Looking Forward

Jenna p.o.v

I put my free hand on my head as I woke up with a pounding headache.

God what is this.

Now I remember why I don't drink. The funny thing is, I don't even remember drinking at all. All I remember is being at a really loud party with Niall and.....Wait a minute.

Niall.
I remember going to a party with niall and leaving Kelsy and Pam at home with Charlie.

Fuck, Charlie.

I tried to get up but was quickly pulled back down by a pair of strong hands. I silently scream in pain when my head hit someone chest. My eyes popped open when I felt someone breathing under me.

I closed my eyes, praying that this was just a bad dream.

Calm yourself Jenna, and take a deep breath. When you open your eyes, you'll be in your room surrounded by Charlie's and Pam's laughter.

My eyes popped back up at the thought of Charlie, but were quickly dismissed when I felt someone hold a tighter grip on me as the repositioned themselves.

Please god, don't tell me I got drunk and slept with a stranger again.

I chanced a glance at the mystery man, hoping that he was at least decent. I screamed in horror and pain as realized who laid underneath me.

Harry.

How can I forget with the curly hair and the strong beautiful smell that always lingered his body.

Damn it Jenna now isn't the time to be admiring him.

I quickly/abruptly broke away from his grip on me and got out of bed just to get back in when I realized that I was naked.

"No no no Noooo" I started screaming after I got back in bed with my head burried in my hands.

"urgg God. can't we keep the screaming for another time? " Harry asked when he woke up.

I looked at him in awe as he removed his curly from is face. I watched his nose twitch a bit as he did so. I loved the way he ran his fingers through hid hair, god I just want..........Argh.

Stop doing that Jenna.

"like what you see?" a deep sexy british voice asked interupting my thoughts.

I kept my head down to avoid eye contact before I spoke.

"D-d-di-did we D-d-do it?" I asked him hoping and praying for the best.
"yes" he said.

With that tiny simple word, my words came tumbling down.

Not again please no.

Harry p.o.v ( come home by one republic)

"D-d-di-did we D-d-do it?" she asked trembling.
"yes" was my only response.

I know, I know. We didn't do it but, I wanted to see her reaction if she thought that we had. And boy was her reaction surprising and hurtful.

I watched as she let the tears fall freely from her face. She didn't try to stop them or to cover her face. She just broke down in tears and kept hoping/praying that I was lying.

( Which I was)

Somehow, watching her cry pained me a whole lot more than it should. I felt like a complete dough bag for lying to her. I tried to put my hand around her shoulders to give her some confort only to be hurt even more.

"Noooo. Don't. You. Touch. Me. Ever . Again. " -she said after she SLAPPED, my hand away.

"how-how could you?" she said in between tears.
"I I'm sorry, I didn't we--" I tried to explain but she cut me off.

"I can't believe this. I can't believe You. And to think that I actually had some -TRUST in you." she partly yelled at me.

"Well you BEGGED for it." I yelled back feeling the need to protect myself.
"I WAS DRUNK YOU DUMB SHIT" she yelled back at me.
" WELL DID SEEM LIKE YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE DOING" I yelled back again.

"FOR THE LAST TIME I WAS DRUNK. YOU SHOULD'VE KNOWN BETTER. BUT I GUESS THIS" she said pointing at the situation. " IS NORMAL FOR YOU. " she finished.

"taking advantage of drunk girls is that what you do harry. HUH? Cause that PATHETIC. " she said in a calmer voice.

There was a big moment of silence before she got up to put her close on, regardless of the fact that she was naked. I got up and followed her actions.

The entire time I couldn't help but feel like a piece of shit. I should've just told her the truth. Now if I do tell her, she probably won't believe me.

Good job Harry. Way to FUCK things up.

***********

The ride home was VERYYYYY silent. She did not once look at me and would shut down every time I tried to start a conversation.

I parked in front of her house hoping that she wasn't still mad at me even though I knew she was.

I have to tell her before she leaves so at least she won't be as mad about the whole thing. Or at least I hope.

I watched as she quickly undid her seat belt obviously very eager to leave me. Before she reached for the door and took her hand in mine but she snatched it away.

"Look I lied okay" I said carefully watching her. " We didn't sleep together" I finished.

"you expect me to believe that? " she said looking out the window.
"yes"
"why?"
"-because is the truth" was my only reply.

"Look, we didn't do it. I wish we did but we didn't. I don't know if you remember but, Niall brought you to my party then left to say hi to someone. You went in the kitchen to get a drink but almost got raped instead. "

" I saved you from that. Do you remember? " I asked. I waited for it to register in her brain before she nodded her head in acknowledgement.

"I took you to the club and----"
" you left me to go fuck some slut in the bathroom. " she finished for me.
"yea"

Fuck she remembered that.

"Anyway, you were dancing with a guy and he got too handsy so I punched him and---"
"took me to the hotel" she said cutting me off again.
"yea"

"point is we didn't sleep together. I just said we did to see your reaction and it wasn't exactly what I was hoping for. " She lightly chuckled as I said so. Good job styles.

"What I'm trying to say is I'm sorry. I-it will never happen again. I promise.".

I looked at her, waiting for her to say something. She took a deep breath before she spoke.

"Thank you, for saving me from the rape. But I think that we should stop seeing each other for a while. " she said staring at her feet.

"How long is a while?" I whispered to her.
"A while" she said again in a whisper before she got out the car and ran to her house.

"I'm sorry" I whispered to myself before driving off.

Notes

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