Why Don't You Love Me?
Chapter One
He takes your hand, I die a
little,
I watch your eye's now I'm in riddles,
Why can't you look at me like that?
-I wish, One direction
Harry's p.o.v
I woke up with a huge hangover in my head, Opening my eye's I remember everything from last night. Also waking up to a room that's not mine and the body that laid asleep next my own.
Damn it I promised myself to not do this anymore, I promised to myself for her.
It's not like the chick will remember anyways, I mean if I can't she can't as well right?
Getting up and sliding into my close, then tip-toe out of the..Apartment?
Whatever.
I get into my truck and start it, Waiting for it to heat up with the London cold air, it really didn't help my hangover at all.
I start driving to the my apartment well mine and Bella's, I smiled at the thought.
Your probably think we love each other, like those couples, but no I mean i just slept with someone so why would you think that?
Plus if i was in a relationship with Bella, I wouldn't even think of some other girl when all I would have was her.
Yeah I've been in love with her since the day i met her brown eye's.
Sometime's I think of how it would be to be a couple, kissing, hugging, cooking together. I find it impossible how attached I am to her. Just impossible.
I've only kissed her once and that's when I got her to try some weed, She doesn't remember, I'll bet you anything she doesn't remember.
Her lips felt so soft and so perfect, I'd do anything just to feel them against mine just one last time.
When we met in school, No one ever talked to me but, she was the one who came up to me , She told me that no human should be scared of me, she never was or at lest i think that.
And that's exactly why I love her , Who know's her and doesn't instantly love's her? Not a human that ever walked the planet.
I pulled up to our apartment seeing her leave close the door and turn on her heel.
Honestly I don't like it when she where dresses, even if she's all covered up with a sweeter, It's just i don't like guy's eyeing her. She was mine.
I don't care if she isn't actually mine in the real world, But that doesn't mean I wouldn't stop at nothing to defend her.
Pressing my hand to the middle of the wheel to get her attention witch I succeeded.
I watched her as she mad her way to the truck.
'Hey' she breaths as she let's herself in.
'Hello' I said witch made her giggled from the way i said it.
'Last day?' i asked knowing her last day of high school is today, I already drop out if your wondering.
'Yeah, You gonna be there?'
'You want me to?'
'Course i do' she said as she put her hand on my leg making my body shiver from her touch.
'What time is the graduation?' i asked as i kept my eye's on the road, every once in awhile looking at her from the corner of my eye.
'It's at 9:30, so you should just come in now and we can find our seats' she said as she looked in her bag.
'Yeah okay, but if i get death threats like last time i'm not holding back'
'What are they gonna do about it? Suspend you?' she said with a giggle.
'No, but they can call they cop's'
'I'll bail you out'
'What money?'
'I'll get a job'
'Sorry? i didn't her you right? did you say blow job?' i asked with a smirk.
'Ewwwwwwwwwww, don't disgusting Harry' she said as she made a sour face. Man she's innocent.
'Kidding' i said as we pulled up to the parking lot.
I got out of the truck, and went to her side to open, she was still looking threw her bag.
'What are you looking for?' I asked
'My skittles.' She said still looking.
I let out a laugh, Told you she's innocent.
'We can by you some at the store come on' i said as pulled on her arm.
'But i want to taste the rainbow!" she wined
'You can taste the rainbow after you graduate, now come on' i said leaving her behind, and lighting up my cigarette.
'Wait!' she said behind as she stumbled a little on her way to where i stood.
'Easy there killer' i said as i let out a puff of smoke,
She giggled,
But then she stopped.
'I thought you where going to stop?' she asked in a serious tone, pointing at my cigarette.
'Why does ever girl think she can change a guy?' I asked quoting her favorite show, pretty little liars(A:N)(Sorry i just had to use pll)
She just rolled her eye's,
(A:N)(this is how it looked like)
'I'm not trying to change you, I just want the best for you' S he said as , let my cigarette fall and putting it out with my foot.
' I know' i said as i slung my hand over her shoulder.
She coughed, that's when took my arm off of her,
'Sorry, i don't mean to look like a bitch, it's just i couldn't hold it in anymore'
'Your not a bi-' i was going to say but Vannessa butted in.
'Oh MY GOSHH!!!!' she screamed , now remembering that hangover.
'What?' Bella asked confused.
'John He wan't to go out with you Bella Montgomery!!' She screamed.
My jaw clenched a little.
'W-what?'
'You heard me dirty slut he want you You!' she screamed.
Fucking Hangover.
'Aww how cute would it be if you feel in love with him' She said as she linked her arm with her's.
Not Cute at all is what i think.
'I-I don't know' she mumbled
'Come on! Bitch if i was you I'd I already let him steal my v-card! No offence'
Yeah? Well steal someone else's v-card but not her's, I'm planing on stealing it, yet I've only kissed her.
'I'll think about it'
'Ugh, fine' she groaned.
'Come on let's go change into our graduation thingy' Vannessa said not remembering the name.
'Yeah ok, Meet you there?' she asked as she turned to look at me.
'I'll be the guy with piercings and tattoos' I said with a chuckle.
'I'll be the graduating' she said as she turned and went off with Vannessa.
I graved my phone and dialed Louis number.
It rang twice before he picked up.
'Hello?' he groaned.
'Louis did you get the cake?' i asked
'W-what? Oh yeah don't worry mate I'll be at your's in ten' He said
'Wait where the spare key?' He asked
'Under the mat' i said
'Got it see you soon' he said and with that he hung up.
I hope every thing go's as planned.
"Will Vannessa Ramriez Please come for word?'
Vanessa Walked up and I guess she was the one making a speech.
'Hey!, Well I can see high school is like the movies say, but hey? where hear wear done, and moving on!'
'Some people might have hit a few bump's in the road like having a F in Mr. Snyders or falling in love With Mr. Fitz' Everyone laughed even me.
'That would be cool though having a Mr. Fitz in the school'
'Maybe you can get him next year' she said, Looked over at Bella and saw her talking to that John guy.
My blood boiled,
'Anyway's see you slut's later!!' Vannessa called out running of the stage
I looked over to Bella again and saw her get distractied by Vannessa,I smiled.
She smiled then looked down at her hands,
'I'm so proud of you ' I said as i graved her waist and lifted her up and spined her around
She giggled.
'Have a surprise for you at home' I said with a smirk
little,
I watch your eye's now I'm in riddles,
Why can't you look at me like that?
-I wish, One direction
Harry's p.o.v
I woke up with a huge hangover in my head, Opening my eye's I remember everything from last night. Also waking up to a room that's not mine and the body that laid asleep next my own.
Damn it I promised myself to not do this anymore, I promised to myself for her.
It's not like the chick will remember anyways, I mean if I can't she can't as well right?
Getting up and sliding into my close, then tip-toe out of the..Apartment?
Whatever.
I get into my truck and start it, Waiting for it to heat up with the London cold air, it really didn't help my hangover at all.
I start driving to the my apartment well mine and Bella's, I smiled at the thought.
Your probably think we love each other, like those couples, but no I mean i just slept with someone so why would you think that?
Plus if i was in a relationship with Bella, I wouldn't even think of some other girl when all I would have was her.
Yeah I've been in love with her since the day i met her brown eye's.
Sometime's I think of how it would be to be a couple, kissing, hugging, cooking together. I find it impossible how attached I am to her. Just impossible.
I've only kissed her once and that's when I got her to try some weed, She doesn't remember, I'll bet you anything she doesn't remember.
Her lips felt so soft and so perfect, I'd do anything just to feel them against mine just one last time.
When we met in school, No one ever talked to me but, she was the one who came up to me , She told me that no human should be scared of me, she never was or at lest i think that.
And that's exactly why I love her , Who know's her and doesn't instantly love's her? Not a human that ever walked the planet.
I pulled up to our apartment seeing her leave close the door and turn on her heel.
Honestly I don't like it when she where dresses, even if she's all covered up with a sweeter, It's just i don't like guy's eyeing her. She was mine.
I don't care if she isn't actually mine in the real world, But that doesn't mean I wouldn't stop at nothing to defend her.
Pressing my hand to the middle of the wheel to get her attention witch I succeeded.
I watched her as she mad her way to the truck.
'Hey' she breaths as she let's herself in.
'Hello' I said witch made her giggled from the way i said it.
'Last day?' i asked knowing her last day of high school is today, I already drop out if your wondering.
'Yeah, You gonna be there?'
'You want me to?'
'Course i do' she said as she put her hand on my leg making my body shiver from her touch.
'What time is the graduation?' i asked as i kept my eye's on the road, every once in awhile looking at her from the corner of my eye.
'It's at 9:30, so you should just come in now and we can find our seats' she said as she looked in her bag.
'Yeah okay, but if i get death threats like last time i'm not holding back'
'What are they gonna do about it? Suspend you?' she said with a giggle.
'No, but they can call they cop's'
'I'll bail you out'
'What money?'
'I'll get a job'
'Sorry? i didn't her you right? did you say blow job?' i asked with a smirk.
'Ewwwwwwwwwww, don't disgusting Harry' she said as she made a sour face. Man she's innocent.
'Kidding' i said as we pulled up to the parking lot.
I got out of the truck, and went to her side to open, she was still looking threw her bag.
'What are you looking for?' I asked
'My skittles.' She said still looking.
I let out a laugh, Told you she's innocent.
'We can by you some at the store come on' i said as pulled on her arm.
'But i want to taste the rainbow!" she wined
'You can taste the rainbow after you graduate, now come on' i said leaving her behind, and lighting up my cigarette.
'Wait!' she said behind as she stumbled a little on her way to where i stood.
'Easy there killer' i said as i let out a puff of smoke,
She giggled,
But then she stopped.
'I thought you where going to stop?' she asked in a serious tone, pointing at my cigarette.
'Why does ever girl think she can change a guy?' I asked quoting her favorite show, pretty little liars(A:N)(Sorry i just had to use pll)
She just rolled her eye's,
(A:N)(this is how it looked like)
'I'm not trying to change you, I just want the best for you' S he said as , let my cigarette fall and putting it out with my foot.
' I know' i said as i slung my hand over her shoulder.
She coughed, that's when took my arm off of her,
'Sorry, i don't mean to look like a bitch, it's just i couldn't hold it in anymore'
'Your not a bi-' i was going to say but Vannessa butted in.
'Oh MY GOSHH!!!!' she screamed , now remembering that hangover.
'What?' Bella asked confused.
'John He wan't to go out with you Bella Montgomery!!' She screamed.
My jaw clenched a little.
'W-what?'
'You heard me dirty slut he want you You!' she screamed.
Fucking Hangover.
'Aww how cute would it be if you feel in love with him' She said as she linked her arm with her's.
Not Cute at all is what i think.
'I-I don't know' she mumbled
'Come on! Bitch if i was you I'd I already let him steal my v-card! No offence'
Yeah? Well steal someone else's v-card but not her's, I'm planing on stealing it, yet I've only kissed her.
'I'll think about it'
'Ugh, fine' she groaned.
'Come on let's go change into our graduation thingy' Vannessa said not remembering the name.
'Yeah ok, Meet you there?' she asked as she turned to look at me.
'I'll be the guy with piercings and tattoos' I said with a chuckle.
'I'll be the graduating' she said as she turned and went off with Vannessa.
I graved my phone and dialed Louis number.
It rang twice before he picked up.
'Hello?' he groaned.
'Louis did you get the cake?' i asked
'W-what? Oh yeah don't worry mate I'll be at your's in ten' He said
'Wait where the spare key?' He asked
'Under the mat' i said
'Got it see you soon' he said and with that he hung up.
I hope every thing go's as planned.
"Will Vannessa Ramriez Please come for word?'
Vanessa Walked up and I guess she was the one making a speech.
'Hey!, Well I can see high school is like the movies say, but hey? where hear wear done, and moving on!'
'Some people might have hit a few bump's in the road like having a F in Mr. Snyders or falling in love With Mr. Fitz' Everyone laughed even me.
'That would be cool though having a Mr. Fitz in the school'
'Maybe you can get him next year' she said, Looked over at Bella and saw her talking to that John guy.
My blood boiled,
'Anyway's see you slut's later!!' Vannessa called out running of the stage
I looked over to Bella again and saw her get distractied by Vannessa,I smiled.
She smiled then looked down at her hands,
'I'm so proud of you ' I said as i graved her waist and lifted her up and spined her around
She giggled.
'Have a surprise for you at home' I said with a smirk
Notes
My New fanfict what da ya think?
I leave you guy's with this!
Idk..
hmmmm sexual.....
2/1/15