Looking Forward

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Come home by OneRepublic
Autumn leaves by Ed Sheeran

Jenna p.o.v

My body trembled as I touched the flesh wounds that laid on Harry's face. His body shifted a little bit as if reacting to the pain that i ignited when i touched his wounds. His face was pale and lifeless but at least he wasn't dead.

Right?

I checked his pulse for reassurance. A sigh of relief escaped my lips as I felt his 'heart' beat. I let my hand fall on his chest soon after but I quickly retrieved it after I felt a liquid mask the palm of hand.

Blood.

I've been around it too many times to recognize it without even looking at it. The smell of it has long been engraved in my mind. And so are the horrible memoies that it brought along with it.

I slowly put the light of my phone on Harry's body. I quickly dropped my phone after seeing what I'd been dreading most........Blood.

"H-H-harry, wa-wake up. W-wake up please". I whispered to him as I shook his body gently but firmly.

No response.

" Please H-harry wa-wake up. Wake up...f-for me pleasse". I kept whispering hoping he'll wake up.

Still no response.

At that point I couldn't take it anymore. I let my tears fall freely down my face.

"Harry please,wake u-up. C'mon Harry. Wake up and be the little bastard that you are". I whispered in between cries. " be my little bastard" I said with a soft smile.

Please don't die on me, I kept thinking to myself. I need you Harry, I lo--.

"Please" I whispered one more time to him.

Still no response.

As hard as I tried, I couldn't contain my cries. I started crying even more as the thought of him not waking up again crossed my mind.

Gosh I don't know what I'll do if he ever left me. I wouldn't be able to see him smile that showed his adorable dimples. I'll never see his beautiful green eyes sparkle when he looks at me. I'll never hear him sing Ed Sheeran to me again.

All of this just made the tears fall even more and more.

I position myself so his head rested on my lap. I stroked his hair as I started singing 'Come home' by OneRepublic.

Come home, come home.
Cause I've been waiting for you
For so long, For so long.
Right now there's a war between the vanities,
But all I see is you and me.
The fight for you is all I've ever known.
So come home.

I stopped there for I couldn't go on any longer because of my breath which got heavier and heavier the longer and more I cried.

I looked down at and and --'aww. He looked so beautiful. His soft pink lips looked so inviting. His hair was a mess but gosh he couldn't be any more handsome.

I lo--..........I like him.
Oh who am I kidding, I love him.
I know its only been a couple of days but god damn it.
Looks what his doing to me.
I'm lying here alone with him, in the dark, crying my eyes out.
And for who?

For him.

I slowly bend down to kiss his lips. Gosh they were so soft. I knew my tears was probably all over his face and lips but I didn't care. I just wanted to feel him one more time. I didn't know if it was goodbye or not.

I hoped not.

I pulled away and wiped my tears off his cheeks.

"You're one of a kind Styles." I said smiling. " And as stupid as it is....I might actually be in love with you".

"Ironic huh? The bad boy and the broken girl. Kinda like West Side Story, only you're not going to die on me okay Romeo? "

"You're not dying on me, okay." I said stroking his hair. " You're not dying on me. Not today. Not ever." I said holding his hand.

"Please". I whispered before I kissed him again.

My mind had drifted so far off to what could've been. I was so far away that I hadn't noticed the strong hand that rested on my cheek.

I open my eyes to find beautiful green eyes staring at me.

"H-harry?" I whispered.
"Hey" he whispered back smiling.

Before I knew it, a pair of strong arms were wrapped around my waist. He burried his face in the crook of my name before speaking again. At that point, when I thought that all my tears were gone, I had a MAJOR breakdown.

"I'm here, don't worry. " he whispered in my ear.

I wrapped my arm around his neck crying even more.

"Shhh baby don't cry, I'm here. I'm not leaving okay? I'm not leaving you Jenna. "

"Not today. Not ever ". he whispered before kissing me.

"Promise?" I asked like child.

"Promise!" he answered before kissing me again.

At that moment, my heart was at peace.

I'd finally let it out of his cage.

And it fell in love.

With Harry.

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