Bella's P.o.v



I stared at Harry confused who would be out at this hour? It's 12:00 for crying out loud.


'I'll uh, get it' I said as I stood up and made my way to the front door.


As I opened the door, there stood Perrie crying. What?


'Where's Harry?' She cried more.


Well Hello to you to.


'Harry' I yell as I let Perrie in.


I hear his footstep's come down the stair's. He look's at me then at Perrie, immediately run's to her side.


'What's wrong? are you okay?' He asked as he sat her down on the couch.


'Z-zayn overdosed' She cried harder.


'H-he's in the h-hospital, and they said he has a 50,50 percent chance he could make it' She cried harder.

WHAT?

'WHAT!'Harry said as he stood up and walked around the room.


'They said I had to go home and rest b-but How they fucking hell can I rest when my other half might end up..' She trailed off as her eye's widen. Harry ran to her side and bent down to her.


'Don't think that way, it's his first time h-he can make'I heard said as he trailed of and stared to think.


'I'll go see him right now you stay here with Bella. I'll tell you how he is in the morning' Harry said as he stood up and graved his coat, that was laying on the couch and opened the door to leave but then turned on his heal ,and came up to me and kissed my lip's.

'I'll be back soon aright Bells?' He asked as he kissed my forehead and with that he left.


'Did Harry just?' Perrie asked confused.


'Uh..yeah' I said trying not to make this about me.


'He actually told you!' She asked surprised and crying at the same time.


'I was actually going to give him 100 pounds to go to the store and buy some balls, because clearly he doesn't have any' She said trying to lighten the mood.


I laughed a little.


'Can you make me some tea please?' She asked looking up at me , just nodded.

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Perrie was asleep in Harry's room and I was in mine getting ready to go to sleep. I just hope Zayn is fine, It would not just kill me if he something bad happened to him but, everyone else. Especially Perrie, she love's him with a passion. Just seeing them together make's you want to become a better couple. That's how cute they are. I just hope and pray to god that everything will be fine again. Just the way thing's use to be. It's crazy really how, your life can change in less then a minute. Sometime's the change is good or bad. I only hope it's good this time.

RING!


I stood up from my bed and went over to my phone that was charging by my drawer.



Harry.


I smiled before answering.


'Hello?' I said


'Bells? where you asleep?'His voice seemed a bit more calmer then earlier.


'Well then why am I answering?' I ask with a chuckle. Sometime he could be the biggest idiot in the world, but I liked that.


'Very funny...How's Perrie?'


'I put a sleeping pill in her tea so that she would sleep all night'


'Good, because no way in hell is she going to sleep, not when he's not next to her'


See what I mean? If Zayn and Perrie are something it's inspiration. Every time to you seem them you think I want to merry or be with someone like them.


'I miss you..' I heard Harry interrupt my thought's.


I kinda wanted to be like Perrie and Zayn..


'I miss you to' i said smiling at how cheese we sounded.


'You know I think I might need a pill to' I said as i played with my nail polish that was on my drawer.


I heard him laugh into the phone. I love his laugh.


'You sound cheese Bells' He said as he took it as a joke, but it wasn't. This was my first in months sleeping on my own. It feel's like you know when your to old to sleep in your mom's bed? and she make's you your room and everything so you could stay in there. I don't know why but I felt like that.


'I'm serious' I murmured into the phone, I bet he didn't even hear me.


'It's just one night Bells, you'll make it threw...if not just do what you did to Perrie' I heard say his voice sounding with regret.


Oh he did hear.


'How is he?' I ask worried.


'I'm still in the waiting room..'He sighed threw the phone.


'Oh.. do you want me to go over the-'I stared but was cut off.


'No, just stay there I'll tell you when to come or not' He sounded tired, sad and confused.


'Just take care of him and of you alright?' I asked threw phone.

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'Don't worry everything will go back to the way it was' He said.


Everything?


'Everything?' I asked speaking my mind for once.


I heard a deep chuckle as he heard me say that.


'Well, not everything...But, uh are you my girlfriend?' He asked.


'Not until you break up with YOUR girlfriend..then I'm all your's' I said


'Right,because we don't have to get to know each other or anything...right?' He asked.


'Right, Baby I know you like the back of my hand' I said witch made him laugh.

'I have to go the doctor's just came out talk to you later,yeah?' He asked threw the phone.


'Love you, bye' I heard him say before I hung up.


I sighed as I plugged my phone in for charging. My feet making there way to my lonely bed.


How could he have waited do long to tell me this?


Will I ever love him?

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Notes

There's one, I know I said I was gonna do it yesterday..but my bother took my computer charger.... Sowwy?
- Mofo