Looking Forward

Jenna p.o.v

I rushed home as fast as possible, skipping a couple of stop signs. I turned the radio's volume up, to somehow erase the thought of harry out of my mind.

Obviously that didn't work when it started playing "I will always love you" by Whitney Houston. Damn she was amazing, what happened?

Oh right, drugs.

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I pulled up in my driveway and rushed out the car into my house.

"Hellooo. I'm hoome" I yelled slowly walking through the house, loking for any sign of Charlie or Pam.

"hey" someone said behind me, making me jump.

I turned around to find Pam stading in her pj's behind me.
"Oh hey. You nearly scared me to death. " I said putting 1 hand on my chest.
"Oh srry" she said taking another spoonful of ice cream.
"Why are you in your pj's? And where's Charlie? Did you do your homework?" I asked her.

"First because I want to second, she's in her room and third, you're not my mom. My homework does not concern you. Unless you want to do it for me. " she said in a sarcastic voice.

"Sorry I'm just stressed that's all. " I said rubbing my forehead.
"It's all good. It's probably 'cause of that prick. Speaking of manwhores,how was detention? Did he try anything? " she said as I followed her up the stairs to Charlie's room.

"um no he-he didn't try anything. The teacher was there so..." I said plainly.

We walked into Charlie's room to find her coloring on a piece of paper.

(listen to stay by Miley Cyrus or come home by OneRepublic )

"Hey baby. what you doing" I said sitting down next to her.
"drawing" she said with a sad expression.
"What ya drawing? "
"a picture" she said.
"oohh.Of what?" I said.
"Mommy, daddy,and leci" She said with a sad smile, looking down at her paper.

"D-do you,miss them?" I asked her stroking her hair. She simply nodded in response.
"When will we see them again?" she innocently asked. I looked up to Pam for help but I knew she couldn't help me in a time like this.

"Umm soon honey, soon." I said holding back tears.

We stayed silent for a while. Charlie kept drawing while I silently stroked and kissed her head, holding back tears. Pam had joined us on Charlie's floor by then.

"I'm sorry. " Charlie suddenly said.
"What for baby?"
"making you sad. I know you don't like talking about mommy or leci." she said in almost a whisper.

"Oh baby. Don't worry I'm not sad." I said.
"you sure? " she asked obviously not convinced.
"Of course! How can I be sad when I have you?" I said as I pulled her into a hug.

"Not to mention that aunty Pam is here too." I finished saying.
"Yea, and I'll protect both of you no matter what. " Pam said as she joined our hug.

"Hey wanna go get some ice cream?" Pam suddenly asked making Charlie jump in agreement.
"Yes yes pleeease can we go Jenny?" she asked turning to me.
"Hey Charlie's been a good girl, haven't you now Charlie? " Pam said turning to her.

"Yesss" Charlie said.
"So can we please go?" Charlie asked again for the millionth time.
"Yes can we please?" Pam said with her baby face.
"Okay okay, yes we can go." I said throwing my hands in the air in defeat.

"yaaayyy" they both screamed in unison.
"Okay let's get ready" I said as I pulled Charlie towards her closet.

I was looking at clothes for Charlie to wear when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Pamela.

"Why don't you go get ready, I got this." she said as she took Charlie's clithes from my hand.
"okay" I said smiling before I headed to my room.

Since we were just going for ice cream, I didn't want to over do it so I changed into a cute little outfit, which consisted of shorts and a tucked in shirt with some jewelry.

"Hey are you guys ready?" I asked as I went into Charlie's room to find that they were gone.
"Jenna were downstairs" I heard a familiar voice yell from downstairs.

I rushed down the stairs to find Charlie dressed in the cutest outfit ever and Pamela was surprisingly still in her pj's.

"Well don't you look cute." I said bending down to pinch Charlie on the cheek, making her laugh.
"Well we gtg" Pam said practically pushing us out the house.

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"Woah okay were going, were going" I said after I strapped Charlie in her seat.
"sorry. "
"its okay. You're not coming with us?" I asked as I followed her back in the house.
"um no. I thought it'd be nice if you had some private time with her".

I stared at her for what seemed like an eternity. How did I get this lucky? I thought to myself. How did I end up with one of the most beautiful people in world? She's always been there for me through thick and thin. Always worrying about me and making sure I'm okay.

No matter what was going on with her, she'll always put it aside to take care of me.God I love this girl. And I'm so thankful that she's here. If she hadn't been, I'd probably be back in america. Getting bullied everyday of my life.

Hell if she hadn't shown up I'd be dead by now. Not from drugs or smoking, but from depression and suicide.

"Are you okay?"

At that point I couldn't hold it back anymore. I looked at her for a moment before I finally let the tears fall freely down my face. At this, she pulled me into hug started telling me sweet words so I'll feel better.

"Ssshhh. It's okay, it's okay I'm here now." she said as I cried on shoulder.

After I finished crying and collected myself before I spoke.

"thank youyou"i finally got out.
"You're welcome" she said smiling.
"No really thank you. For always being there for me no matter what. I don't know where I would be right now if it weren't for you. Thank you thank you."I said hugging her.

"You're Welcome" she whispered in my ear.
"You have no idea what you mean to me" I said.
"Well why don't you show me by buying me some ice cream." she said as she pulled away.

I smiled at her words. I nodded in agreement and gave her one last hug before I rushed back to the car.

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I rode ff to town with a smile on my face. For once , since the incident (& a while), I was genuinely happy.

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