Harry's P.o.v

I let out a groan as Bella got on top of me. I smirked thinking about where this was going.


''Guess what'' She said lacing our finger's together.


''What?'' I said with a smirk, looking at the position we are in.


''I kinda want to apply to a scholarship..What do you think?'' She asked biting her lip.


I didn't really know how to answer that. If she goes for it she could get in and..leave me. If she doesn't, knowing her she'll try to apply to another one. If I don't let her go, I'll seem clingy. What should I say?


''I-I don't know...'' I said speaking my mind.


I just barely got her.


''Why do you want to go?'' I asked sitting up so that we were face leaved.


''I don't know to get a good job. Earn good money?'' She said looking at me.


''Harry I don't want you to be a drug dealer the rest of you life...''


''I'll get a job then..'' I said pulling our fingers apart and crossing them over my chest.


''You don't want me to go. do you?'' She said still sitting on my lap.


''I just got you Bells..'' I said .


''Harry it's not like they said yes or anything. I want go any where promise..'' She swirling her hair with her finger.


'' It's just..What if you meet someone there?'' I asked as I put my hands on her hips and pulled her closer to my body.


''I'll became a loner if you want..'' She said pressing her forehead against my own.


''Let's just see how it works out..'' I said giving in. A smile appeared on her face, and she leaned in and kissed my lips.


I graved hold of her waist and stared rocking her body on mine making me groan. She pulled away and graved hold of my hands.


''Why did you stop?'' I asked with a pout.


''We don't have condoms..'' She mumbled. I nodded, before she climb of me and left me wanting more. Her head laid down on my chest. I bit my lip before speaking up.


''Where you Liam's girlfriend?'' I asked without thinking. Well shit.


She sighed and sat up.


''Who told you?'' She asked not looking at me, but our hands.


''You were?'' I asked shocked. She was?


''When we where in middle school.. Before you even showed up..''


''Why didn't you ever tell me?''


''It isn't important..'' She mumbled.


''It isn't? He was your first kiss wasn't he?'' I asked angrily.


''Harry that was years ago! Before I even met you! It was nothing let it go! I never said anything about your one night stands!''


''Well you know about those!'' I said getting pissed.


She sighed and cupped my face in her hands.


I looked at her with anger.


''Let it go'' She said leaning up and kissing me. I tried not to kiss back, but failed.


She pulled away looking at me in the eye's.


''He wasn't my first love..My first time..''She mumbled kissing my neck. Also biting on the skin.


She's right. I'm getting worked up for nothing.


'Babe stop we don't have condoms..'' I moaned. She giggled into my neck.


''Your not mad any more?'' She asked.


''Nope..'' I said pecking her lips.

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[FEW HOURS LATER]


''Was she good?'' Louis asked as he took a bite from his pizza.


''For a virgin, Yea she was..'' I said smiling at the memory.


''Sorry I never told you mate..'' Liam mumbled.


''Don't worry about I'm over it..'' I said as I took a bite from my pizza


He smiled and laid back in the coach.


''So I heard what you did to John... Mate you could have called us for back up'' Louis said


'' I know it's just I got so mad that he did that right in front of me, I did it without thinking..''


''Does she know about it?'' He asked.


''Surprisingly she hasn't asked. I don't think she like's to talk about it..So I'm just gonna keep it a secret..''


''Does she remember?''


''No she passed out..''


He nodded. I know I haven't told her about it. It kills me really. But I just don't think she'll look at me the same if I told her what I did.


''Don't worry mate. I still haven't told El'' Louis said patting my back.


I smiled and nodded.


At least I'm not the only one.

Notes

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