I Should've Kissed You
Chapter Eighteen ღ
It was mid-October Harry and one direction was on tour and I was back to university life with Lily, me and the girls sometimes went on shopping sprees but Perrie was also in tour with Little Mix.
“What is wrong with you today Hope?” My dance teacher asked me I was completely lost in my thoughts.
“Sorry Miss. Sherry” I say breaking my thoughts and continuing the dance routine we were doing. To be honest… I couldn’t just stop thinking my boyfriend is around the world singing his heart out and going to celb’s parties. Yes you can say I was jealous. All I read was ‘One Direction invited to Elite Celb Party in U.S.A’ while I was here, in England. I wonder how Diamond felt, she was younger, and Niall was like her first love and he had to leave so soon…
“We’re done for the day girls and boys! You are dismissed” Miss. Sherry said. I was leaving the dance studio when Miss Sherry called me “Hope! If you could stay for a few seconds” I walked towards her. “the judges of the contest want a solo dancer of a 2 min song, and I’d like you to do it”
They wanted me? A freshman to do a solo?! “oh Miss Sherry I don’t know if I’m capable of that! Lily would be a better dancer!” I say, I wasn’t confident enough.
“Lily was our solo dancer last contest we want something new, and that’s you!” Miss Sherry insisted. “just think about it dear” Miss Sherry said.
“I will” I say leaving “C’ya around Miss Sherry” I say as I go to my next class.
I had History of the Arts next, yeah you learned about the history of the arts, I totally zoned off. Our teacher, Mr. Andrews was an oldie, he was an actor in Broadway 200 years ago and now he thinks he knows everything but most of the time the class corrects him.. and he would give us a bunch of research and reading work and he himself would zone off into his world on the computer screen. I was reading a bunch of musicals to a research paper he made us do when my phone vibrated 3 times, 3 times means I have a twitter mention, I looked at Mr. Andrews, he was busy with his computer screen, I unlock my new white iPhone 4s that Harry gave me before he left so we could skype anywhere, since I got my job back at Paige’s organic shop (after I quit) I had less time. I opened up twitter and went to my mentions and read;
@Harry_Styles: @hopiesmith, missing this face like crazy! You make me smile xx
*picture attached*
I immediately responded.
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles I miss your face tooo ahahha. Love you xx
@Harry_Styles:@hopie_smith aren’t you in class? Love you too btw xx
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles yeahhh, im in History its boringggg!
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith go study! Don’t let me be a distraction!
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles fiiineee. Oldie is looking this way anyways. Love you curly fry <3
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith haha don’t get in trouble! Love you too babe xx
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles oh and you’re always a distraction! :p xx
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith dont you get tired?
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles of what silly??
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_ Of running in my mind all day?!
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles ohhh Hazzz cheesyyy but I LOVE YOU TO BITS! xxxxx
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith shhh im not cheesy! Haha love you to Hope, now study I want you not to fail your first year in college! Xx
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles fine cheesy, but you know you will be a distraction anyways you are currently on my mind every second ;) xx
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith we are so cheesy !hahaa seriously love, go to class! xx
I was about to lock my phone when I look at the TT’s #Smylescheesytweets was trending. So I tweet one last tweet.
hopie_smith: #Smylescheesytweets haha you Directioners are amazing! @Harry_Styles! babe we are soo cheesy, hahaha xxx love you all xxx p.s haz say hey to the boys :) xx
I finally lock my phone and “worked”. It was only a Tuesday… Diamond finished at 5:30 and I finished at 1pm though I had work now… work was more to keep my mind off of missing Harry so much….
“Lils you comin to the organic shop?” I ask-
“hum, yeah sure” Lily said. “can M–”
“yes Mark can come” I say already knowing what she was gunna ask. Mark was her boyfriend, the one she turned Niall down for, he was ok, not out of this world hot like Niall. We went down to the car and picked Mark up.
“I’m here Paige” I shout going into the dressing room to change into my apron.
“Good, look lets forget why you quit and start new ok?” Paige said with a nice tone. I really quit cause she was getting on my nerves and making me do all her shifts so she could go out cause she was “the boss” so I quit.
“Ok” I say going behind the counter” I looked over at a corner in the shop and I saw they were doing construction. “What’s that?” I ask Paige.
“We are making a little café where people can eat out organic cookies and stuff, my mom had the idea” Paige said,
“She’s back?” I ask. She was in Portugal for business.
“Yup back yesterday” Paige says.
“I’ll pay her a visit” I say, but costumers started to come in so I started to work, I didn’t enjoy working at the shop, even though I did have money that I inherited from my granddad I still wanted to make my own money and have a job. Lily and Mark helped out, Lily didn’t get paid neither did Mark they just helped…
“Bye Paige! See you tomorrow” I say taking my apron off, and heading to the exit. I walked home since Lily took my car to drive around with Mark, it was mid-october and it was almost freezing cold I couldn’t wait for Christmas when Harry was coming back.
I get home and have dinner with Diamond both of us were really down.
“Skyping Niall today?” I ask casually.
“That’s the plan” she says with a weak smile.
“Di? Are you sure you can handle this?” I ask worried.
“I’m sure, look I know what I’m doing, it would hurt more knowing he would come back for a few days and I wouldn’t be his, than he be gone for a few months but when he comes back he’ll call me his and I’ll call him mine, if you get me” she said calmly then eating.
“perfectly” I say, I know what she was feeling I was feeling the same. “go on, go call him I’ll clean up here” I say I could see she was eagerly waiting for the clock to strike 10pm. At 10pm here would mean that where they were would be they’re rehearsals would be over, since today they didn’t have a gig. I open my laptop and log on into skype just to be there when he arrived, then I started cleaning the kitchen.
HARRY STYLES CALLING ANSWER?
Hell yeah I thought to myself as I pressed Answer with Video
“Babeeee” he said immediately.
“Hey Hazz” I say cleaning a few dishes, he looked really tired “How were rehearsals?” I ask.
“They were good” I see Louis and Zayn at the back. They look to the screen.
“HOPEEEE” they both shouted in unison.
“haha” I laugh “hey boys!” I missed them “miss you guys like crazy”
“could you leave us…alone?” I heard harry ‘whisper’ to them, then they left the room leaving me and Harry alone again.
I yawn I was tired myself I clean up the mess in the kitchen and go upstairs with my computer.
“What did you do today?” Harry asked.
“Same old” I say “I had uni and then went to work and now I’m talking to you, which is the only good reason I survive all day” cheesy, but true.
“I love you” he said in a really tired voice.
“Babe, you’re tired just go to sleep, I just wanted to check on you” I hated saying this it was this almost every day… he was always drained out of energy, I didn’t blame him, I had to accept it.
“I hate to go…I love you Hope” he said with a tired & sad voice.
“I hate to say goodbye too… I love you too babe, good night” I say kissing the camera.
“good night, I miss you” Harry said blowing me a kiss
“Miss you too curly fry” I say then he ended the call. I wrote in the text box. Sweet dreams, I love you and I cant wait for x-mas, you’re living your dream have loads of fun! I do miss you though…
Curly Fryyyy <3
“What is wrong with you today Hope?” My dance teacher asked me I was completely lost in my thoughts.
“Sorry Miss. Sherry” I say breaking my thoughts and continuing the dance routine we were doing. To be honest… I couldn’t just stop thinking my boyfriend is around the world singing his heart out and going to celb’s parties. Yes you can say I was jealous. All I read was ‘One Direction invited to Elite Celb Party in U.S.A’ while I was here, in England. I wonder how Diamond felt, she was younger, and Niall was like her first love and he had to leave so soon…
“We’re done for the day girls and boys! You are dismissed” Miss. Sherry said. I was leaving the dance studio when Miss Sherry called me “Hope! If you could stay for a few seconds” I walked towards her. “the judges of the contest want a solo dancer of a 2 min song, and I’d like you to do it”
They wanted me? A freshman to do a solo?! “oh Miss Sherry I don’t know if I’m capable of that! Lily would be a better dancer!” I say, I wasn’t confident enough.
“Lily was our solo dancer last contest we want something new, and that’s you!” Miss Sherry insisted. “just think about it dear” Miss Sherry said.
“I will” I say leaving “C’ya around Miss Sherry” I say as I go to my next class.
I had History of the Arts next, yeah you learned about the history of the arts, I totally zoned off. Our teacher, Mr. Andrews was an oldie, he was an actor in Broadway 200 years ago and now he thinks he knows everything but most of the time the class corrects him.. and he would give us a bunch of research and reading work and he himself would zone off into his world on the computer screen. I was reading a bunch of musicals to a research paper he made us do when my phone vibrated 3 times, 3 times means I have a twitter mention, I looked at Mr. Andrews, he was busy with his computer screen, I unlock my new white iPhone 4s that Harry gave me before he left so we could skype anywhere, since I got my job back at Paige’s organic shop (after I quit) I had less time. I opened up twitter and went to my mentions and read;
@Harry_Styles: @hopiesmith, missing this face like crazy! You make me smile xx
*picture attached*
I immediately responded.
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles I miss your face tooo ahahha. Love you xx
@Harry_Styles:@hopie_smith aren’t you in class? Love you too btw xx
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles yeahhh, im in History its boringggg!
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith go study! Don’t let me be a distraction!
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles fiiineee. Oldie is looking this way anyways. Love you curly fry <3
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith haha don’t get in trouble! Love you too babe xx
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles oh and you’re always a distraction! :p xx
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith dont you get tired?
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles of what silly??
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_ Of running in my mind all day?!
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles ohhh Hazzz cheesyyy but I LOVE YOU TO BITS! xxxxx
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith shhh im not cheesy! Haha love you to Hope, now study I want you not to fail your first year in college! Xx
@hopie_smith: @Harry_Styles fine cheesy, but you know you will be a distraction anyways you are currently on my mind every second ;) xx
@Harry_Styles: @hopie_smith we are so cheesy !hahaa seriously love, go to class! xx
I was about to lock my phone when I look at the TT’s #Smylescheesytweets was trending. So I tweet one last tweet.
hopie_smith: #Smylescheesytweets haha you Directioners are amazing! @Harry_Styles! babe we are soo cheesy, hahaha xxx love you all xxx p.s haz say hey to the boys :) xx
I finally lock my phone and “worked”. It was only a Tuesday… Diamond finished at 5:30 and I finished at 1pm though I had work now… work was more to keep my mind off of missing Harry so much….
“Lils you comin to the organic shop?” I ask-
“hum, yeah sure” Lily said. “can M–”
“yes Mark can come” I say already knowing what she was gunna ask. Mark was her boyfriend, the one she turned Niall down for, he was ok, not out of this world hot like Niall. We went down to the car and picked Mark up.
“I’m here Paige” I shout going into the dressing room to change into my apron.
“Good, look lets forget why you quit and start new ok?” Paige said with a nice tone. I really quit cause she was getting on my nerves and making me do all her shifts so she could go out cause she was “the boss” so I quit.
“Ok” I say going behind the counter” I looked over at a corner in the shop and I saw they were doing construction. “What’s that?” I ask Paige.
“We are making a little café where people can eat out organic cookies and stuff, my mom had the idea” Paige said,
“She’s back?” I ask. She was in Portugal for business.
“Yup back yesterday” Paige says.
“I’ll pay her a visit” I say, but costumers started to come in so I started to work, I didn’t enjoy working at the shop, even though I did have money that I inherited from my granddad I still wanted to make my own money and have a job. Lily and Mark helped out, Lily didn’t get paid neither did Mark they just helped…
“Bye Paige! See you tomorrow” I say taking my apron off, and heading to the exit. I walked home since Lily took my car to drive around with Mark, it was mid-october and it was almost freezing cold I couldn’t wait for Christmas when Harry was coming back.
I get home and have dinner with Diamond both of us were really down.
“Skyping Niall today?” I ask casually.
“That’s the plan” she says with a weak smile.
“Di? Are you sure you can handle this?” I ask worried.
“I’m sure, look I know what I’m doing, it would hurt more knowing he would come back for a few days and I wouldn’t be his, than he be gone for a few months but when he comes back he’ll call me his and I’ll call him mine, if you get me” she said calmly then eating.
“perfectly” I say, I know what she was feeling I was feeling the same. “go on, go call him I’ll clean up here” I say I could see she was eagerly waiting for the clock to strike 10pm. At 10pm here would mean that where they were would be they’re rehearsals would be over, since today they didn’t have a gig. I open my laptop and log on into skype just to be there when he arrived, then I started cleaning the kitchen.
HARRY STYLES CALLING ANSWER?
Hell yeah I thought to myself as I pressed Answer with Video
“Babeeee” he said immediately.
“Hey Hazz” I say cleaning a few dishes, he looked really tired “How were rehearsals?” I ask.
“They were good” I see Louis and Zayn at the back. They look to the screen.
“HOPEEEE” they both shouted in unison.
“haha” I laugh “hey boys!” I missed them “miss you guys like crazy”
“could you leave us…alone?” I heard harry ‘whisper’ to them, then they left the room leaving me and Harry alone again.
I yawn I was tired myself I clean up the mess in the kitchen and go upstairs with my computer.
“What did you do today?” Harry asked.
“Same old” I say “I had uni and then went to work and now I’m talking to you, which is the only good reason I survive all day” cheesy, but true.
“I love you” he said in a really tired voice.
“Babe, you’re tired just go to sleep, I just wanted to check on you” I hated saying this it was this almost every day… he was always drained out of energy, I didn’t blame him, I had to accept it.
“I hate to go…I love you Hope” he said with a tired & sad voice.
“I hate to say goodbye too… I love you too babe, good night” I say kissing the camera.
“good night, I miss you” Harry said blowing me a kiss
“Miss you too curly fry” I say then he ended the call. I wrote in the text box. Sweet dreams, I love you and I cant wait for x-mas, you’re living your dream have loads of fun! I do miss you though…
Curly Fryyyy <3
Notes
here is chapter Eighteen, already? wow i remember writing chapter one like it was a few weeks ago! Hope you like this storyyy i love writing it, dont worry it wont be fairytale there will be drama and complications. :DStrawberrylovee
xoxo
(not story related vut here is me singing a part of A Thousand Years by Christina Perri :p https://soundcloud.com/strawberrylovee/a-thousand-year-cover)
7/11/13