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Why Don't You Love Me?

Chapter Thirty Five

Bella's P.o.v

''I don't think we can go out..'' I yelled so Harry could hear me from down the hall.

I heard his feet hurry down the hall..

''Why?'' He asked. I pointed at the window. It was pouring rain and dark.

''We'll just have a date here then.'' He said as he wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me close to him, making me smile.

''Let's just watch a movie'' I said swirling his curls in my finger.

''Are you sure?'' He asked with looking at me in the eye's.

'' Yea.. It's better than some fancy dinner if you ask me'' I said as I graved his hand and walked over to the couch and sat down.

He did the same as me. But then graved my thighs and put them on top of his. I don't know why but he likes doing that. I think it's cute.

''What do you want to watch?'' He asked as he took the remote and turn the T.V on.

'' Anythings fine with me..'' I shrugged.

''Alright''

I was woken up by thunder, it made me jump. When I did I wasn't on the couch but on Harry's bed. But no Harry.

I swung my leg's over the bed and rubbed my eye's, I couldn't see very clear. Once I opened them I saw Harry's shadow coming closer to the room. You could tell it was him because of his hair and hight.

''I go some candles the light went out..'' He mumbled and turned one on and set it down on my side of the bed and the same with his side.

He then laid down on the bed and I went over to him. Wrapping my arms around his torso.

''I don't want to go to university..'' I mumbled..

I just don't really feel like it.

''Why don't you do what some people do. Take a year off then go next year...'' He said playing with my hair.

I nodded. ''I wanna do that''

''Good..''

''But what about the money?'' I asked.

He sighed and stopped playing with my hair. I looked up at him from where I was at.

''It's time to tell you.. But just don't get mad okay?'' He asked. I looked at him confused. Mad?

''Your dad..he gave me money...for you and me...If I sold the drug's and over the years..I've saved up some so we could have some for the future..'' He said playing with my hair.

''You where connected with my dad and didn't even bother to tell me? For all these years?'' I said pissed off now standing up.

''You where the one who told me to leave him!''

''Bella. He didn't want you! I did! I wanted you. I needed you!'' He said coming closer to me.

I shook my head trying to process this. A tear left my eye's.

''I let myself believe I was his little girl..'' I said as I began to cry a little more.

I always wanted a dad. The ones one T.V? Yea those.

''Shh it's okay..'' Harrys said as I felt his and around my waist and hugging me.

''Thank you..'' I mumbled against his skin.

''For what?'' I heard him chuckle softly.

''Everything..''