If you know someone who tries to drown their sorrows, you might tell them sorrows know how to swim. ~Quoted in P.S. I Love You, compiled by H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

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Harry's p.o.v.

"Don't miss me too much" Sammy said walking towards her car.

"I will try but it's such a long time" I pouted

"Harry it's 3 days. I will be back on monday" she reminded me

"Do you want me to pick you up then?" I asked

"No I'll just see you at uni" She smiled

We kissed one more time and then she left. I already miss her.
I stayed home on friday. I did my homework and ordered some pizza. I was about to go to sleep

Hey, we are going to Bar 301 tomorrow. Do you want to join us? - Kol

Sounds fun. Text me the time and address - Harry

I also saw that Sammy had texted me

Hi Harry, I miss you sooooo much :( . My cousins freaked out when they heard that we were dating. They absolutely adore you :) xx - Sammy

Hi babe, I miss you too :(. Are they hot ;)? xx - Harry

You are such a perv. They are 10 and 14. What are you doing this weekend? xx - Sammy

I would like to do you but since that's not an option ;) I'm going clubbing with Kol , Matt and others tomorrow and I'm going to a club opening with Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn on sunday xx
- Harry

Like I said such a perv. xx - Sammy

You bring up this side of me you're to blame for my behavior xx - Harry

I'm going to watch a movie. I text or call you tomorrow. Have fun with the boys. But not too much xx - Sammy

I will try to have limited fun. Love you xx - Harry

Love you too xx - Sammy

After that message I fell asleep. The next morning was chaotic. I had to record for a new album. I had to do a signing. It was almost 7 p.m when I got back home. I quickly changed.

I drove to the club. I saw Nate and Jenny at the bar.

"Hi guys"

"Hi Harry. Where's Sammy?" Jenny asked

"She is visiting family" Nate answered for me

"I wanna dance Nate join me?" Jenny asked

"Why don't you go dance with Blair and Caroline. I be there in a minute" Nate said

Jenny left us and Matt joined us with 3 shots.

"Drink up guys" Matt said

We did as told. " Harry is she going or not?" Matt asked

"What do you mean?"

"He means that is Sammy taking her dream job?" Nate replied

"You two know?" I asked

"Of course we do. It's her dream. She must really love you"

"Love us guys. She doesn't want to leave any of us" I said

"Who are you kidding! She told us that she could stay away from us for some time because we wouldn't go anywhere. We will always be there for her. But she is scared of losing you. She is afraid that you might forget her and date someone else. Like Taylor or Cara" Matt said harshly

"Matt you need some fresh air" Said Nate

Nate took him outside.

"What was that about?" asked Kol. He downed a shot and gave one to me.

"Sammy going to New York to work for some women" I answered

"She got accepted? When is she leaving?" He asked

"She said that she couldn't leave all of us" I said

"You mean she couldn't leave you. Harry she always wanted to go and work with Courtney. And she likes NY"

Sammy lied to me I am the only person holding her back from her dream.

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Nate's p.o.v.

"Matt what is wrong with you? Sammy specifically told us not to tell Harry anything about that"

"He needs to know that he is keeping her away from success and happiness. I know she loves him and everything but we know need to help her think straight. She is throwing away such a good opportunity. His friends would do the same" Matt said

He was right. This is Sammy's dream. But she is somewhere deep inside scared of losing him. She turns around and people she loves replace her and get her fear for losing Harry. I called Sammy and told her that Harry knew.

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Harry' s p.o.v.

I drove home. I couldn't take it anymore. Sammy was calling me non stop. I talk to her in the morning I'm not in the mood right now. I might say something that I'll regret.

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Next morning .......

Harry's p.o.v.

I spend my sunday with Louis and Niall. We played some football and I tried to forget last night.

"You okay Hazza?" Louis asked after I missed again.

"Yeah I'm alright" I said. My phone went off again

"Aren't you going to take that?" Niall asked.

"I am. I'll be right back" I replied. I couldn't ignore her forever.

Sammy: OMG Harry are you okay? I have called you like a 100 times
Harry: Sammy I know that you lied
Sammy: I didn't want you to find out like this
Harry: Then how did you want me to find out?!
Sammy: Please don't be angry
Harry: Why would you lie? You know how bad I feel for holding you back?
Sammy: I didn't tell you because of how you would react. You are blaming yourself.
Harry: Who else should I blame? You don't even trust me. Why can't you understand that I won't leave you.
Sammy: I am scared. I don't know. I have trust issues I guess. Somewhere in the back of my mind I have this idea that you will leave me.
Harry: Why?
Sammy: I don't know
Harry: We can't be together if you can't trust me Sammy!
Sammy: I trust you. I trust you well enough to leave you alone for a whole weekend!
Harry: What is that supposed to mean? Do you think that I will hook up with someone while you are gone?
Sammy: That's not what I meant
Harry: Then what do you mean?
Sammy: I don't know you are confusing me
Harry: Call me when you aren't confused!

I hanged up. There was no point in talking more. She was yelling as was I.

"Guys lets go to that club opening!" I shouted

The opening went great. I don't know when I started drinking but right now i'm having my 5th drink.

"Hello handsome" Said the last person that I wanted to see right now.

"Taylor what are you doing here?" I asked her

"I heard that you were going to be here. Where is that girlfriend of your?"

"That's none of your business!"

"Trouble in paradise" She smirked

"Just go away Taylor. I'm not in the mood"

"I just want to have a drink with you that's all. I will leave after that"

I know that she won't leave me if I didn't have a drink with her. I ordered a drink for her. She then ordered some shots and one vodka bottle. We drank so much that I could pass out any moment.

"And then she say that she doesn't know" I complained

"Oh Harry you deserve better" Taylor tells me

I don't know how everything escalated so quickly but the next thing I know is that she was in my bedroom and my lips were on hers .....................

Notes

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