I laid in my bed not being able to sleep my mind was racing a thousand miles a minute, Harry's arm was tightly wrapped around my body and I could feel his chest rise and fall with every slight breath and snore. We hadn't really said much after I told him I had stabbed Noah so I wasn't sure what he had really thought now.

I decided to get up and walk outside just to get some fresh air, i sat down next to the pool and raised my pants up, slipping my feet into the water, I made a face at th coldness of the summer pool. I saw a light come on in the main house and turned to look back as Anne walked out

"You ok" she asked walking up, I nodded and looked down "what's going on" she asked, I looked next to me as she sat down, bringing her legs to her chest

"I didn't wake you did I" I asked

"No I woke up when harry went to the guest house, haven't been asleep since" she said, I blushed and sighed

"I told him Noah was abusive and i stabbed him" I said biting my lip to keep from crying

"Chandler" she whispered, I looked at her "Nikki" she corrected

"Your son is amazing Anne, he doesn't deserve this, he doesn't deserve someone like me" I told her, she put her hand on my shoulder

"Nikki, I have seen more of my son since you arrived here than I have seen him since he was 16" she said with a smile "I've also seen this light in his eyes that I have never seen before and it's when you are in the room or your name has been spoken"

"It's only been a few weeks" I said

"Sometimes that's all it takes Nikki, I met Robin and instantly knew it was love. Des on the other hand took awhile" she said "he cares a lot about you, and I think with time you and Harry will be able to get everything out and be 100% completely honest with each other" she said "I know your scared sweetie, trust me it's written all over your face"

"What if he finds me and hurts you, or hurts harry. I wouldn't be able to live with myself. If he hurts George or Mary too....then Gemma and Robin" I said the tears falling down my face

"Sweetie, I promised a life long friend of mine I wouldn't let anything happen to you, then you just fit in so perfectly with the family, when your not hiding in your room that is" she chuckled, I giggled lightly "so I won't let anything happen to you....harry won't let anything happen to you, or his family" she said

"What's going on" we heard, we both turned and looked at the door to see harry standing there with just pajama pants on, his tattoos clearly visible, I swallowed hard at the sight of him, he looked so
beautiful.....like an angel in disguise

"Just talking" Anne said with a smile

"You ok" he asked kneeling down in front of me, I nodded my head and smiled

"Ya, I will be alright" I said, he smiled and looked at his mom

"You kids get some sleep, remember the rest of the guys will be here tomorrow" Anne said kissing Harry's head. He looked up at her and smiled, I heard the door close and I looked at Harry who was still kneeling down in front of me

"Ready" he asked sticking out his hand, I smiled and took it in mine. He helped me up and we walked back to the house. I crawled in bed as he locked up, he gently crawled in next to me "I promise I won't let nothing happen to you, and I would never hurt you I swear" he said leaning down, his lips gently pressed against mine and I smiled

"I know" I said, he smiled and wrapped his arms around me once again

"I will be awake before you to go get my friends. I will wake you once I'm home, get some sleep
sweetheart" he said, I nodded my head before falling into a deep sleep