"oh"

"what did you think" Perrie asked leaning over

"oh umm...it was good" I lied, I didnt even know they where singing thats how completely out of it I was. I looked down at my phone and took in a deep breath.

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