Maybe my parents were right, I mean, I might have been acting like a brat. I was, but I was in my own place, I wasn’t looking at the facts. I didn’t cut because my mom made me break up with Harry, yes I love him, but I was getting harm. I was looking at my hate too, directioners didn’t like me, so what? I thought I was ok with that, but truth is, I’m not. You’d think I’m strong truth is right now I’m not, I want to go to Harry’s arms, but I do need some time to think. I get my phone and call my mom before I board the plane.

“Leave a message” voicmail.

“mom, it’s me, look, I know I’ve been acting really like a 7 year old, I wont say that I wasn’t mad at you for controlling my life, and you know I will never ever like George, but truth is you were right, I am 18 but you always got my back and that is the truth, I do need some time off to take my mind off of things, now, with Diamond? I think you should meet Niall and talk to him because mom they are madly in love and they aren’t public so just let them, Diamond has been a mess, she can just visit he old friends and maybe come back? Though I would stay and think about my life. Mom, I’m sorry all you were doing was protecting me and all I did was act like a baby when I should’ve acted like an adult. This is my fault and as much as I love Harry, I cant take the hate you were right, I didn’t cut because of you, don’t ever blame yourself it was because you were right, because you finally told me what I was denying in my head, truth is the hate is getting to me and I cant handle it and that’s why I’ve been cutting though I shouldn’t have, and ok I need to hurry cause the plane is almost leaving but before you went all ‘mother’ on me we were bonding and I want more of that, have fun while you are in England, and I will think of my situation, but mom, if at the end I want to be with Harry, no matter the what people say about me, I want you to accept that, because the only reason I let you fly me back was because deep inside I knew I needed this because its been very hard and what I need is time for me and to think about what I want to do. I really gotta go now, I love you, and I mean the bonding thing, I’d like to do that. Someday when I get back from LA. Goodbye for now. Hope” I click the red button. It took me so long to take that off my shoulders though everything that I said was true, I was scared at what directioners said about me and I just needed time to think.

I walk in the plane and got to my seat I look around and five familiar faces walk in first class.

“Are you kidding me?” I say to myself Diamond caught my eye and bit her lip.

Notes

for those who thought it was stupid, i said it all had a reason. sorry short though i just wanted to put it up since people were saying it was stupid. if you dont like my story i'm really sorry its not what you are looking for, but i'm really proud of this story.
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p.s just a filler will put another one up today probably! love you all and for all of you that support me means so much! xx