I Should've Kissed You
Chapter Forty-Two ღ (PART I)
(PART I)
We didn't have much time. We had to tell the boys what was going on. We didn't want to, it would cause so many stress towards the band. We can't tell them. We can't. We won't. We'll just tell them that Louis wants us there, they know that maybe Eleanor may be pregnant, we can just say Louis called us to go there with important news. I hate lying I do. But its for the sake of One Direction.
"Boarding pass please" its a white lie, kind of? "Boarding pass" someone repeated.
"Oh sorry! Here!" I said snapping out of my thoughts and giving the pass to the man.
"Have a nice flight." He said to us.
"Thank you" we reply dully. I fake a smile.
We all go into the jet.
"Louis didn't tell you why he wanted us back?" Zayn asked.
"Uh-not that I remember" Harry said. I just nodded giving him support.
I was nervous, too nervous, for one side I would want one direction to end, because it meant that Harry would have more privacy. Or would he? But in the other hand... Its their dreams, they are living their dream and they look so happy doing it.
"Calm down" Harry said squeezing my hand.
"I'm trying" I whisper back.
“This will all be over soon” Harry said.
“I don’t like the sound of that”
He just sighed. We were both worried because we were the only ones who knew the truth.
I fell asleep, I don't know how. But I woke up with a feeling on my stomach, we were landing. Already? I must've fell in a deep sleep.
Harry squeezed my hand and I squeezed his back. As we made our way to the usual black van a lot of paps were waiting, strangely enough to talk to me, me? God me, they all wanted me, me the girl who was just living her life and met a guy that changed it forever.
We headed to Louis flat, the boys were all practicing happy faces to congratulate Louis and Eleanor, while Harry and I were preparing ourselves for the moment of truth. We rang the bell and the door opened.
Louis was there with El beside him, she had a pregnant belly, wait already? I asked myself.
“El I thought you were only a few weeks in pregnancy” I asked.
“I was too worried with you and Harry drama that I forgot all bout checking my period, seems like I’ve been two months in, without even knowing” she said with a worried tone.
“El.. what are you going to do?” I ask. We were left alone in the kitchen “why didn’t you call me earlier?” I bombarded her with questions.
“Please! Just stop!” she said.
“WHAT?!” we heard people form the living room.
“I guess Louis told them…” I sigh.
“They didn’t know?!” Eleanor said.
“They didn’t” I say as she rushed to the living room.
“Its all your fault!” Zayn snapped looking at Eleanor.
“Zayn, calm down” Liam said but he was out of control.
“I’m sorry” he said sitting down with tears falling down his face.
“No it is my fault” she said and ran upstairs.
And when I thought the drama was over, it starts all over again, fame, dreams, all you want in life, it can just turn back at you. I run up and knock on every door, I’ve never been to Louis flat it wasn’t as big as Harrys. I finally reached the room she was in.
“El… let me in” I say calmly.
“I want to be alone” she said.
“No you don’t, you need someone and that’s why I’m here” I said calmly I could be snapping at her now. Not now, this couldn’t be good for the baby.
I heard a sob and then the door opening letting me in. I closed the door behind me and joined her at Louis bed.
“I think I’m going to leave him” she said.
“Don’t—“
“it’s the best thing to do, he has to live his dream he has to be in one direction he cant settle down, he’s not ready” he said cutting me off.
“You aren’t ready either!” I say with an annoying tone but take it away, I had to stay calm.
“I know I’m not, I’m thinking about telling my mom” she said “so she can help me with the baby” she said sobbing.
“It’s going to be alright” I said.
“No its not that’s the problem” she said, “I have to leave Louis, I have to let him go” she said.
“You’re leaving me?” Louis said popping into the room.
“L-Louis” she said.
I feel like I shouldn’t have left them alone but I did. I left them. They had to talk.
“How is she?” Harry asked.
“She’s too stressed out and I think it might harm the baby” I said.
“What do you mean?” he asked.
“She might have – forget it” I said.
“It’s gunna be alright” he said squeezing my hand.
“Harry, Louis walked in when El said she was going to leave him” I said.
“Let them talk” he said. How could he be so calm. Maybe he was only acting calm so I could relax.
“I just keep thinking this is all my fault” I say honestly.
“How could this possibly be your fault?” harry asked confused.
“Ever since I came into your lives the drama has doubled, maybe even tripled…” I sigh.
“So you think that if El or Lou hadn’t met you they wouldn’t have had sex?” he asked me. He has a point.
“I—“ I just hush.
“Stop thinking everything is your fault” he said.
“it’s just that I was so happy I was in a good position with you and then this happens…” I sigh.
“Everything is going to be alright” he said pulling me into a tight hug. His scent filled my nostrils and his touch made my skin shiver. I stayed in his embrace for a while. But it was rudely interrupted with screams.
“…WELL JUST PACK YOUR BAGS! YOU CAN LEAVE NOW!” that was Louis. I give a worried look to harry and he gives me one straight back. He was done pretending everything was alright.
“…FINE WELL IF YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE, JUST DON’T EXPECT YOUR BABY SEEING YOU SOON!” El shouted.
“..YOU WOULDN’T!” Louis said.
“..WATCH M—“ she shouted then we just heard shouts of pain.
“ELEANOR!” Louis shouted. That was enough for me and Harry to rush upstairs.
“E— El?” I say.
“Fast just call an ambulance” Louis said holding his 2 month pregnant girlfriend.
“Yes….hello, we need an ambulance at…………yes a pregnant woman……yes a lot of blood, just out of a sudden….” Liam said on the phone. This was too much and you know how I am with blood. Black is all I see. Blood is all they see.
To be continued....
We didn't have much time. We had to tell the boys what was going on. We didn't want to, it would cause so many stress towards the band. We can't tell them. We can't. We won't. We'll just tell them that Louis wants us there, they know that maybe Eleanor may be pregnant, we can just say Louis called us to go there with important news. I hate lying I do. But its for the sake of One Direction.
"Boarding pass please" its a white lie, kind of? "Boarding pass" someone repeated.
"Oh sorry! Here!" I said snapping out of my thoughts and giving the pass to the man.
"Have a nice flight." He said to us.
"Thank you" we reply dully. I fake a smile.
We all go into the jet.
"Louis didn't tell you why he wanted us back?" Zayn asked.
"Uh-not that I remember" Harry said. I just nodded giving him support.
I was nervous, too nervous, for one side I would want one direction to end, because it meant that Harry would have more privacy. Or would he? But in the other hand... Its their dreams, they are living their dream and they look so happy doing it.
"Calm down" Harry said squeezing my hand.
"I'm trying" I whisper back.
“This will all be over soon” Harry said.
“I don’t like the sound of that”
He just sighed. We were both worried because we were the only ones who knew the truth.
I fell asleep, I don't know how. But I woke up with a feeling on my stomach, we were landing. Already? I must've fell in a deep sleep.
Harry squeezed my hand and I squeezed his back. As we made our way to the usual black van a lot of paps were waiting, strangely enough to talk to me, me? God me, they all wanted me, me the girl who was just living her life and met a guy that changed it forever.
We headed to Louis flat, the boys were all practicing happy faces to congratulate Louis and Eleanor, while Harry and I were preparing ourselves for the moment of truth. We rang the bell and the door opened.
Louis was there with El beside him, she had a pregnant belly, wait already? I asked myself.
“El I thought you were only a few weeks in pregnancy” I asked.
“I was too worried with you and Harry drama that I forgot all bout checking my period, seems like I’ve been two months in, without even knowing” she said with a worried tone.
“El.. what are you going to do?” I ask. We were left alone in the kitchen “why didn’t you call me earlier?” I bombarded her with questions.
“Please! Just stop!” she said.
“WHAT?!” we heard people form the living room.
“I guess Louis told them…” I sigh.
“They didn’t know?!” Eleanor said.
“They didn’t” I say as she rushed to the living room.
“Its all your fault!” Zayn snapped looking at Eleanor.
“Zayn, calm down” Liam said but he was out of control.
“I’m sorry” he said sitting down with tears falling down his face.
“No it is my fault” she said and ran upstairs.
And when I thought the drama was over, it starts all over again, fame, dreams, all you want in life, it can just turn back at you. I run up and knock on every door, I’ve never been to Louis flat it wasn’t as big as Harrys. I finally reached the room she was in.
“El… let me in” I say calmly.
“I want to be alone” she said.
“No you don’t, you need someone and that’s why I’m here” I said calmly I could be snapping at her now. Not now, this couldn’t be good for the baby.
I heard a sob and then the door opening letting me in. I closed the door behind me and joined her at Louis bed.
“I think I’m going to leave him” she said.
“Don’t—“
“it’s the best thing to do, he has to live his dream he has to be in one direction he cant settle down, he’s not ready” he said cutting me off.
“You aren’t ready either!” I say with an annoying tone but take it away, I had to stay calm.
“I know I’m not, I’m thinking about telling my mom” she said “so she can help me with the baby” she said sobbing.
“It’s going to be alright” I said.
“No its not that’s the problem” she said, “I have to leave Louis, I have to let him go” she said.
“You’re leaving me?” Louis said popping into the room.
“L-Louis” she said.
I feel like I shouldn’t have left them alone but I did. I left them. They had to talk.
“How is she?” Harry asked.
“She’s too stressed out and I think it might harm the baby” I said.
“What do you mean?” he asked.
“She might have – forget it” I said.
“It’s gunna be alright” he said squeezing my hand.
“Harry, Louis walked in when El said she was going to leave him” I said.
“Let them talk” he said. How could he be so calm. Maybe he was only acting calm so I could relax.
“I just keep thinking this is all my fault” I say honestly.
“How could this possibly be your fault?” harry asked confused.
“Ever since I came into your lives the drama has doubled, maybe even tripled…” I sigh.
“So you think that if El or Lou hadn’t met you they wouldn’t have had sex?” he asked me. He has a point.
“I—“ I just hush.
“Stop thinking everything is your fault” he said.
“it’s just that I was so happy I was in a good position with you and then this happens…” I sigh.
“Everything is going to be alright” he said pulling me into a tight hug. His scent filled my nostrils and his touch made my skin shiver. I stayed in his embrace for a while. But it was rudely interrupted with screams.
“…WELL JUST PACK YOUR BAGS! YOU CAN LEAVE NOW!” that was Louis. I give a worried look to harry and he gives me one straight back. He was done pretending everything was alright.
“…FINE WELL IF YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE, JUST DON’T EXPECT YOUR BABY SEEING YOU SOON!” El shouted.
“..YOU WOULDN’T!” Louis said.
“..WATCH M—“ she shouted then we just heard shouts of pain.
“ELEANOR!” Louis shouted. That was enough for me and Harry to rush upstairs.
“E— El?” I say.
“Fast just call an ambulance” Louis said holding his 2 month pregnant girlfriend.
“Yes….hello, we need an ambulance at…………yes a pregnant woman……yes a lot of blood, just out of a sudden….” Liam said on the phone. This was too much and you know how I am with blood. Black is all I see. Blood is all they see.
To be continued....
Notes
SORRY SORRY SORRY 1000000000000x i was sooooo busy. anyways here it is. :O hehehehope you like itt. LOVE YOU ALL there is a part 2 to this chap ;D
Carlota <3 xxxxxx
7/11/13