Gotta Be You

"Look” I said and pointed at the computer screen. Niall leaned over my should and read all my mentions. Death threats filled them up. A few random nice and sweet tweets here and there and other tweets. Alot of them said “I dont see why Niall would even try to save her. I would have let the man kill her ugly slutty self.” and “She deserved to get raped. The guy should have killed her right then and there” and worse “Shes such a whore. Sleeping with other guys when dating Niall. wow”

“Ignore them. Your perfect and don’t deserve any of this.” He hugged me tightly as I cried into his chest.

I woke up. It was 3:17 am. I cried myself to sleep in Nialls arms I guess. I got on twitter to look at my mentions again. More and more hate. Words like fat and ugly and shitty whore everywhere. I closed my laptop and got up and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I messed with my hair and cheeks a little and then I lifted up my shirt and thought to myself “I could lose some weight. Maybe they are right.” I walked out of the bathroom and out of Niallls room quitely closing the door behind me so I didnt wake up Niall. I tried to be quite walking down the stairs but I dont know if I did a good job. I walked into the kitchen and sat down at the bar. I thought for a while and then decided to do it. I got up and looked through the drawers until I found it. A razor blade. I walked over to the sink and turned the water on and took a deep breathe in held it for about a couple of seconds and let out. I put the razor to my wrist and slowly put pressure. My heart was telling me to stop and that it was wrong but my head kept aching and pushing. My mind kept replaying me scrolling through my mentions reading all the hate. I then slowly moved the blade.

“Ahhh….gah!!” I screamed. I took a towel and bit down on it continue to cutting. I began to cry and scream more trying to myself so no one could hear me. Thats when I heard footsteps and Liam come around the corner.

“Skye!! STOP! What are you doing?” He rushed over to me and grabbed behind my wrist to see where I cut. The look on his face pained me. He took the razor out of my right hand and threw it away in the trash. I started to cry even more. My sobbing was so loud that it woke up the whole house. I heard footsteps come from upstairs and downstairs. The kitchen light turned on and I looked to see Louis Harry and Zayn standing there. Thats when I saw Niall come around the corner of the stairs and push through the boys. He looked at me seeing the blood on his shirt and on my arm and cheek. I saw a tear stroll down the side of his cheek.

“What did you do?” He said to me moving closer to me. I put my arm out more to show him my wrist.

“Is this because of what people were saying to you on twitter?” he said to me. I stood there for a couple of seconds and the tears came on stronger.

“Skye is it?” He said a little louder moving in closer. We were then face to face to each other. I looked down at my feet. I nodded my yes and looked back at him. He took my arm and put it over by the sink and washed my blood of my arm. He took a wet rag to my cheek and wiped the blood off of there too. The boys wished us both a goodnight and all walked out besides Louis. He came over to me and gave me a big hug.

“You know, if you ever need anyone to talk to Im always here. And theres even Eleanor and Perrie. And Im sure Dani wouldn’t even mind.” He kissed my fourhead and wished Niall and I goodnight and walked back to his room.

After Niall washed my arm and wrapped it up, he took my hand and went to his bedroom with me following behind him. He opened up his drawer and handed me a new shirt.

“Take that one off. You need a new and clean one” I took of my shirt and threw it into a corner and put the new shirt down. I walked over to the bed sat cross-legged. I looked around the room and took a pillow, shoved my face in it and screamed and cried. I felt Nialls arms wrap around me. He rocked me gently back and forth singing in my ear “Little Things.” Chills were sent down my back and he continued to sing as I cried. He took the pillow away from my faced and gently kissed me on the lips. I fell asleep in his arms again until the morning.

I woke up around 10 am. I rolled over to see if Niall was asleep but when I did he was sitting there looking straight at me with his head propped up but his hand.

“Goodmorning beautiful!” He said happily and then kissed me on the forhead. “What do you want for breakfast?”

“Whatever you want Im fine with!” I said and followed him as he walked out the dooor.

“Well then here.” He handed me a pair of his supras. I smiled a big smile and took them out of his hands.

“Whats this for?”

“Im taking you out for breakfast. You need shoes to wear out right?” he replied back.

“Well yea. But your letting me wear your Supras?” I said with a questioning look on my face.

He turned to me and gave me a cheesy look. “Yes. BUT you have to promise not to ruin or scuff them.” I nodded my head yes. He put out his hand and stuck his pinky finger out.

“Pinky promise me?”

“Pinky promise.” I wrapped my finger around his.

“Kiss promise me?

“Kiss promise? Ive never heard of that.” I laughed and kissed him on the lips. “I kiss promise!” I said smiling at him. I quickly put on his shoes brushed my hair and followed Niall out of the house to the van. 20 minutes later we pulled up into the Denny’s parking lot. After breakfast Niall took me to the mall.

“What are we doing here?” I asked opening up my door. Thats when all of the sudden….