Trust Issues
Decisions, decisions
Chase's POV:
"Where are you going?" I said catching my breath.
"I can't be around you right now." She said.
"Why did you leave?" I asked right behind her.
"Because, Harry is my boyfriend. I love him very much. It was wrong of me to kiss you like that." She said taking a seat on the curb.
"I'm just confused. I'm attracted to you, but I'm with Harry." She said pushing her hair back.
My body got a sensation. Olivia was attracted me. I was attracted to her too. She was an amazing person. I wish I never cheated on her. I lost her and now another man took her away.
"Can you take me home please?" She asked with tears in her eyes.
"Sure." I said getting up offering her a hand.
She ignored my hand and got up by herself and walked off. I felt like the biggest idiot on the face of the earth. Why did I have to ruin everything and kiss her?! She was just standing there and my emotions got the best of me. I could kiss goodbye ever hanging out with her and calling and texting her. I walked back to the house, thinking how I could fix this. I honestly didn't know what to do. I prayed to god that Olivia would forgive me.
Olivia's POV:
I walked off angry at myself. Not so much at Chase. Even though he made the first move, I continued to kiss him and I enjoyed it. I was so stupid for letting myself go. I waited by Chase's car and waited for him to come. He drove me home and I got out the car before he could open it. I cried a lot when I got home. How could I just kiss Chase? I was in love with Harry. I wanted Harry to be right next to me. To make things better, Harry called me. I wiped away my tears and tried to fix up my voice so it didn't should like I was crying.
"Hey love. What are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm at home." I said with a voice crack.
"Is everything alright? Your voice isn't too convincing." He said.
"Yeah, everything is great. I can't wait for you to come home." I said with tears spilling out.
"Yeah, I can't wait to be with you in four days! I can finally kiss those sweet lips of yours." He said.
I lost it. I moved the phone away from my ear. I cried silently while I put Harry on speaker incase he said something. When I was kissing Chase, he said my lips tasted sweet. I wanted Harry's lips.
"Are you ok Olivia? It sounds like you're crying." He spoke.
"I'm fine Harry. I-I just have to go now." I said hanging up quickly.
I threw my phone at the lamp and watched the lamp fall to the ground and shatter. That's how I felt my relationship with Harry was going to end up. Shattered.
Chase's POV:
I drove home with my hands tighten around the wheel. Our friendship went down the toilet. She won't be able to ever look at me in the eye. There will always be that awkwardness. It was an intimate kiss. I had her lying down on the pool table and my hand was rubbing her thigh. By the way she bit my bottom lip and had her legs wrapped around me, I'd say she was into it too. She obviously wanted me to kiss her because she didn't push me off as soon as I kissed her. I just didn't understand.
Olivia's POV:
Harry tried to get in touch with me but, I wouldn't answer the phone. Every message was the same. "Olivia is everything ok? Are you upset about something?You rushed off the phone and didnt sound ok, please call me back." I couldn't face Harry and tell him I kissed my ex boyfriend and that I was attracted to him. I just couldn't. I didn't want to hurt Harry, I know what that feels like. The next three days were horrible. Chase tried to call and text me, but I never responded to any of them. I don't know what I was feeling. I wasn't mad at him, but at the same time I was and I was also mad at myself. I had to clean up, Harry was coming tomorrow and I had been crying and I looked horrible.
*Next Day*
I took a shower and tried to wash all the guilt off. The hot water ran down my back, making me feel relieved. I walked out and got dress. Today was going to be a fun filled day. I was going out with Elenour and Harry was coming back today. While watching movies at her house, I started to realize that we hadn't hanged out in a long time because I was spending so much time with Chase. Her mouth dropped when I told her everything that happened.
"Wow. So how does he look?" She asked.
I gave her a straight face. That's all she was worried about?
"Does it matter?!" I asked.
"Yes! Now describe." She said.
I got Chase's gorgeous face in my head.
"He's tall. About 6"0. Blue eyes. Short brown hair with a quiff in the front. Amazing jawline. Also he's muscular." I said.
"And he's a photographer. He takes pictures of models and landscape, travels around the world." I added.
"Well, I don't blame you for sharing a passionate kiss! He sounds gorgeous!" She said.
"He is!" I whined.
"Tell me what I should do!" I said.
"Well first let him know your feelings for him. Then say that you guys are better off friends and you are happy in your relationship with Harry." She explained.
"You make it sound so easy!" I whined again.
"Well, you have to do it, or nothing will get solved." She said.
I slumped back in the couch and sighed.
"Where are you going?" I said catching my breath.
"I can't be around you right now." She said.
"Why did you leave?" I asked right behind her.
"Because, Harry is my boyfriend. I love him very much. It was wrong of me to kiss you like that." She said taking a seat on the curb.
"I'm just confused. I'm attracted to you, but I'm with Harry." She said pushing her hair back.
My body got a sensation. Olivia was attracted me. I was attracted to her too. She was an amazing person. I wish I never cheated on her. I lost her and now another man took her away.
"Can you take me home please?" She asked with tears in her eyes.
"Sure." I said getting up offering her a hand.
She ignored my hand and got up by herself and walked off. I felt like the biggest idiot on the face of the earth. Why did I have to ruin everything and kiss her?! She was just standing there and my emotions got the best of me. I could kiss goodbye ever hanging out with her and calling and texting her. I walked back to the house, thinking how I could fix this. I honestly didn't know what to do. I prayed to god that Olivia would forgive me.
Olivia's POV:
I walked off angry at myself. Not so much at Chase. Even though he made the first move, I continued to kiss him and I enjoyed it. I was so stupid for letting myself go. I waited by Chase's car and waited for him to come. He drove me home and I got out the car before he could open it. I cried a lot when I got home. How could I just kiss Chase? I was in love with Harry. I wanted Harry to be right next to me. To make things better, Harry called me. I wiped away my tears and tried to fix up my voice so it didn't should like I was crying.
"Hey love. What are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm at home." I said with a voice crack.
"Is everything alright? Your voice isn't too convincing." He said.
"Yeah, everything is great. I can't wait for you to come home." I said with tears spilling out.
"Yeah, I can't wait to be with you in four days! I can finally kiss those sweet lips of yours." He said.
I lost it. I moved the phone away from my ear. I cried silently while I put Harry on speaker incase he said something. When I was kissing Chase, he said my lips tasted sweet. I wanted Harry's lips.
"Are you ok Olivia? It sounds like you're crying." He spoke.
"I'm fine Harry. I-I just have to go now." I said hanging up quickly.
I threw my phone at the lamp and watched the lamp fall to the ground and shatter. That's how I felt my relationship with Harry was going to end up. Shattered.
Chase's POV:
I drove home with my hands tighten around the wheel. Our friendship went down the toilet. She won't be able to ever look at me in the eye. There will always be that awkwardness. It was an intimate kiss. I had her lying down on the pool table and my hand was rubbing her thigh. By the way she bit my bottom lip and had her legs wrapped around me, I'd say she was into it too. She obviously wanted me to kiss her because she didn't push me off as soon as I kissed her. I just didn't understand.
Olivia's POV:
Harry tried to get in touch with me but, I wouldn't answer the phone. Every message was the same. "Olivia is everything ok? Are you upset about something?You rushed off the phone and didnt sound ok, please call me back." I couldn't face Harry and tell him I kissed my ex boyfriend and that I was attracted to him. I just couldn't. I didn't want to hurt Harry, I know what that feels like. The next three days were horrible. Chase tried to call and text me, but I never responded to any of them. I don't know what I was feeling. I wasn't mad at him, but at the same time I was and I was also mad at myself. I had to clean up, Harry was coming tomorrow and I had been crying and I looked horrible.
*Next Day*
I took a shower and tried to wash all the guilt off. The hot water ran down my back, making me feel relieved. I walked out and got dress. Today was going to be a fun filled day. I was going out with Elenour and Harry was coming back today. While watching movies at her house, I started to realize that we hadn't hanged out in a long time because I was spending so much time with Chase. Her mouth dropped when I told her everything that happened.
"Wow. So how does he look?" She asked.
I gave her a straight face. That's all she was worried about?
"Does it matter?!" I asked.
"Yes! Now describe." She said.
I got Chase's gorgeous face in my head.
"He's tall. About 6"0. Blue eyes. Short brown hair with a quiff in the front. Amazing jawline. Also he's muscular." I said.
"And he's a photographer. He takes pictures of models and landscape, travels around the world." I added.
"Well, I don't blame you for sharing a passionate kiss! He sounds gorgeous!" She said.
"He is!" I whined.
"Tell me what I should do!" I said.
"Well first let him know your feelings for him. Then say that you guys are better off friends and you are happy in your relationship with Harry." She explained.
"You make it sound so easy!" I whined again.
"Well, you have to do it, or nothing will get solved." She said.
I slumped back in the couch and sighed.
2/20/13