Mine

They say the second before you die your life flashes before your eyes.
I hope so much that's true... Then you get a photo album of every moment so you know you were here, that you were loved, that you existed.
You must need that second to prepare because you don't think, well at least my friend didn't think he was going to die.
So that one second between life and death was all you got... To say goodbye.

I slowly walked out of the cemetery... I hugged Harry as soon as I saw him and dug my head into his chest. I didn't cry because I was afraid that if I cried... I wouldn't be able to stop.
He turned his head... I followed his eye line to see paparazzi taking photos... ARE THEY KIDDING?!
I was about to yell at them when Harry pulled me back, "It's not worth it" he said, and he was right.
Harry walked me home. "Do you want to stay over tonight?" I asked, "Sure" he replied.
I quietly went into my room to pick up my clothes off the floor. I turned around "AH" Harry laughed. "Jesus Harry you scared the living day lights out of me!" He laughed again. Even though Harry and I weren't together anymore we still remained friends... Best friends actually.
I got some blankets and pillows and set them up on the couch, "Here I got a lot of movies out of the cabinet" "great lets see" he took the DVDs out of my hand... "My sisters keeper?" I nodded my head in yes.
I slowly fell asleep on is shoulder... When I woke up it was dark and the movie was turned off, I felt two arms pick me up bridal style... "What am I going to do with you?" I heard him say. I slowly opened my eyes but not wide enough for him to see I was awake... I liked being carried it made me feel safe and warm.
I felt Harry gently lay me down in my bed, it wasn't long until I felt the bed shift under Harry's weight, then I felt the blanket being pulled over my body giving me sweet warmth and finally a sweet kiss.
I walking on the stage I slowly kept walking as if there was something important at the other end, and there was... It was Sammy..."Help me Sammy" I said, "Help yourself Natalie" I reached my hand out to touch his but something kept pulling me away "SAMMY!"
I woke up.
It was so dark....
"Natalie wake up the memorial we have to go"
We were having a memorial at the beach for Sammy.
We got to the beach where there was a small campfire where my friends were roasting marshmallows and a big picture of Sammy.
We all talked about Sammy's life and had our little flashbacks...
"The best way to sum up Sammy is with his own words so this is a list he wrote before first year"
"Number 50: Disapprove the validity of jockstraps"
Everyone laughed
"Number 49: Make Ballet an Olympic sport"
"He asked me to help him out with that" Claire's brother said.
Everyone smiles and chuckled a little.
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"21: Get a tattoo"
Everyone smiled we all knew he achieved that.
"20: Dance on top of the Harbour bridge"
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"4: Stand up to my dad"
Which he did, Tia was happy he got to do that
"Number 3: Fall in love so my heart takes over from my head"
Tia and Sammy's boyfriend teared up the most at this one because he loved them a lot and dated them before he died.
"Number 2: Get into the National Academy of dance"
He loved being apart of the academy, we all did but Sammy probably appreciated it the most.
"And Number 1:"
Harry stopped for a moment, cried and covered his mouth..
"Make a group of friends I'll know for the rest of my life"
We all started to silently cry.. Except for me.
"Sammy didn't complete all of these.. But he definitely completed the last one"
"Now it's time for Sammy's favourite song" Claire stoop up and played something... Barbie Girl.
We all laughed.
"Haha that was ahah not his favourite song ahah" Ollie barely managed to speak.
"It was played ahah 368 times"
We all laughed again.
"Okay skipping to The next favourite" Claire then played a different song.. More than life by Whitney.
We all cuddled and talked.
The sun started to rise.
"Up" Claire offered her hand to her big brother "We're dancing"
They both laughed as they ran towards the salty water everyone else followed except me and Tia.
"I haven't cried since it happened... What's wrong with me?"
"Trust me It'll happen"
"Come on"
Tia offered her hand and we joined the rest of our friends dancing in the beach water.
I don't know how to breathe properly now that my friend is gone... I want to kick and scream and take it back.
I'd give anything for this awful emptiness to go away. And more than anything, I don't want to say goodbye, so I won't. I'll just say thank you that I knew him.

Notes

If you liked this chapter this one was based on dance academy 2x25 :) I cried during this episode I love it so much! :) thanks for reading I haven't been on lately because I just got back from Europe and my mum died 2 weeks ago.
Thank you for your patience I will try to do a chapter per every couple of days now! Xx please tell your friends about my fanfiction.