A love that consumes you
Apology?
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”
― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones
Sammy’s p.o.v.
“Are you sure?” Dad asked
“100% Dad!” I replied
“I’m glad you're making a decision by only using your brain” Dad said
“I thought that the heart was always right and had the upper hand in the matters between brain and heart. But I have been proven wrong. Dad can you make sure that I can leave tonight for New York?”
“Of course I can. That’s a great idea. Then you'll have more time to settle down. How did Harry react?”
“We broke up and I need to get away. This work and study thing is the perfect escape”
“Sammy you're aren’t using this as to get away from him?”
“No dad this is my dream. And I don't want to talk to him. I have said what I wanted . “ I sort of lied
“I will arrange everything. Your flight is at 6 p.m. and a driver will pick you up and bring you to your place in NY”
“Dad you need to make a promise to me”
“What is it Sammy?”
“Swear on Claire and me ” I knew that he would lie if he swore on Claire. She might be dead but dad loved her more than anything.
“I swear, now tell me”
“Don't tell anyone where I'm staying in NY. I will tell who I want to know”
“I won't tell a soul angel. But Luke already knows.”
“That’s fine. I'll talk to him about it”
“Take care and have a safe flight tonight”
“Thanks for everything dad. And I'm taking the private jet right?"
“You are welcome. Yes you will be going with the family jet. Call me when you land”
“I will. Bye”
“Bye”
Harry’s p.o.v.
This is not how it was supposed to go. I went to my room and quickly pulled out jeans and put them on.
“Harry come back to bed” Taylor begged
“Taylor this was a mistake. I was drunk. And I have a girlfriend”
“Ex. Remember she broke up with you. I have ears you know. And it doesn’t matter, you were going to break up with her sooner or later. “
“I love her! And I’m going to make it better again.” I said while throwing her dress to her “Get dress and go away”
She got dressed “ Harry you will be sorry that you let me walk away.”
“No I will not. But I'm going to be sorry if I let Sammy walk away”
She rolled her eyes and walked out my house. I drove as fast as I could. Taylor wasted so much time getting out of the house it’s already 11 a.m. I wished I could turn back time and go back to 7 in the morning and fix everything. If have already checked her dorm. She wasn’t there. She wasn’t at her dad’s place either, no one was actually. That was weird there is always someone there. I had never been to her dad or mom’s separate places. I had no idea where to go now.
I stopped the car and tried calling her again. “Hey, I’m sorry I am spending time with my wonderful boyfriend Harry Styles. Please leave a message after the tone and I will call you back” Her voicemail said. I made her say that. After I won a bet
.
I thought of giving up. But Alex and Luke came to my mind. They would be working right now. The might know where Sameera is. I drove to their office.
“Hi Alex. Do you know where Sammy is?”
“Hello to you too. I know that she is on your mind 24/7 but man up” He joked
“Alex it’s not the time. We had a fight this morning.”
“She’s back already? I don't know where she is. I'll call her”
I waited as Alex tried to contact her. “ I keep getting her answering machine. I’m sorry man.”
“What am I supposed to do know?” I asked myself I guess
“Don’t worry. She forgives easily. That’s probably why she left after the fight so that she could stay mad for a longer time.” Alex said
“She left around 7 It’s 12 now. She is never going to forgive me”
“What did you do?” Alex asked
“I made a drunken mistake”
Alex nodded like he understood the whole thing. “Maybe her mom knows where she is . But she probably working on patients now. Or we can ask Luke”
We both went to Luke’s office.
Sammy’s p.o.v.
I went home and packed my stuff. I drove to aunt Esther. I explained her everything. She promised that she won’t tell anyone were I’m exactly going to be living in NY. I also called Luke and told him the same. I went to each of my friend and said goodbye. The at least deserve a goodbye. They were always there for me. They never let me down even If I was being bitchy. They all promised not to tell Harry anything.
“Bye Car.” I said hugging her and crying a little
“Can’t you stay longer?” She asked with tears in her eyes
“I’m sorry I can’t. You are the last person I had to say goodbye to and it’s already 3. My flight is at 6. I need to go now.”
“Call me when you get there. I’ll be flying over for Christmas”
“You should spend Christmas with your family Car”
“You are my family and who said that they won’t be join me to NY?” She smiled
“Okay then. I guess this is goodbye” I said
“See you again not goodbye. And don't you dare to forget me.”
“You are my best friend I will never be able to forget you or replace you”
“Just reminding you. Bye” She hugged me for the hundredth time
I felt guilty for leaving her. Now she going to have share this room with a stranger.
“Bye” I said. She waved while I drove away.
Harry’s p.o.v.
After 1 hour of convincing Luke to tell us where Sammy is he finally gave in.
“I’m going to tell you this because I think that you make her happy. I’m not breaking my promise, I swore on Meera. The only thing that I can tell you is that her flight leaves at 6” Luke said
‘Thank you Luke. I will fix everything.”
“You can thank me later. Go get your girl before it is too late”
“Luke’s right Harry. Go before she leaves” Alex spoke
I sat in my Range Rover and drove to the airport. I need to apologise. I should have never yelled at her, gotten drunk and slept with Taylor. She was right with not trusting me in that way. She was only gone for 2 days and I slept with my ex. I just hope she forgives me but for that I need to be there before she leaves. Stupid traffic!
Sammy’s p.o.v.
I was sitting and waiting for the jet to be ready.
“Miss Roy. We are sorry but you will have to wait for 1 more hour” Cameron said
Cameron has worked for my dad for years.
“It’s okay. Just try to hurry. I want to get away as soon as possible. And please call me Sammy”
“I will and I’m sorry I always forget to call you be your name”
He left and I read a book till I got bored so I put some music on my phone. I was listening to Fix you from Cold Play. ( Listen while reading)
Why do people break promises? My whole life I’ve seen people lie and cheat. Mom and dad promised each other forever. That forever was really short. Mom’s second husband Eric cheated on her. Matt cheated on me. Tyler cheated on Caroline. And the list goes on. We are so selfish that we hurt others so much and continue with our lives like nothing happened. Work is going to be my only priority for some years. I can’t think of loving someone. I made my feel so vulnerable. I love Harry but I can’t do this. He is right If there isn’t trust in a relationship then there isn’t a relationship. I drove him to Taylor. I was my fault. Me leaving is the best thing for everyone.
“Sameera the jet is ready” Cameron said
“I will be there in a sec.” I said I didn’t stop listening to fix you
I looked at the airport entrance. I don’t know why but I had a weird feeling that Harry was going to come thru the doors and fix everything. But sadly there my life isn’t e a fairy tale. I chuckled at my naïve thought.
Goodbye L.A and my past . NY will meet a brand new Sammy.
Harry’s p.o.v.
I ran thru the doors of the airport. I saw Sammy going to her jet. I shouted her name but she didn’t hear me.
“Sir you are disturbing everyone. Can you please be quiet.” An old airport lady said
“I’m sorry my girlfriend is leaving and I need to stop her.”
“You first need to get a ticket. Let go over there and get you one”
Sammy’s p.o.v.
“Sammy” I thought I heard someone shout. I looked back but saw no one. Great know I’m hearing voices as well. Just pull yourself together get on the jet and leave. I told myself.
Harry’s p.o.v.
I ran as fast as a person can. But I was late. I saw her jet take off. And no one could tell me where she was going. This couldn't be the end.
― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones
Sammy’s p.o.v.
“Are you sure?” Dad asked
“100% Dad!” I replied
“I’m glad you're making a decision by only using your brain” Dad said
“I thought that the heart was always right and had the upper hand in the matters between brain and heart. But I have been proven wrong. Dad can you make sure that I can leave tonight for New York?”
“Of course I can. That’s a great idea. Then you'll have more time to settle down. How did Harry react?”
“We broke up and I need to get away. This work and study thing is the perfect escape”
“Sammy you're aren’t using this as to get away from him?”
“No dad this is my dream. And I don't want to talk to him. I have said what I wanted . “ I sort of lied
“I will arrange everything. Your flight is at 6 p.m. and a driver will pick you up and bring you to your place in NY”
“Dad you need to make a promise to me”
“What is it Sammy?”
“Swear on Claire and me ” I knew that he would lie if he swore on Claire. She might be dead but dad loved her more than anything.
“I swear, now tell me”
“Don't tell anyone where I'm staying in NY. I will tell who I want to know”
“I won't tell a soul angel. But Luke already knows.”
“That’s fine. I'll talk to him about it”
“Take care and have a safe flight tonight”
“Thanks for everything dad. And I'm taking the private jet right?"
“You are welcome. Yes you will be going with the family jet. Call me when you land”
“I will. Bye”
“Bye”
Harry’s p.o.v.
This is not how it was supposed to go. I went to my room and quickly pulled out jeans and put them on.
“Harry come back to bed” Taylor begged
“Taylor this was a mistake. I was drunk. And I have a girlfriend”
“Ex. Remember she broke up with you. I have ears you know. And it doesn’t matter, you were going to break up with her sooner or later. “
“I love her! And I’m going to make it better again.” I said while throwing her dress to her “Get dress and go away”
She got dressed “ Harry you will be sorry that you let me walk away.”
“No I will not. But I'm going to be sorry if I let Sammy walk away”
She rolled her eyes and walked out my house. I drove as fast as I could. Taylor wasted so much time getting out of the house it’s already 11 a.m. I wished I could turn back time and go back to 7 in the morning and fix everything. If have already checked her dorm. She wasn’t there. She wasn’t at her dad’s place either, no one was actually. That was weird there is always someone there. I had never been to her dad or mom’s separate places. I had no idea where to go now.
I stopped the car and tried calling her again. “Hey, I’m sorry I am spending time with my wonderful boyfriend Harry Styles. Please leave a message after the tone and I will call you back” Her voicemail said. I made her say that. After I won a bet
.I thought of giving up. But Alex and Luke came to my mind. They would be working right now. The might know where Sameera is. I drove to their office.
“Hi Alex. Do you know where Sammy is?”
“Hello to you too. I know that she is on your mind 24/7 but man up” He joked
“Alex it’s not the time. We had a fight this morning.”
“She’s back already? I don't know where she is. I'll call her”
I waited as Alex tried to contact
her. “ I keep getting her answering machine. I’m sorry man.”“What am I supposed to do know?” I asked myself I guess
“Don’t worry. She forgives easily. That’s probably why she left after the fight so that she could stay mad for a longer time.” Alex said
“She left around 7 It’s 12 now. She is never going to forgive me”
“What did you do?” Alex asked
“I made a drunken mistake”
Alex nodded like he understood the whole thing. “Maybe her mom knows where she is . But she probably working on patients now. Or we can ask Luke”
We both went to Luke’s office.
Sammy’s p.o.v.
I went home and packed my stuff. I drove to aunt Esther. I explained her everything. She promised that she won’t tell anyone were I’m exactly going to be living in NY. I also called Luke and told him the same. I went to each of my friend and said goodbye. The at least deserve a goodbye. They were always there for me. They never let me down even If I was being bitchy. They all promised not to tell Harry anything.
“Bye Car.” I said hugging her and crying a little
“Can’t you stay longer?” She asked with tears in her eyes
“I’m sorry I can’t. You are the last person I had to say goodbye to and it’s already 3. My flight is at 6. I need to go now.”
“Call me when you get there. I’ll be flying over for Christmas”
“You should spend Christmas with your family Car”
“You are my family and who said that they won’t be join
me to NY?” She smiled“Okay
then. I guess this is goodbye” I said“See you again not goodbye. And don't you dare to forget me.”
“You are my best friend I will never be able to forget you or replace you”
“Just reminding you. Bye” She hugged me for the hundredth time
I felt guilty for leaving her. Now she going to have share this room with a stranger.
“Bye” I said. She waved while I drove away.
Harry’s p.o.v.
After 1 hour of convincing Luke to tell us where Sammy is he finally gave in.
“I’m going to tell you this because I think that you make her happy. I’m not breaking my promise, I swore on Meera. The only thing that I can tell you is that her flight leaves at 6” Luke said
‘Thank you Luke. I will fix everything.”
“You can thank me later. Go get your girl before it is too late”
“Luke’s right Harry. Go before she leaves” Alex spoke
I sat in my Range Rover and drove to the airport. I need to apologise. I should have never yelled at her, gotten drunk and slept with Taylor. She was right with not trusting me in that way. She was only gone for 2 days and I slept with my ex. I just hope she forgives me but for that I need to be there before she leaves. Stupid traffic!
Sammy’s p.o.v.
I was sitting and waiting for the jet to be ready.
“Miss Roy. We are sorry but you will have to wait for 1 more hour” Cameron said
Cameron has worked for my dad for years.
“It’s okay
. Just try to hurry. I want to get away as soon as possible. And please call me Sammy”“I will and I’m sorry I always forget to call you be your name”
He left and I read a book till I got bored so I put some music on my phone. I was listening to Fix you from Cold Play. ( Listen while reading)
Why do people break promises? My whole life I’ve seen people lie and cheat. Mom and dad promised each other forever. That forever was really short. Mom’s second husband Eric cheated on her. Matt cheated on me. Tyler cheated on Caroline. And the list goes on. We are so selfish that we hurt others so much and continue with our lives like nothing happened. Work is going to be my only priority for some years. I can’t think of loving someone. I made my feel so vulnerable. I love Harry but I can’t do this. He is right If there isn’t trust in a relationship
then there isn’t a relationship. I drove him to Taylor. I was my fault. Me leaving is the best thing for everyone.“Sameera the jet is ready” Cameron said
“I will be there in a sec.” I said I didn’t stop listening to fix you
I looked at the airport entrance. I don’t know why but I had a weird feeling that Harry was going to come thru the doors and fix everything. But sadly there my life isn’t e a fairy tale. I chuckled at my naïve thought.
Goodbye L.A and my past . NY will meet a brand new Sammy.
Harry’s p.o.v.
I ran thru the doors of the airport. I saw Sammy going to her jet. I shouted her name but she didn’t hear me.
“Sir you are disturbing everyone. Can you please be quiet.” An old airport lady
said“I’m sorry my girlfriend is leaving and I need to stop her.”
“You first need to get a ticket. Let go over there and get you one”
Sammy’s p.o.v.
“Sammy” I thought I heard someone shout. I looked back but saw no one. Great know I’m hearing voices as well. Just pull yourself together get on the jet and leave. I told myself.
Harry’s p.o.v.
I ran as fast as a person can. But I was late. I saw her jet take off. And no one could tell me where she was going. This couldn't be the end.
Notes
Long chapter! I'm sorry for not updating sooner. My exams are strarting soon so I'm not sure when the next update will be.Hope you guys like the story this far.
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6/21/14