This Is Faithfulness At It's Finest.
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I was waiting impatiently all day for that door to open and the man I've been missing more than anything for the last four months to walk through it. The apartment was cleaned, I was all showered, dressed nicely even though I was sure I wouldn't be wearing clothes for long once he walked in through the door. Now, it was just a waiting game.
I stared at the clock. It didn't help one bit because it made the time go by even slower. I knew it was only a matter of time now before the door swung open and I was back in his arms again.
I started pacing. So many thoughts racing through my mind.
Why wasn't he home yet? Could something have went wrong? Maybe their van broke down? What if they were in an accident? Should I call, or text to see what's taking so long? How much longer can I wait before I go crazy?
Sitting back down on the couch, I played with the frayed pieces of my shorts. Twirling them with my fingers. Contemplating trying to get a hold of him. I just wanted him back so I could never let go of him again. Or at least, until the next tour.
Baby, where are you guys? This is taking forever..., I started typing out.
Just as I was about to hit the send button, the moment I've been waiting for, for 127 days had finally come. The door swung open and in walked the green eyes and curly hair I've been aching to see.
"HARRY!", I screamed as I ran into his arms. He immediately wrapped them around me, holding me close to his body. I took in his scent. And scent that was so familiar to me, but haven't smelled in so long. His large hands went to my face, grabbing me and planting his lips on mine for a kiss that I missed so much. His lips were so soft, and just perfect. Everything about him was perfect. No one else saw that though. And no matter how rough our relationship was, he would always be perfect to me.
He kicked our apartment door closed, and let go of my face long enough to reach back and lock it for the night. He wasn't getting out of my sight till I was good and ready to leave him go.
"Baby I've missed you so, so much. You have no idea how lonely I've been on tour without you. Four longest months of my life. I'm never leaving you behind like that again", Harry said as he left little kisses all over my face and neck.
Despite everything we've ever been through, and how much my father hated Harry, I could never see myself with someone else. We just get each other. No matter how bad things get. And they get pretty bad at times, especially with Harry's terrible temper. But I put up with him because I love him more than anything. And nothing will ever change that. We've been together for far to long for me to give up on him now. He drinks a lot.. and well, his band is just starting to go somewhere, so I don't question anything because I know how bad he wants this. And I'll be there to support him the whole time.
There was no time for me to get a word in, Harry had me lifted up and my legs wrapped around his waist. Carrying me into our tiny bedroom. As soon as he hit the edge of our bed, he let me fall on my back, with him climbing on top of me. His lips instantly attaching back to my neck. It had been so long since I've had any physical contact from him. And every little part of my that his lips were touching felt absolutely amazing.
Harry's hands started to roam my body and I wasn't complaining one bit. Using his right arm to hold himself up above me, his left hand slowly found it's way under my tank top and onto my breast. Slowly squeezing, and savoring every moment while sucking on my neck. He was already making me more aroused that I've ever been.
He got up on his knees and stared down at me with lust filled eyes. I loved when he looked at me like that. It turned me on more than anything. Harry grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it off my body. Staring at my arms, and my stomach, the tiny scars all over the place. All made by Harry from over the years. I saw a bit of sadness cross his face as his fingers traced some of the scars. Like I said before, he had a temper. But it didn't make me love him any less because he was mine and that was all that mattered to me.
Before the moment got ruined by such a silly thing like the scars he was staring at, I reached down and slowly ran my hand over Harry's dick. He was already hard as a rock and the only thing that was on my mind at that moment was the things he was going to do with it. I shivered a little at the thought. He laughed a little.
"You missed that babe?" He asked as he looked down at my hand running over his denim covered cock.
"More than you know", I replied while licking my lips.
Harry, still on his knees, pulled off his tshirt and tossed it on the floor next to our bed. I got up on mine in front of him and kissed him hard on the lips. Slowly moving down his jaw line, and to his neck. I started unzipping his jeans till I could pull them down a little and free his ever growing erection from his boxers. I almost forgot how big he was. And for a split second, the thought crossed my mind about how I'd ever be able to handle such a big cock in my tiny little body. But that was never an issue before.
I wrapped my hand around Harry's dick and started stroking, while leaving tiny love bites all over his neck. Marking him as mine. That was an issue with us. We always had to show we were each others. I could feel his pre-cum leaking out of the head of his dick and onto my hand. I leaned down in front of Harry, and ran my tongue across the tip to remove said pre-cum. He tasted amazing. Just as always. The man was perfect in more ways than one. I could feel him shiver under my touch. I love knowing I had that affect on him.
I pushed him back on the bed. I pulled his jeans and boxers completely off of his legs. His arms went behind his head as he got comfortable for what he knew was coming. I got off the bed for a moment. Long enough to remove my bra and panties and leave it on the floor with Harry's pile of clothes that I removed off of his perfect body.
While he lay on the bed staring at my body, licking his lips, I went to the end of the bed and slowly crawled on it, making my way up his body. Once I was at his dick, I let my tongue slide up it. Harry hissed when I got to the tip. I grabbed his cock with my hand, positioning it before taking the whole thing in my mouth. Sucking, and massaging his balls while his cock hit the back of my throat.
His moans were driving me crazy.
"Oh baby just like that. Fuck. Don't stop. Your mouth feels so good on my cock. I've missed that pretty little mouth of yours. Oh fuck!"
The more he talked, the hornier I got.
I needed him just as much as he needed me at the moment. I continued to suck and massage, enjoying his taste and the bits of pre-cum that invaded my mouth. His moaning continued, and that was when I couldn't handle it anymore. I crawled up on top of his body and kissed him. His tongue invaded my mouth, tasting himself on my tongue. He deepened the kiss. It was so hard I was sure my lips would bruise. That's when his hands made their way to my hips. He grabbed on, while he took my body and slammed it down on his hard, wet cock.
I gasped. It had been a long time since I had been with Harry, and he wasn't small at all. But every inch of him felt so amazing in me. His head was leaning back, and his eyes were closed. He was taking in the moment and the feeling, just like I was. His head snapped back up and when he looked into my eyes, his were so dark and lust filled.
His hands made my hips move, and grind against him. His huge cock sliding in and out of me. Once he had me at a pace that we were both enjoying, his hands moved up my back and he unsnapped my bra, leaving my breast bounce as I rode him harder than I ever had. His hands grabbed on to my tits while I bounced up and down on his length. He squeezed them, and pinched my nipples which almost put me over the edge. Harry pulled me down so he could take one of my nipples in his mouth. He continued to suck on it while slowly sliding his cock in and out of my tight, wet pussy.
Harry grabbed onto my body and flipped us over. He was taking control. I knew things were about to get rough when he was dominating me. He reached down, and slid his calloused finger along my clit, making me nearly cum right then and there. He entered one finger inside me.
"Harry babe, I've missed your touch so much."
That made him start pumping his finger in me harder and faster. His mouth attached to my clit. He licked and sucked and moaned about how sweet I tasted. He even compared me to candy.
"Jesus Christ I will never get sick of that taste. You are so perfect baby", He said as his fingers worked their magic on me.
I could feel that bundle of nerves coming undone, and if he continued what he was doing, I was going to cum hard.
"Baby don't stop. Please God do not stop. Oh my god", his fingers hit that spot again, "Fuck baby, I'm gonna cum. Don't stop!", I yelled and he pumped his figers in my pussy so fast and hard.
"Don't you dare cum. Do you hear me Ashlyn? Don't you dare fucking cum or I will be so angry." Harry warned. And I knew he was dead serious.
He continued to finger my pussy fast and hard, and I had to do everything I could to not cum. The last thing I wanted was Harry mad on his first night home in 4 months. I thought of the worst things possible to keep my mind off of the feeling in my stomach that was ready to burst and put me in the most pleasure I've felt in so long.
Harry slid his fingers out of me, but continued to slowly rub my clit while he left a trail of kisses up my body. Between my breast, up my next and to my lips. He settled his body between my legs. But he wasn't making any movements. Just continued to plant little kisses over my face and neck. The whole time, I could feel the tip of his cock at my slippery entrance. The slight brushing against my pussy made my almost cum instantly.
He looked into my eyes. His lips displaying his ever so sexy smirk. One eyebrow raised, almost mocking me. Knowing I'd listen to him and I would do my best to not cum till he told me I could. His lips covered mine in a passionate kiss, and just as he slipped his tongue into my mouth, he also slipped his dick into my hot, throbbing pussy.
I screamed out in pleasure as Harry slammed into me while biting on my shoulder. His bite mark left blood running down my chest. Harry's tongue ran across my skin, licking up all of the blood he had caused escape my body. His hands attached to my hips again. His fingers digging in so hard that he broke the skin, causing more blood and instant bruising.
"Don't you cum just yet", it was like he could read my body. But I guess he just felt my pussy tighten around his hard length, which signaled I would cum at any moment.
Harry continued to slam into me, making me gasp and scream from the amounts of pleasure coursing through my body. For a moment, my mind was completely off the pain caused from the bite and cuts on my hips. Harry kept a steady pace.
"Okay baby, you can cum whenever you're ready."
"Oh my fucking god harder Harry. Give it to me harder than you ever have", I panted.
That cocky grin formed upon his face as he did exactly what I told him to do. He was moving in and out of me so fast and hard, the headboard of our bed started to hit into the wall. Causing more noise than we've ever made during sex.
I could feel Harry's cock throbbing inside me and it threw me right over the edge. I screamed as my pussy tightened on his dick and I came like I've never cum before.
"Holy fucking shit baby you are cuming so hard, oh my god", Harry panted as I felt his hot cum coat the inside of my walls.
He continued to ride out our orgasms while kissing me all over.
As soon as he pulled out, he just stood back and stared at my pussy while his seed slowly poured out and down my leg.
I could tell he loved seeing that, because he knows I've never let any other person cum inside me, or even have sex without a condom with me. He's the only person that's ever gotten to do that. I reached down between my legs, and dipped my own fingers into my pussy, getting them all covered in his cum. He continued to stare at me. I brought my fingers up to my mouth and licked all of his hot cum off. I could see his eyes become lust filled all over again.
Harry picked his boxers up from the floor and slipped them back on while I wrapped myself up in our blankets, not bothering to put back on my clothes.
"Well, I'm going to have a beer and watch some TV. I haven't sat on my own couch in so long. It's going to be amazing", Harry stated while I sat up on the bed.
"Alright baby, I'm just gonna lay down, and probably go on to sleep", I said with a small smile. But that smiled instantly faded when I felt Harry's hand across my cheek. Tears formed in my eyes right away as I grabbed on to my face. I knew this was going to bruise for sure.
"I'm gone for four fucking months. On my first night home, my own fucking girlfriend doesn't even want to spend fucking time with me?! I just fucked your god damned brains out and you can't even come sit on the damn couch and watch some fucking tv with me?! Why do I even keep you around! You only fucking use me for the sex anyway apparently!" Harry yelled in my face.
I couldn't form words at the moment. I can't say that I was shocked by his reaction. This wasn't unnatural for him, or us for that matter.
He scoffed. "Nothing to say huh? You've probably been fucking other guys the whole time I've been gone anyway. Stupid slut. Go on to bed then. I don't give a fuck."
"Harry you know I've never cheated on yo-", and he cut me off by pushing me back on the bed. Before I could even get up to register what was going on, all I could see was his back walk out the door, and the door slamming shut.
I let the tears fall. This was not how I pictured his first night back.
I got up off of the bed, and I grabbed Harry's tshirt from the floor and slipped it on my tiny body. Our size difference was great because it allowed me to use his shirts to sleep in. They were just like dresses on me.
Taking a quick glance in the mirror, I could see my cheek already turning a light purple. I would need tons of makeup in the morning once I took a shower. I crawled back into our bed. I didn't expect Harry to be back in our room tonight. But even though I knew there was a 98% chance he'd sleep on the couch, I left him space in our bed anyway.
I laid in bed for what seemed like forever. Staring into the dark, trying to not thing about the pulsating feeling in my cheek and everything that had happened just an hour or so ago.
Everything was suddenly quiet before I heard mine and Harry's room door slowly open. I was facing the wall, so I couldn't tell if he had walked in or not, until I felt the weight on the bed shift and his body laying on the mattress next to mine. I continued to stay quiet. I couldn't say that I wanted to talk to him at the moment anyway.
15 minutes or so passed before Harry's arm wrapped around my body, and he kissed the back of my head while he cuddled into my back. I didn't say anything. I didn't move.
"Baby I know you're awake. And I'm sorry", Harry said, breaking the silence that covered our room. I continued to lay there without saying a word. His arms wrapped tighter around my body, pulling me close to his chest.
"Come on baby, say something. You know I'm sorry and I love you more than anything. You also know that I get out of control sometimes and I can't help it. But I love you so much. You're my number one girl. Please babe. Look at me", Harry pleaded.
And of course, I gave into him.
I turned around in his arms and cuddled into his chest. I always gave into him. I couldn't help myself. No matter how many times this happened, I always gave in because I couldn't imagine me without him.
"Ash, baby. Look at me", Harry said as he tilted my head up to look at him. His lips covered mine in a loving kiss. His kisses always made me weak. I was so in love with him that I would put up with anything as long as he was mine, and I was his.
Harry looked down at my body and noticed what I was wearing.
"Good God, Ashlyn, why did you have to put on my shirt? You know how much I love it when you wear my clothes. It turns me on more than you could ever imagine."
I just smiled at his comment. I knew he loved it.
"Baby I really am sorry. It's just, I've been gone for so long and I've missed you so much. I just wanted to spend time with with my beautiful girlfriend, and it hurt that you didn't want to sit on the couch with me for a bit and - ", I cut him off by kissing him.
"I know baby. I'm sorry. I should have been considerate and did that for you. I'm just really hurt over the comment about me cheating on you..", I back away a little bit, not knowing how he'd react to me saying that.
Harry just smiled and kissed me again. "I know you'd never cheat on me. At least I hope you wouldn't. Just always keep in fucking mind that, this.." He pointed to my face, "This..", pointed to my lips, "This..", traced his fingers along my breast and down my body, "and this..", he said as he slipped his hand in between my legs and circled his finger along my clit, "is all mine. Understood? Mine. No one else's. And if any other man ever gets to touch any of it, I will actually kill him. Got it? You're all mine and no one will ever get you as long as I'm living."
I gasped as Harry slipped his fingers back inside me for the second time tonight, leaving my pussy juices running down his hand.
"I said, understood?", Harry demanded.
"I- I, I understand baby, fuck, I understand. All yours. Always", I managed to pant out while he fingered me hard.
"Good", Harry said while the smirk once again forming on his perfect face, reaching down with his other hand to pull his boxers off. "Now spread those beautiful legs of yours, because I'm going to treat what's mine to another round of what she fucking deserves."
I stared at the clock. It didn't help one bit because it made the time go by even slower. I knew it was only a matter of time now before the door swung open and I was back in his arms again.
I started pacing. So many thoughts racing through my mind.
Why wasn't he home yet? Could something have went wrong? Maybe their van broke down? What if they were in an accident? Should I call, or text to see what's taking so long? How much longer can I wait before I go crazy?
Sitting back down on the couch, I played with the frayed pieces of my shorts. Twirling them with my fingers. Contemplating trying to get a hold of him. I just wanted him back so I could never let go of him again. Or at least, until the next tour.
Baby, where are you guys? This is taking forever..., I started typing out.
Just as I was about to hit the send button, the moment I've been waiting for, for 127 days had finally come. The door swung open and in walked the green eyes and curly hair I've been aching to see.
"HARRY!", I screamed as I ran into his arms. He immediately wrapped them around me, holding me close to his body. I took in his scent. And scent that was so familiar to me, but haven't smelled in so long. His large hands went to my face, grabbing me and planting his lips on mine for a kiss that I missed so much. His lips were so soft, and just perfect. Everything about him was perfect. No one else saw that though. And no matter how rough our relationship was, he would always be perfect to me.
He kicked our apartment door closed, and let go of my face long enough to reach back and lock it for the night. He wasn't getting out of my sight till I was good and ready to leave him go.
"Baby I've missed you so, so much. You have no idea how lonely I've been on tour without you. Four longest months of my life. I'm never leaving you behind like that again", Harry said as he left little kisses all over my face and neck.
Despite everything we've ever been through, and how much my father hated Harry, I could never see myself with someone else. We just get each other. No matter how bad things get. And they get pretty bad at times, especially with Harry's terrible temper. But I put up with him because I love him more than anything. And nothing will ever change that. We've been together for far to long for me to give up on him now. He drinks a lot.. and well, his band is just starting to go somewhere, so I don't question anything because I know how bad he wants this. And I'll be there to support him the whole time.
There was no time for me to get a word in, Harry had me lifted up and my legs wrapped around his waist. Carrying me into our tiny bedroom. As soon as he hit the edge of our bed, he let me fall on my back, with him climbing on top of me. His lips instantly attaching back to my neck. It had been so long since I've had any physical contact from him. And every little part of my that his lips were touching felt absolutely amazing.
Harry's hands started to roam my body and I wasn't complaining one bit. Using his right arm to hold himself up above me, his left hand slowly found it's way under my tank top and onto my breast. Slowly squeezing, and savoring every moment while sucking on my neck. He was already making me more aroused that I've ever been.
He got up on his knees and stared down at me with lust filled eyes. I loved when he looked at me like that. It turned me on more than anything. Harry grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it off my body. Staring at my arms, and my stomach, the tiny scars all over the place. All made by Harry from over the years. I saw a bit of sadness cross his face as his fingers traced some of the scars. Like I said before, he had a temper. But it didn't make me love him any less because he was mine and that was all that mattered to me.
Before the moment got ruined by such a silly thing like the scars he was staring at, I reached down and slowly ran my hand over Harry's dick. He was already hard as a rock and the only thing that was on my mind at that moment was the things he was going to do with it. I shivered a little at the thought. He laughed a little.
"You missed that babe?" He asked as he looked down at my hand running over his denim covered cock.
"More than you know", I replied while licking my lips.
Harry, still on his knees, pulled off his tshirt and tossed it on the floor next to our bed. I got up on mine in front of him and kissed him hard on the lips. Slowly moving down his jaw line, and to his neck. I started unzipping his jeans till I could pull them down a little and free his ever growing erection from his boxers. I almost forgot how big he was. And for a split second, the thought crossed my mind about how I'd ever be able to handle such a big cock in my tiny little body. But that was never an issue before.
I wrapped my hand around Harry's dick and started stroking, while leaving tiny love bites all over his neck. Marking him as mine. That was an issue with us. We always had to show we were each others. I could feel his pre-cum leaking out of the head of his dick and onto my hand. I leaned down in front of Harry, and ran my tongue across the tip to remove said pre-cum. He tasted amazing. Just as always. The man was perfect in more ways than one. I could feel him shiver under my touch. I love knowing I had that affect on him.
I pushed him back on the bed. I pulled his jeans and boxers completely off of his legs. His arms went behind his head as he got comfortable for what he knew was coming. I got off the bed for a moment. Long enough to remove my bra and panties and leave it on the floor with Harry's pile of clothes that I removed off of his perfect body.
While he lay on the bed staring at my body, licking his lips, I went to the end of the bed and slowly crawled on it, making my way up his body. Once I was at his dick, I let my tongue slide up it. Harry hissed when I got to the tip. I grabbed his cock with my hand, positioning it before taking the whole thing in my mouth. Sucking, and massaging his balls while his cock hit the back of my throat.
His moans were driving me crazy.
"Oh baby just like that. Fuck. Don't stop. Your mouth feels so good on my cock. I've missed that pretty little mouth of yours. Oh fuck!"
The more he talked, the hornier I got.
I needed him just as much as he needed me at the moment. I continued to suck and massage, enjoying his taste and the bits of pre-cum that invaded my mouth. His moaning continued, and that was when I couldn't handle it anymore. I crawled up on top of his body and kissed him. His tongue invaded my mouth, tasting himself on my tongue. He deepened the kiss. It was so hard I was sure my lips would bruise. That's when his hands made their way to my hips. He grabbed on, while he took my body and slammed it down on his hard, wet cock.
I gasped. It had been a long time since I had been with Harry, and he wasn't small at all. But every inch of him felt so amazing in me. His head was leaning back, and his eyes were closed. He was taking in the moment and the feeling, just like I was. His head snapped back up and when he looked into my eyes, his were so dark and lust filled.
His hands made my hips move, and grind against him. His huge cock sliding in and out of me. Once he had me at a pace that we were both enjoying, his hands moved up my back and he unsnapped my bra, leaving my breast bounce as I rode him harder than I ever had. His hands grabbed on to my tits while I bounced up and down on his length. He squeezed them, and pinched my nipples which almost put me over the edge. Harry pulled me down so he could take one of my nipples in his mouth. He continued to suck on it while slowly sliding his cock in and out of my tight, wet pussy.
Harry grabbed onto my body and flipped us over. He was taking control. I knew things were about to get rough when he was dominating me. He reached down, and slid his calloused finger along my clit, making me nearly cum right then and there. He entered one finger inside me.
"Harry babe, I've missed your touch so much."
That made him start pumping his finger in me harder and faster. His mouth attached to my clit. He licked and sucked and moaned about how sweet I tasted. He even compared me to candy.
"Jesus Christ I will never get sick of that taste. You are so perfect baby", He said as his fingers worked their magic on me.
I could feel that bundle of nerves coming undone, and if he continued what he was doing, I was going to cum hard.
"Baby don't stop. Please God do not stop. Oh my god", his fingers hit that spot again, "Fuck baby, I'm gonna cum. Don't stop!", I yelled and he pumped his figers in my pussy so fast and hard.
"Don't you dare cum. Do you hear me Ashlyn? Don't you dare fucking cum or I will be so angry." Harry warned. And I knew he was dead serious.
He continued to finger my pussy fast and hard, and I had to do everything I could to not cum. The last thing I wanted was Harry mad on his first night home in 4 months. I thought of the worst things possible to keep my mind off of the feeling in my stomach that was ready to burst and put me in the most pleasure I've felt in so long.
Harry slid his fingers out of me, but continued to slowly rub my clit while he left a trail of kisses up my body. Between my breast, up my next and to my lips. He settled his body between my legs. But he wasn't making any movements. Just continued to plant little kisses over my face and neck. The whole time, I could feel the tip of his cock at my slippery entrance. The slight brushing against my pussy made my almost cum instantly.
He looked into my eyes. His lips displaying his ever so sexy smirk. One eyebrow raised, almost mocking me. Knowing I'd listen to him and I would do my best to not cum till he told me I could. His lips covered mine in a passionate kiss, and just as he slipped his tongue into my mouth, he also slipped his dick into my hot, throbbing pussy.
I screamed out in pleasure as Harry slammed into me while biting on my shoulder. His bite mark left blood running down my chest. Harry's tongue ran across my skin, licking up all of the blood he had caused escape my body. His hands attached to my hips again. His fingers digging in so hard that he broke the skin, causing more blood and instant bruising.
"Don't you cum just yet", it was like he could read my body. But I guess he just felt my pussy tighten around his hard length, which signaled I would cum at any moment.
Harry continued to slam into me, making me gasp and scream from the amounts of pleasure coursing through my body. For a moment, my mind was completely off the pain caused from the bite and cuts on my hips. Harry kept a steady pace.
"Okay baby, you can cum whenever you're ready."
"Oh my fucking god harder Harry. Give it to me harder than you ever have", I panted.
That cocky grin formed upon his face as he did exactly what I told him to do. He was moving in and out of me so fast and hard, the headboard of our bed started to hit into the wall. Causing more noise than we've ever made during sex.
I could feel Harry's cock throbbing inside me and it threw me right over the edge. I screamed as my pussy tightened on his dick and I came like I've never cum before.
"Holy fucking shit baby you are cuming so hard, oh my god", Harry panted as I felt his hot cum coat the inside of my walls.
He continued to ride out our orgasms while kissing me all over.
As soon as he pulled out, he just stood back and stared at my pussy while his seed slowly poured out and down my leg.
I could tell he loved seeing that, because he knows I've never let any other person cum inside me, or even have sex without a condom with me. He's the only person that's ever gotten to do that. I reached down between my legs, and dipped my own fingers into my pussy, getting them all covered in his cum. He continued to stare at me. I brought my fingers up to my mouth and licked all of his hot cum off. I could see his eyes become lust filled all over again.
Harry picked his boxers up from the floor and slipped them back on while I wrapped myself up in our blankets, not bothering to put back on my clothes.
"Well, I'm going to have a beer and watch some TV. I haven't sat on my own couch in so long. It's going to be amazing", Harry stated while I sat up on the bed.
"Alright baby, I'm just gonna lay down, and probably go on to sleep", I said with a small smile. But that smiled instantly faded when I felt Harry's hand across my cheek. Tears formed in my eyes right away as I grabbed on to my face. I knew this was going to bruise for sure.
"I'm gone for four fucking months. On my first night home, my own fucking girlfriend doesn't even want to spend fucking time with me?! I just fucked your god damned brains out and you can't even come sit on the damn couch and watch some fucking tv with me?! Why do I even keep you around! You only fucking use me for the sex anyway apparently!" Harry yelled in my face.
I couldn't form words at the moment. I can't say that I was shocked by his reaction. This wasn't unnatural for him, or us for that matter.
He scoffed. "Nothing to say huh? You've probably been fucking other guys the whole time I've been gone anyway. Stupid slut. Go on to bed then. I don't give a fuck."
"Harry you know I've never cheated on yo-", and he cut me off by pushing me back on the bed. Before I could even get up to register what was going on, all I could see was his back walk out the door, and the door slamming shut.
I let the tears fall. This was not how I pictured his first night back.
I got up off of the bed, and I grabbed Harry's tshirt from the floor and slipped it on my tiny body. Our size difference was great because it allowed me to use his shirts to sleep in. They were just like dresses on me.
Taking a quick glance in the mirror, I could see my cheek already turning a light purple. I would need tons of makeup in the morning once I took a shower. I crawled back into our bed. I didn't expect Harry to be back in our room tonight. But even though I knew there was a 98% chance he'd sleep on the couch, I left him space in our bed anyway.
I laid in bed for what seemed like forever. Staring into the dark, trying to not thing about the pulsating feeling in my cheek and everything that had happened just an hour or so ago.
Everything was suddenly quiet before I heard mine and Harry's room door slowly open. I was facing the wall, so I couldn't tell if he had walked in or not, until I felt the weight on the bed shift and his body laying on the mattress next to mine. I continued to stay quiet. I couldn't say that I wanted to talk to him at the moment anyway.
15 minutes or so passed before Harry's arm wrapped around my body, and he kissed the back of my head while he cuddled into my back. I didn't say anything. I didn't move.
"Baby I know you're awake. And I'm sorry", Harry said, breaking the silence that covered our room. I continued to lay there without saying a word. His arms wrapped tighter around my body, pulling me close to his chest.
"Come on baby, say something. You know I'm sorry and I love you more than anything. You also know that I get out of control sometimes and I can't help it. But I love you so much. You're my number one girl. Please babe. Look at me", Harry pleaded.
And of course, I gave into him.
I turned around in his arms and cuddled into his chest. I always gave into him. I couldn't help myself. No matter how many times this happened, I always gave in because I couldn't imagine me without him.
"Ash, baby. Look at me", Harry said as he tilted my head up to look at him. His lips covered mine in a loving kiss. His kisses always made me weak. I was so in love with him that I would put up with anything as long as he was mine, and I was his.
Harry looked down at my body and noticed what I was wearing.
"Good God, Ashlyn, why did you have to put on my shirt? You know how much I love it when you wear my clothes. It turns me on more than you could ever imagine."
I just smiled at his comment. I knew he loved it.
"Baby I really am sorry. It's just, I've been gone for so long and I've missed you so much. I just wanted to spend time with with my beautiful girlfriend, and it hurt that you didn't want to sit on the couch with me for a bit and - ", I cut him off by kissing him.
"I know baby. I'm sorry. I should have been considerate and did that for you. I'm just really hurt over the comment about me cheating on you..", I back away a little bit, not knowing how he'd react to me saying that.
Harry just smiled and kissed me again. "I know you'd never cheat on me. At least I hope you wouldn't. Just always keep in fucking mind that, this.." He pointed to my face, "This..", pointed to my lips, "This..", traced his fingers along my breast and down my body, "and this..", he said as he slipped his hand in between my legs and circled his finger along my clit, "is all mine. Understood? Mine. No one else's. And if any other man ever gets to touch any of it, I will actually kill him. Got it? You're all mine and no one will ever get you as long as I'm living."
I gasped as Harry slipped his fingers back inside me for the second time tonight, leaving my pussy juices running down his hand.
"I said, understood?", Harry demanded.
"I- I, I understand baby, fuck, I understand. All yours. Always", I managed to pant out while he fingered me hard.
"Good", Harry said while the smirk once again forming on his perfect face, reaching down with his other hand to pull his boxers off. "Now spread those beautiful legs of yours, because I'm going to treat what's mine to another round of what she fucking deserves."
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