Liam's Sex Slave
Epilogue
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Mia’s POV
“Mummy,” I felt my shoulder being shaken as I was laid down in bed. “Mummy, wake up.”
I had already knew that it was my daughter who had woke me up.
Our beautiful daughter Casey Mae Payne was born on April the 14th, 2015. She just turned three years old four months ago. Everybody says she looks more like me than Liam but I don’t think that’s true. Casey has his nose and she definitely has his beautiful brown eyes. Her hair color is a beautiful brown and it did not come from me so I’m sure it came from Liam.
When she was born, it was hard to grasp that we created this humanbeing, this beautiful baby that Liam and I get to call our own. At first, we thought we couldn’t do this, I was having second thoughts and even once suggested adoption for the baby but that only started an argument between us and I would end up crying but he would comfort me and apologize.
When my father found out about my pregnancy, he was upset. He thought I could have had a new start of having a future but surely within the months along being pregnant – with the help of my mom – he knew it was my life and became happy for me. Now, he was not happy that Liam was the father because he did not know we were seeing each other – even though we weren’t when we met – he was worried for me and the baby thinking Liam would leave us behind like any young father would. Liam tried to prove to my father that he loved me and he would never leave the baby and I but my father still couldn’t trust him. Eventually after the baby was born, he could see how much Liam truly loves Casey and I and told him he was wrong and he was part of the family.
I met Liam’s parents for the first time when I was four months pregnant. No one knew how nervous I truly was because I felt I would be judged. Here I was, meeting my boyfriend’s parents for the first time and not only was it just me they were going to see but also sort of see their son’s child in my tummy. I didn’t want them to think I planned this, that I wanted to ruin their son’s life and future or that I wanted his money. I never planned this, Liam didn’t either, and I hoped at the time that they saw it that way. By the end of visiting his parents, I felt very loved and welcomed into the family by them both. They were both lovely and so sweet, not once did they make me feel uncomfortable. Liam’s mom Karen and I shared ideas about what were the names we like for the baby. We didn’t know the gender of the baby because we wanted it to be a surprise. A few weeks later I had finally met Liam’s sisters Nicola and Ruth, we bonded instantly and this made Liam very happy, I honestly feel like they’ve become my sisters now.
Both our families are close with each other now after four years later. Liam’s father Geoff and my father go fishing every other weekend, they’re close and Liam and I both love that and the same for both our mothers. Every other week when I talk to my mom she tells me she saw or talked to Karen a week or few days ago, they’ve always become like best friends. Helen loves Nicole and Ruth, they go shopping every once in a while when Helen isn’t busy with high school activities and such.
Yes, you heard right, my baby sister is finally in high school. She’s fifteen now and I don’t know how that’s even possible. I felt like it was just yesterday when I held her in my arms and picked her up swinging her back and forth. She has grown up and is beautiful as ever, I worry that boys are probably all over her but she tells me that she has had an eye on someone and only him and he just happens to be her best guy friend. Helen cannot get enough of her niece - she loves Casey so much and spoils her to no end whenever she's with her.
Now, you are probably wondering how my pregnancy affected the boys of One Direction, management, the fans, the world…
All I can say is that it was not easy. Not at all. In fact, it was hard. No one knew how I felt, how much I felt like everyone was blaming me for this happening, as if I caused so much damage in Liam’s life and more.
For as long as Liam could, he hid me from the public eye, though he returned to be normal and happy for everyone and the fans could see the old Liam was back though they didn’t know why.
I was unhappy that I couldn’t go out and had to hide what was making me glow of happiness.
Harry was the first one out of the four band members to find out. He was shocked at first, only worried how much media attention and hate from fans this would bring both Liam and I.
But none-of-the-less, he was happy for us, excited actually. He bought so much stuff for Casey that I had to ask him to take some of the stuff back.
Harry and I grew closer, he’s basically my best friend now. I can always count on him for anything and he knows I’m always here for him as well.
So when Casey was born and when Harry saw her, he cried happy tears and this only made me cry as well. He couldn’t stop smiling down at her as though she was an angel sent down from heaven and that’s when I knew that Harry had to be her godfather. He is her godfather and Nicola is the godmother.
When finally after six months within my pregnancy, Liam could see that I was tired of hiding and he felt it was time.
He told Niall, Zayn and Louis at a meeting with management the day after we made our decision. Of course management wanted him to end things with me but he told them it was not up to them, he was going to take responsibility and be mature about the situation.
Surprisingly, the boys, and even Louis took the news well. Niall joked with Liam that he never expected Daddy Direction to be an actual daddy this early. Zayn only gave him good advice and said he would be there for us both if we needed anything. Louis had a heart to heart moment with Liam and even I don’t know what they truly talked about but Louis gave his support for all three of us. Louis defended me a lot when he would see hate tweets directed to me on Twitter.
Just like Harry, Niall had shed a few tears at the sight of his best mate’s baby. Zayn’s first words to Casey as he held were ‘Vas happenin’ little baby Payne? You’re beautiful like your mother’.
Louis held her the longest, I never knew he loved babies so much it surprised me.
Now I’m close with the boys and I’m close with Eleanor, Perri and Niall’s current girlfriend Melissa. I’m also close with Danielle. Yes, Danielle Peazer. Now I know why Liam once loved this woman. She is the sweetest thing and she can sure as hell dance.
If it weren’t for Liam, my family, Liam’s family, the boys and their girlfriends support throughout the long months of being pregnant, I think I would have lost my mind a long time ago.
The media attention is still there, it has been there since Liam let the news out about becoming a father. The fans, half supported Liam and I and were excited and well for the other half, not so much. Death threats, hate, so much of it that I didn’t read but knew because Liam would come home angry some days when he had to go into the studio to record or to go to photo shoots. I honestly ignored it because what they said didn’t matter to me. I was happy. Now that they see that I’m not going away and that Liam is still here for both Casey and I, the hate seems to be almost gone. They have learned to accept that Liam loves me and that I love him and we have a child together.
The media had found out after the pregnancy about Xavier. More articles coming out that Liam should just leave me so he can be safe and so he can just focus on the band or else they’ll be ruined. But of course, we just ignored what they said because what they say was full of it.
As for Xavier, he’s in prison now and won’t be getting out for a long time. I hardly think about him anymore but sometimes I still have nightmares about him. Thinking he will come back to hurt me or Liam or ever Harry. It worries me that he will find out about Casey and may hurt but Liam assures me he will never let him near us again, he won’t even let him get a thousand miles near us. I feel safe for both Casey and I, Liam is the reason, and he always will be.
I moan into my pillow before picking my head up and yawn into my hand. I open one eye so I can see as clear as possible.
She stood there beside the bed with a big smile on her face and she was still in her pajamas as I could see. I gave her a loving smile and reached out for her, which she instantly put her arms out and hopped onto the bed and gave me a tight hug. Her little arms wrapped around my waist as she snuggled into my chest. I kissed the top of her head and closed my eyes again- I was really tired and didn’t get much sleep at all last night.
“Hoppy Birfday mummy,” Casey mumbles into my shirt.
“Thank you sweetie,” I sigh lightly. I can’t believe I forgot today is my birthday. How am I twenty-three years old already? I open my eyes and look to the right of the right side of an empty bed and can’t help but sigh again. I really miss Liam.
Casey seemed to notice me looking for her daddy and spoke.
“I miss daddy,” she says sadly, her small lips begin to tremble.
“Don’t cry baby, he will be home again soon, he’s just busy working,” I try to make her feel better but she only cries softly into my shirt. I begin to tear up as well but take a small breather and try to just relax.
Liam is on tour with the boys. He explained that this could be the last tour for a while, the group wants to take a break, a year off or so they say. I admit, they do deserve a break though I don’t know how the fans would take it, they have always loved that the boys kept having an album out every year. Hopefully they’ll understand that they deserve time off. They are on another stadium tour and they’ve been away from home for a good five months already. They won’t be back for another month or so. I’m use to him be away but Casey is not. We traveled with them twice on tour. The first time was the second month when they were on tour; it was for Casey’s birthday. The only thing she wanted for her birthday was Liam and he felt so guilty and was upset to be missing Casey’s 3rd birthday. The second time we had went to America and spent a good two weeks with Liam and the band as they traveled city to city. And even though it’s been a month and a half since we both last saw him in person, we always tried to be strong about it. You would think for the past three years I would be used to this but I’m not. I hate not being able to have him hold me when we are sleeping. I don’t get to kiss him good morning or good night. Time zones are terrible, sometimes it’s not even possible to talk to him more than three times a week. With him being busy and trying to maintain to get enough rest, it’s always been hard to keep things stable. It only gets better when we’re all together as a family. If Liam is able to have a whole year off then this will help us bond as a family again.
“C’mon Casey baby,” I rub her back gently. “How about we go make pancakes for breakfast?”
She lifts her head up and wipes her tears away and nods silently. We get out of bed and I walk into the bathroom to quickly wash my face and comb my hair. When I’m done, I take Casey’s hand as we walk together down the hall together then down the stairs until we reach the kitchen.
“We gunna eat cake for your birfday mummy?” She asks me as I take out the ingredients to make the pancakes.
“I don’t think so baby,” I answer her honestly.
“Why?”
“Mummy doesn’t want to celebrate her birthday.”
“Why?”
“Because mummy doesn’t want to.”
“Why?”
I give her a stern look to stop but she takes this as me joking and begins to giggle.
Just then doorbell rang. I tell Casey to stay in the kitchen as I go answer the door. I didn’t bother to look through the peephole and unlocked the door and opened it.
My knees nearly gave out when I saw Liam in front of me with the smile that I love so much.
“Liam,” I didn’t know what to say, I was shocked and surprised to see him and this left me stunned.
He didn’t reply - he only reached for my face with his hands bringing his lips to mine. The kiss was passionate as we moved our lips together perfectly. My arms wrapped around his neck and with his around my waist making both our bodies pressed against each other’s. I missed this, I missed him. He pulls away first and I’m left breathless. He moves his hand up to cup my face and rubs my cheek with his thumb.
“Happy Birthday Mia,” he whispers deeply.
“You’re really here,” my eyes sting with tears. He’s really here, I don’t know for how long but I’m hoping for more than a day.
“Did you think I was going to miss your birthday? I never do baby,” he chuckles deeply making me grow goosebumps at the sound.
“I missed you so much, we both did,” I smile.
He gives me a kiss on the forehead and hugs me. My head rests on his shoulder.
“Mummy! Why you taking so long? I want some pan-” She stops midsentence when she sees Liam and me still in our hug.
“Daddy!” Casey squeals in delight at the sight of her father.
Liam pulls away from the hug. I take a step back so they can have their moment together.
“Is that my princess?” He questions teasingly.
Casey doesn’t reply knowing he’s kidding and runs into his arms. He picks her up and pecks her on the lips. She squeals again and wraps her small arms around his neck and nearly choking him from her grip.
“Daddy I miss you so much!” She tells him.
“You did?”
“Yes! Mummy and I sad because you were no here,” she explains as he listens and nods.
“I know baby girl, I’m sorry daddy has to be away from you and mummy but it won’t be long until
I stay with you for a really long time.”
“You no staying?” She pouts and begins to tear up. I bite my bottom lip and look at him waiting for his answer.
“No princess, I wish I could stay with you but I can’t yet.” He frowns when she buries her face into his neck to hide her face. He looks at me and holds his hand out to me. I come closer to them and he holds his one arm out that’s not holding Casey. I hug him as well as he wraps his arm around my waist. “When this tour is over, we’re going to spend a lot time together, I promise.”
I don’t say anything only taking in the moment of this.
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After making pancakes for the three of us and eating together, Casey decides to go to her room and go draw for a bit, she says she has to make my birthday card and make Liam a picture so he can take on tour. When it’s just the two of us, we decide to go to our room and relax.
“We’re going out tonight for your birthday,” Liam says as kisses my neck.
“All three of us?”
“No, just the two of us. We’ll celebrate with everyone when we come back here,” he explains as he plants small kisses all over my face.
“Wait, what do you mean everyone?” I ask confusingly.
“Oh well I mean not everyone but just my parents and sisters. They’re going to take care of Casey for us. They wanted to spend some time with her.” He says. He pulls away and plants a hungry kiss on my lips. I moan softly and he rubs my back. Our tongues battle with each other’s while my hands rub his chest.
“God I missed you so much,” he mumbles into the kiss. “Especially when you moan for me.” He moves his hands to the front of my shirt until he gets under it.
“Liam,” I try to protest. “Casey is only down the hall.”
He groans as he remembers we have a three year old who can walk in at any moment.
“Later tonight. No excuses,” he wasn’t asking, he was telling me. I only nod and kiss him one last time before getting out of bed and look for something to wear for tonight.
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[Listen to A Thousand Years first (in a different link) and then Marry Me
by Train when the first song is done, you don't have to but it does fit the rest of the story.]
Liam and I walk side by side with our hands intertwined as we have just left the nice and really fancy restaurant. I’m having one of the best birthdays and it’s all because of him. We talked and laughed throughout dinner and I can’t help but think ‘how did I end up with this life’ and ‘why does this man love me?’ because it’s still hard to believe.
“We knew this wouldn’t be easy,” I say as I look up at him. “But your career is important, Liam.”
We were discussing when he has to leave to go back on tour. Apparently they have four days to rest but he wanted to use them to come home but go back right away so he can make it the day before the concert. He doesn’t want to go back but he has to, he knows he does.
He sighs while shaking his head. We stop walking and he holds both of my hands in his and looks straight into my eyes. “You and Casey are what’s important to me in my life right now. I don’t know if I can do this anymore. I don’t know if I can be away knowing you’re watching over our daughter while I’m away knowing I’m missing out on her growing up. I want to be there when she goes to her first day of pre-school. I want to be the one who reads her a bedtime story one night. I want to be there when she falls off her bike so I can be there to pick her back up and tell her to keep trying. I want to be here when she loses her first tooth and puts it under her pillow so I can put money under it. I want to be here for her Mia. She’s my baby, my princess, I don’t want to miss out on those things, it kills me. And not only being away from Casey is hard but being away from you is harder. I’m not here enough for you and that worries me because one day you could meet someone who is much better than me and leave me and I don’t want that to happen because I wasn’t here for you enough and was away too much. When I look in the mirror, I know I’m looking at someone who doesn’t deserve you but I’m fucking lucky you have loved me for this long. Without you in my arms, I feel emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds at concerts sometimes for your face - I know it's an impossibility, but I cannot help myself. I want you to know that I love you, I love you so much Mia.” He begins to choke and his eyes are filled with tears but as for me, I was already crying throughout half his rant. His words broke my heart and I could just feel his pain and it hurt as well for me.
“Liam,” I was overwhelmed and felt my heart was heavy. I wondered how long he has felt this away and why he never told me these things. “I love you. Don’t ever think I will ever stop because I won’t. There is nobody else for me, and I don’t want anybody else. I know you’re trying Liam and that’s all I want for you to do for me and Casey. She loves you and she will understand that there will be times when you can’t be there for her but she will know you want to be. We love you, look at me,” my voice cracked as I tried to continue, he was fully crying and the sight felt like someone was squeezing my heart. “You are mine and I am yours. How can I prove that to you so you won’t have worry about that?” I ask.
“Would you agree to it the idea I give?” He whispers as he presses his forehead to mine. I can’t help but gulp and nod. He pulls away and I’m caught off guard when he gets down on one knee and pulls out a small black velvet box. My mind wasn’t processing what I was seeing. He still held one of my hands as his other hand opened the box to reveal a beautiful diamond ring.
No, not just a ring. An engagement ring.
I felt like I had stopped breathing altogether. I forgot how to use my mouth and nose to breathe in and out. My heart was pounding louder than drums in my chest.
A small gasp left my lips and I felt frozen almost.
“I know we said we would wait to be married until Casey was born and so we could see where we would stand but I know, I know you are the one for me Mia, you have been from the first time I saw you, I was so stupid to not have seen it from the beginning. I know I hurt you and I know there will be times that I may make you cry or you might be mad at me but always remember that I love you, my love for you will always be there and we will always come back to each other. I promise to be there for you for as long as I live and to be there for Casey and the rest of our future children as well. Mia Harper, will you marry me?” He asks strongly but his voice is gentle and full of hope.
My insides are melting and I try to find my voice.
He wants to marry me. He wants me to be his wife? I always imagined how this would be, when he would propose, never had I thought it would be like this but I honestly don’t care. I love this man so much that I wouldn’t even mind if he proposed at a fast food restaurant.
“You want to marry me?” I whisper. He let’s out a small chuckle and I smile.
“More than anything in the world,” he confirms.
“OK,” I respond. His eyes widen he has this excited look on his face. “Yes, I will marry you.”
He puts the ring on and I study it for second and feel bubbly inside. Before I can respond, he lifts me up and carries me bridal style and kisses me. This is a sweet kiss but turns into passionate one and it feels almost like the first time he kissed me. His lips are soft and warm, perfect.
I didn’t know he was walking while we continued to kiss. He pulls away and gives me a kiss on the forehead. “Look where we are,” he whispers breathlessly.
I do as asked and try to see around in the dark night. After a few seconds of trying to figure out my surroundings, Liam decided to tell me.
“This is where I first official met you,” he says.
My eyes nearly pop out of my head. I look around again not believing his words but I see the familiar club building, the small alleyway and then the street light pole that we are under at this moment happens to be the one Liam took me under when he saved me. It was the first time I saw him face to face.
That was the day my life had changed forever.
Liam’s POV
I watched her face carefully as she remembered the day I met her, the day I beat the crap out of that sick bastard that tried to take advantage of her. Technically I first laid eyes on her in Funky Buddha but I was not going to take her inside there. I wasn’t planning on proposing to Mia tonight, I always carried the ring around with me when I was with her. I wanted to propose at a moment that felt perfect. OK, so maybe both of us crying over how I felt about being away from both her and Casey, wasn’t a perfect and romantic moment. But I couldn’t take it anymore. I want Mia to be my wife. To be honest she’s like my wife already but I want it to be official. I want to be her husband. I don’t want anyone else to claim her as theirs. The only thing that mattered was that we were both happy the moment I proposed. I knew she didn’t expect it but I was scared she would say no, a part of me knew she would say yes but I still feared the worst.
Mia covers her mouth and takes in a breather. She closes her eyes and buries her head in my neck as I continue to hold her in my arms like a small child.
I held her close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had ever been this perfect and knowing at the same time that it hadn't. I was in love, and the feeling was even more wonderful than I ever imagined it could be.
“Let’s go home baby,” I tell her softly.
“I love you, I love you so much Liam.” She was sniffling and I knew she was crying.
“I love you,” I say back and pull her into a soft kiss. “Let’s go home.”
I never knew that the moment I met Mia, my life would change forever. I never knew that four years later I would have a wonderful and beautiful fiancée and also a beautiful blessing, our daughter Casey. I never knew what being a father would feel like so soon but I would not take back anything that has happened. I love the people I have in my life and I am more grateful than ever that I’m alive to feel this much love.
I thought that being a part of One Direction couldn’t top how happy I felt when I’m traveling, meeting new fans, making music, being with my best mates… but that’s not true anymore.
Don’t get me wrong, I love the boys more than my life and I will always be grateful for how my life has changed and how much I’ve seen and experienced, being a part of One Direction changed my life.
But I have a family of my own now and they are my high in happiness.
There’s so much more memories that will be made, so much more love to go around, so much more things to experience with my family.
My life is just beginning with Mia and Casey.
I will never regret the day I met Mia, the day I asked her to be my sex slave, the day I went after her, the day I told her I loved her and especially the day we made love that created Casey.
If you think about it, Mia saved me. She saved me and I guess you could say I saved her as well.
We saved each other.
We met that night for a reason.
And that is the greatest kind of fate of all.
The End.
Mia’s POV
“Mummy,” I felt my shoulder being shaken as I was laid down in bed. “Mummy, wake up.”
I had already knew that it was my daughter who had woke me up.
Our beautiful daughter Casey Mae Payne was born on April the 14th, 2015. She just turned three years old four months ago. Everybody says she looks more like me than Liam but I don’t think that’s true. Casey has his nose and she definitely has his beautiful brown eyes. Her hair color is a beautiful brown and it did not come from me so I’m sure it came from Liam.
When she was born, it was hard to grasp that we created this humanbeing, this beautiful baby that Liam and I get to call our own. At first, we thought we couldn’t do this, I was having second thoughts and even once suggested adoption for the baby but that only started an argument between us and I would end up crying but he would comfort me and apologize.
When my father found out about my pregnancy, he was upset. He thought I could have had a new start of having a future but surely within the months along being pregnant – with the help of my mom – he knew it was my life and became happy for me. Now, he was not happy that Liam was the father because he did not know we were seeing each other – even though we weren’t when we met – he was worried for me and the baby thinking Liam would leave us behind like any young father would. Liam tried to prove to my father that he loved me and he would never leave the baby and I but my father still couldn’t trust him. Eventually after the baby was born, he could see how much Liam truly loves Casey and I and told him he was wrong and he was part of the family.
I met Liam’s parents for the first time when I was four months pregnant. No one knew how nervous I truly was because I felt I would be judged. Here I was, meeting my boyfriend’s parents for the first time and not only was it just me they were going to see but also sort of see their son’s child in my tummy. I didn’t want them to think I planned this, that I wanted to ruin their son’s life and future or that I wanted his money. I never planned this, Liam didn’t either, and I hoped at the time that they saw it that way. By the end of visiting his parents, I felt very loved and welcomed into the family by them both. They were both lovely and so sweet, not once did they make me feel uncomfortable. Liam’s mom Karen and I shared ideas about what were the names we like for the baby. We didn’t know the gender of the baby because we wanted it to be a surprise. A few weeks later I had finally met Liam’s sisters Nicola and Ruth, we bonded instantly and this made Liam very happy, I honestly feel like they’ve become my sisters now.
Both our families are close with each other now after four years later. Liam’s father Geoff and my father go fishing every other weekend, they’re close and Liam and I both love that and the same for both our mothers. Every other week when I talk to my mom she tells me she saw or talked to Karen a week or few days ago, they’ve always become like best friends. Helen loves Nicole and Ruth, they go shopping every once in a while when Helen isn’t busy with high school activities and such.
Yes, you heard right, my baby sister is finally in high school. She’s fifteen now and I don’t know how that’s even possible. I felt like it was just yesterday when I held her in my arms and picked her up swinging her back and forth. She has grown up and is beautiful as ever, I worry that boys are probably all over her but she tells me that she has had an eye on someone and only him and he just happens to be her best guy friend. Helen cannot get enough of her niece - she loves Casey so much and spoils her to no end whenever she's with her.
Now, you are probably wondering how my pregnancy affected the boys of One Direction, management, the fans, the world…
All I can say is that it was not easy. Not at all. In fact, it was hard. No one knew how I felt, how much I felt like everyone was blaming me for this happening, as if I caused so much damage in Liam’s life and more.
For as long as Liam could, he hid me from the public eye, though he returned to be normal and happy for everyone and the fans could see the old Liam was back though they didn’t know why.
I was unhappy that I couldn’t go out and had to hide what was making me glow of happiness.
Harry was the first one out of the four band members to find out. He was shocked at first, only worried how much media attention and hate from fans this would bring both Liam and I.
But none-of-the-less, he was happy for us, excited actually. He bought so much stuff for Casey that I had to ask him to take some of the stuff back.
Harry and I grew closer, he’s basically my best friend now. I can always count on him for anything and he knows I’m always here for him as well.
So when Casey was born and when Harry saw her, he cried happy tears and this only made me cry as well. He couldn’t stop smiling down at her as though she was an angel sent down from heaven and that’s when I knew that Harry had to be her godfather. He is her godfather and Nicola is the godmother.
When finally after six months within my pregnancy, Liam could see that I was tired of hiding and he felt it was time.
He told Niall, Zayn and Louis at a meeting with management the day after we made our decision. Of course management wanted him to end things with me but he told them it was not up to them, he was going to take responsibility and be mature about the situation.
Surprisingly, the boys, and even Louis took the news well. Niall joked with Liam that he never expected Daddy Direction to be an actual daddy this early. Zayn only gave him good advice and said he would be there for us both if we needed anything. Louis had a heart to heart moment with Liam and even I don’t know what they truly talked about but Louis gave his support for all three of us. Louis defended me a lot when he would see hate tweets directed to me on Twitter.
Just like Harry, Niall had shed a few tears at the sight of his best mate’s baby. Zayn’s first words to Casey as he held were ‘Vas happenin’ little baby Payne? You’re beautiful like your mother’.
Louis held her the longest, I never knew he loved babies so much it surprised me.
Now I’m close with the boys and I’m close with Eleanor, Perri and Niall’s current girlfriend Melissa. I’m also close with Danielle. Yes, Danielle Peazer. Now I know why Liam once loved this woman. She is the sweetest thing and she can sure as hell dance.
If it weren’t for Liam, my family, Liam’s family, the boys and their girlfriends support throughout the long months of being pregnant, I think I would have lost my mind a long time ago.
The media attention is still there, it has been there since Liam let the news out about becoming a father. The fans, half supported Liam and I and were excited and well for the other half, not so much. Death threats, hate, so much of it that I didn’t read but knew because Liam would come home angry some days when he had to go into the studio to record or to go to photo shoots. I honestly ignored it because what they said didn’t matter to me. I was happy. Now that they see that I’m not going away and that Liam is still here for both Casey and I, the hate seems to be almost gone. They have learned to accept that Liam loves me and that I love him and we have a child together.
The media had found out after the pregnancy about Xavier. More articles coming out that Liam should just leave me so he can be safe and so he can just focus on the band or else they’ll be ruined. But of course, we just ignored what they said because what they say was full of it.
As for Xavier, he’s in prison now and won’t be getting out for a long time. I hardly think about him anymore but sometimes I still have nightmares about him. Thinking he will come back to hurt me or Liam or ever Harry. It worries me that he will find out about Casey and may hurt but Liam assures me he will never let him near us again, he won’t even let him get a thousand miles near us. I feel safe for both Casey and I, Liam is the reason, and he always will be.
I moan into my pillow before picking my head up and yawn into my hand. I open one eye so I can see as clear as possible.
She stood there beside the bed with a big smile on her face and she was still in her pajamas as I could see. I gave her a loving smile and reached out for her, which she instantly put her arms out and hopped onto the bed and gave me a tight hug. Her little arms wrapped around my waist as she snuggled into my chest. I kissed the top of her head and closed my eyes again- I was really tired and didn’t get much sleep at all last night.
“Hoppy Birfday mummy,” Casey mumbles into my shirt.
“Thank you sweetie,” I sigh lightly. I can’t believe I forgot today is my birthday. How am I twenty-three years old already? I open my eyes and look to the right of the right side of an empty bed and can’t help but sigh again. I really miss Liam.
Casey seemed to notice me looking for her daddy and spoke.
“I miss daddy,” she says sadly, her small lips begin to tremble.
“Don’t cry baby, he will be home again soon, he’s just busy working,” I try to make her feel better but she only cries softly into my shirt. I begin to tear up as well but take a small breather and try to just relax.
Liam is on tour with the boys. He explained that this could be the last tour for a while, the group wants to take a break, a year off or so they say. I admit, they do deserve a break though I don’t know how the fans would take it, they have always loved that the boys kept having an album out every year. Hopefully they’ll understand that they deserve time off. They are on another stadium tour and they’ve been away from home for a good five months already. They won’t be back for another month or so. I’m use to him be away but Casey is not. We traveled with them twice on tour. The first time was the second month when they were on tour; it was for Casey’s birthday. The only thing she wanted for her birthday was Liam and he felt so guilty and was upset to be missing Casey’s 3rd birthday. The second time we had went to America and spent a good two weeks with Liam and the band as they traveled city to city. And even though it’s been a month and a half since we both last saw him in person, we always tried to be strong about it. You would think for the past three years I would be used to this but I’m not. I hate not being able to have him hold me when we are sleeping. I don’t get to kiss him good morning or good night. Time zones are terrible, sometimes it’s not even possible to talk to him more than three times a week. With him being busy and trying to maintain to get enough rest, it’s always been hard to keep things stable. It only gets better when we’re all together as a family. If Liam is able to have a whole year off then this will help us bond as a family again.
“C’mon Casey baby,” I rub her back gently. “How about we go make pancakes for breakfast?”
She lifts her head up and wipes her tears away and nods silently. We get out of bed and I walk into the bathroom to quickly wash my face and comb my hair. When I’m done, I take Casey’s hand as we walk together down the hall together then down the stairs until we reach the kitchen.
“We gunna eat cake for your birfday mummy?” She asks me as I take out the ingredients to make the pancakes.
“I don’t think so baby,” I answer her honestly.
“Why?”
“Mummy doesn’t want to celebrate her birthday.”
“Why?”
“Because mummy doesn’t want to.”
“Why?”
I give her a stern look to stop but she takes this as me joking and begins to giggle.
Just then doorbell rang. I tell Casey to stay in the kitchen as I go answer the door. I didn’t bother to look through the peephole and unlocked the door and opened it.
My knees nearly gave out when I saw Liam in front of me with the smile that I love so much.
“Liam,” I didn’t know what to say, I was shocked and surprised to see him and this left me stunned.
He didn’t reply - he only reached for my face with his hands bringing his lips to mine. The kiss was passionate as we moved our lips together perfectly. My arms wrapped around his neck and with his around my waist making both our bodies pressed against each other’s. I missed this, I missed him. He pulls away first and I’m left breathless. He moves his hand up to cup my face and rubs my cheek with his thumb.
“Happy Birthday Mia,” he whispers deeply.
“You’re really here,” my eyes sting with tears. He’s really here, I don’t know for how long but I’m hoping for more than a day.
“Did you think I was going to miss your birthday? I never do baby,” he chuckles deeply making me grow goosebumps at the sound.
“I missed you so much, we both did,” I smile.
He gives me a kiss on the forehead and hugs me. My head rests on his shoulder.
“Mummy! Why you taking so long? I want some pan-” She stops midsentence when she sees Liam and me still in our hug.
“Daddy!” Casey squeals in delight at the sight of her father.
Liam pulls away from the hug. I take a step back so they can have their moment together.
“Is that my princess?” He questions teasingly.
Casey doesn’t reply knowing he’s kidding and runs into his arms. He picks her up and pecks her on the lips. She squeals again and wraps her small arms around his neck and nearly choking him from her grip.
“Daddy I miss you so much!” She tells him.
“You did?”
“Yes! Mummy and I sad because you were no here,” she explains as he listens and nods.
“I know baby girl, I’m sorry daddy has to be away from you and mummy but it won’t be long until
I stay with you for a really long time.”
“You no staying?” She pouts and begins to tear up. I bite my bottom lip and look at him waiting for his answer.
“No princess, I wish I could stay with you but I can’t yet.” He frowns when she buries her face into his neck to hide her face. He looks at me and holds his hand out to me. I come closer to them and he holds his one arm out that’s not holding Casey. I hug him as well as he wraps his arm around my waist. “When this tour is over, we’re going to spend a lot time together, I promise.”
I don’t say anything only taking in the moment of this.
-
After making pancakes for the three of us and eating together, Casey decides to go to her room and go draw for a bit, she says she has to make my birthday card and make Liam a picture so he can take on tour. When it’s just the two of us, we decide to go to our room and relax.
“We’re going out tonight for your birthday,” Liam says as kisses my neck.
“All three of us?”
“No, just the two of us. We’ll celebrate with everyone when we come back here,” he explains as he plants small kisses all over my face.
“Wait, what do you mean everyone?” I ask confusingly.
“Oh well I mean not everyone but just my parents and sisters. They’re going to take care of Casey for us. They wanted to spend some time with her.” He says. He pulls away and plants a hungry kiss on my lips. I moan softly and he rubs my back. Our tongues battle with each other’s while my hands rub his chest.
“God I missed you so much,” he mumbles into the kiss. “Especially when you moan for me.” He moves his hands to the front of my shirt until he gets under it.
“Liam,” I try to protest. “Casey is only down the hall.”
He groans as he remembers we have a three year old who can walk in at any moment.
“Later tonight. No excuses,” he wasn’t asking, he was telling me. I only nod and kiss him one last time before getting out of bed and look for something to wear for tonight.
-
[Listen to A Thousand Years first (in a different link) and then Marry Me
by Train when the first song is done, you don't have to but it does fit the rest of the story.]
Liam and I walk side by side with our hands intertwined as we have just left the nice and really fancy restaurant. I’m having one of the best birthdays and it’s all because of him. We talked and laughed throughout dinner and I can’t help but think ‘how did I end up with this life’ and ‘why does this man love me?’ because it’s still hard to believe.
“We knew this wouldn’t be easy,” I say as I look up at him. “But your career is important, Liam.”
We were discussing when he has to leave to go back on tour. Apparently they have four days to rest but he wanted to use them to come home but go back right away so he can make it the day before the concert. He doesn’t want to go back but he has to, he knows he does.
He sighs while shaking his head. We stop walking and he holds both of my hands in his and looks straight into my eyes. “You and Casey are what’s important to me in my life right now. I don’t know if I can do this anymore. I don’t know if I can be away knowing you’re watching over our daughter while I’m away knowing I’m missing out on her growing up. I want to be there when she goes to her first day of pre-school. I want to be the one who reads her a bedtime story one night. I want to be there when she falls off her bike so I can be there to pick her back up and tell her to keep trying. I want to be here when she loses her first tooth and puts it under her pillow so I can put money under it. I want to be here for her Mia. She’s my baby, my princess, I don’t want to miss out on those things, it kills me. And not only being away from Casey is hard but being away from you is harder. I’m not here enough for you and that worries me because one day you could meet someone who is much better than me and leave me and I don’t want that to happen because I wasn’t here for you enough and was away too much. When I look in the mirror, I know I’m looking at someone who doesn’t deserve you but I’m fucking lucky you have loved me for this long. Without you in my arms, I feel emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds at concerts sometimes for your face - I know it's an impossibility, but I cannot help myself. I want you to know that I love you, I love you so much Mia.” He begins to choke and his eyes are filled with tears but as for me, I was already crying throughout half his rant. His words broke my heart and I could just feel his pain and it hurt as well for me.
“Liam,” I was overwhelmed and felt my heart was heavy. I wondered how long he has felt this away and why he never told me these things. “I love you. Don’t ever think I will ever stop because I won’t. There is nobody else for me, and I don’t want anybody else. I know you’re trying Liam and that’s all I want for you to do for me and Casey. She loves you and she will understand that there will be times when you can’t be there for her but she will know you want to be. We love you, look at me,” my voice cracked as I tried to continue, he was fully crying and the sight felt like someone was squeezing my heart. “You are mine and I am yours. How can I prove that to you so you won’t have worry about that?” I ask.
“Would you agree to it the idea I give?” He whispers as he presses his forehead to mine. I can’t help but gulp and nod. He pulls away and I’m caught off guard when he gets down on one knee and pulls out a small black velvet box. My mind wasn’t processing what I was seeing. He still held one of my hands as his other hand opened the box to reveal a beautiful diamond ring.
No, not just a ring. An engagement ring.
I felt like I had stopped breathing altogether. I forgot how to use my mouth and nose to breathe in and out. My heart was pounding louder than drums in my chest.
A small gasp left my lips and I felt frozen almost.
“I know we said we would wait to be married until Casey was born and so we could see where we would stand but I know, I know you are the one for me Mia, you have been from the first time I saw you, I was so stupid to not have seen it from the beginning. I know I hurt you and I know there will be times that I may make you cry or you might be mad at me but always remember that I love you, my love for you will always be there and we will always come back to each other. I promise to be there for you for as long as I live and to be there for Casey and the rest of our future children as well. Mia Harper, will you marry me?” He asks strongly but his voice is gentle and full of hope.
My insides are melting and I try to find my voice.
He wants to marry me. He wants me to be his wife? I always imagined how this would be, when he would propose, never had I thought it would be like this but I honestly don’t care. I love this man so much that I wouldn’t even mind if he proposed at a fast food restaurant.
“You want to marry me?” I whisper. He let’s out a small chuckle and I smile.
“More than anything in the world,” he confirms.
“OK,” I respond. His eyes widen he has this excited look on his face. “Yes, I will marry you.”
He puts the ring on and I study it for second and feel bubbly inside. Before I can respond, he lifts me up and carries me bridal style and kisses me. This is a sweet kiss but turns into passionate one and it feels almost like the first time he kissed me. His lips are soft and warm, perfect.
I didn’t know he was walking while we continued to kiss. He pulls away and gives me a kiss on the forehead. “Look where we are,” he whispers breathlessly.
I do as asked and try to see around in the dark night. After a few seconds of trying to figure out my surroundings, Liam decided to tell me.
“This is where I first official met you,” he says.
My eyes nearly pop out of my head. I look around again not believing his words but I see the familiar club building, the small alleyway and then the street light pole that we are under at this moment happens to be the one Liam took me under when he saved me. It was the first time I saw him face to face.
That was the day my life had changed forever.
Liam’s POV
I watched her face carefully as she remembered the day I met her, the day I beat the crap out of that sick bastard that tried to take advantage of her. Technically I first laid eyes on her in Funky Buddha but I was not going to take her inside there. I wasn’t planning on proposing to Mia tonight, I always carried the ring around with me when I was with her. I wanted to propose at a moment that felt perfect. OK, so maybe both of us crying over how I felt about being away from both her and Casey, wasn’t a perfect and romantic moment. But I couldn’t take it anymore. I want Mia to be my wife. To be honest she’s like my wife already but I want it to be official. I want to be her husband. I don’t want anyone else to claim her as theirs. The only thing that mattered was that we were both happy the moment I proposed. I knew she didn’t expect it but I was scared she would say no, a part of me knew she would say yes but I still feared the worst.
Mia covers her mouth and takes in a breather. She closes her eyes and buries her head in my neck as I continue to hold her in my arms like a small child.
I held her close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had ever been this perfect and knowing at the same time that it hadn't. I was in love, and the feeling was even more wonderful than I ever imagined it could be.
“Let’s go home baby,” I tell her softly.
“I love you, I love you so much Liam.” She was sniffling and I knew she was crying.
“I love you,” I say back and pull her into a soft kiss. “Let’s go home.”
I never knew that the moment I met Mia, my life would change forever. I never knew that four years later I would have a wonderful and beautiful fiancée and also a beautiful blessing, our daughter Casey. I never knew what being a father would feel like so soon but I would not take back anything that has happened. I love the people I have in my life and I am more grateful than ever that I’m alive to feel this much love.
I thought that being a part of One Direction couldn’t top how happy I felt when I’m traveling, meeting new fans, making music, being with my best mates… but that’s not true anymore.
Don’t get me wrong, I love the boys more than my life and I will always be grateful for how my life has changed and how much I’ve seen and experienced, being a part of One Direction changed my life.
But I have a family of my own now and they are my high in happiness.
There’s so much more memories that will be made, so much more love to go around, so much more things to experience with my family.
My life is just beginning with Mia and Casey.
I will never regret the day I met Mia, the day I asked her to be my sex slave, the day I went after her, the day I told her I loved her and especially the day we made love that created Casey.
If you think about it, Mia saved me. She saved me and I guess you could say I saved her as well.
We saved each other.
We met that night for a reason.
And that is the greatest kind of fate of all.
The End.
Notes
PREPARE FOR A LONG AUTHORS NOTE!
HOLY MOLY I ACTUALLY FINISHED THIS STORY AND I CRIED SO MUCH WRITING THIS I LOVE LIAM AND MIA SO MUCH! I CAN'T BELIEVE THE STORY IS OVER I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR DO.
I'm so sorry I took so long writing this and I'm sorry it's the longest Epilogue you will probably read haha I couldn't leave anything important out and I didn't want to make this into another chapter so I just left it as still an epilogue. But anyways, I took so long because I would change so many things and add on and take off and I just wanted it to be as great as possible for you guys because I really wanted you all to like this. I would be so disappointed if you didn't like it but I really hope you did, I personally loved it.
I can't begin to thank you all for the support and reading this story, I can't believe how many subscribers this story has and how many amazing people I've talked to and got to know. I know a lot of you wanted me to make a sequel but I'm not going to. BUT... there is something up my sleeve that involves certain characters from this story... I'm still thinking about ideas but I won't let you know about them until I'm certain I want to do something with this.
I have one story out that I'm going to be focusing on and it's a Niall Horan fanfic so go check that out if you're interested in reading that.
AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING YOU DON'T KNOW HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR HAVING READERS LIKE YOU, I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH YOU ARE ALL THE BEST <3
I want to see comments, please, I spent so much time on this entire story, typing so much words (75,868 words to be exact) and it would mean so much to take the time to just to let me know what your thoughts are.
Well, that's all I wanted to say.
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- Amanda
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