Looking Forward

jenna's p.o.v

I walked past Niall and Pamela, ignoring their calls. I got in the car and slammed the door shut and waited for them to get in.

"are you okay? " pam asked after she got in.
"peachy" I responded sarcastically.
"no really. I've never seen you act like this before". Niall said with concern in his voice.

"well now you have"i said as I got out the school parking lot and drove fast and furious.

I can't believe it. He did nothing to stop her. He just stood there and watched as that bitch insulted my sister. Urggh I'm so pissed off right now.

why do you care Jenna? His not your boyfriend his hers.

I don't care I just thought that I don't know. Maybe he'll defend me and not just stand there and enjoy.

Do you like him?

What of course not. He, he is a stupid inconsiderate mean gang leader with..... Beautiful green eyes and a gorgeous smile with a sexy accent and arggg. What am I thinking.

Look I don't like him okay.
or at least I think I don't.
Gosh wat is wrong with me?

I was shaken out of my thoughts when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to meet a set of brown eyes. Pamela.

"you okay"? she asked.
"I'm good" I said giving her a reassuring smile.
"don't give me one of those fake smiles. I'm your best friend I know when you're lying" she said half laughing half serious.

I laughed at her comment before I spoke again.
"yes indeed you are pretty lady lol. don't worry about it I'm good". "really I said looking deep into her eyes.
"okay" she said.

"well. as touching as this is, umm I'm hungry so... can we stop at nandos or something? " Niall said making us laugh.
"geez Niall already? " Pam asked still laughing
"don't worry, I'll get you plenty of food after I pick Charlie up." I said with a smile on my face.

*******

After we picked Charlie up we drove to the store to get Niall some food. Man that boy eats a lot. I still don't know how his skinny. Niall and Pam waited for me downstairs as I gave Charlie her meds before I put her to sleep.

God she's just a kid, she shouldn't be taking all this medicine or having all this problems. She should be outside, playing with her friends, smiling and laughing like the kid that she is.

I wiped away the tears from my face before I made my way down stairs, to find Niall and Pam pretty engaged in their hw. Surprise, Surprise.

"hey what are you guys doing" I asked making my way over to them.
"hw" they said in unison.

I gave them a skeptical look before I sat down next to Niall only to stand back up when the door bell rang. Gosh couldn't you have rang that stupid door bell before I sat down?

I opened the door to find Kelsy. I watched as relief came over her before she hugged me.

"oh my goodness Jenna where were you? she asked or yelled I should say.
"I saw you beat up Miley then you just disappeared. I called you like a million times and left a hundred messages but you wouldn't answer" she continued.

"sorry I just" I was cut off by another tight embrace.
"its okay just, don't you ever scare me like that again okay?" she said still hugging me.

My heart melted at how much she cared. I felt a tear slid down my cheek as I hugged her back, tighter than she was holding me.

"I'm sorry" I said again.
"it's okay" she said stroking my hair before she pulled back.
"wanna come in" I said after disconnected.
"please" she said stepping inside my house as I stepped aside.

We walked into the living room where Pam and Niall where still surprisingly engaged in their hw.

*********

so after Kelsy and I sat down and did our hw, I told her how everything went down with Miley.

"damn that bitch" Kelsy said after I finished the story.
"tell me about it. if it wasn't for Jenna, I would've broke that hoe in two. sent het straight to her grave. " Pam said earning laughs from all of us.

"I'm really sorry about your sister Jenna " Kelsy said to me after we'd stopped laughing.
"My brother died of cancer too. Miss him every day" she continued.
I gave her a hug and whispered the words 'I'm sorry' in her ear, before I pulled away.

"cancer a bitch" Pam said.
"Tell me about it" Kelsy replied.
"so Jenna. you going to the party?" Niall asked me.
"um no. think I'd rather stay home" I said.
"come on Jenna. you need to have fun" Pam said.
"no thnx I'm good. " I said looking into my book hoping they'll either dissappear or drop the subject.

"come on Jen Jen. you should go." Kelsy said whinny
"no okay no is my final answer. besides, I don't have a dress. and whose going to take care of Charlie? " I said proving my point.

"look tell you what. Pam and Kelsy will stay here with Charlie, while you and I go to the party. sounds good?" Niall asked.
"works for me bout u " Pam asked Kelsy who only nodded in agreement.

"well is settled. you're going to that party whether you like it or not" Pam said.

We rushed upstairs to find the perfect outfit for me to wear, while Niall went home to change. They mostly made fun of my wardrobe the entire time but you know, it only hurt my feelings but who cares? (jk)

After a really long time of searching we, well they, found their ideal outfit for me to wear. I took a shower and changed into is this

As I was checking myself out in the mirror I heard a car honk outside my house.

Niall.

I rushed downstairs to meet Niall who just stared at me in disbelief.

"wow. you look hot . What happened? " he asked.
"shut up" I said as I walked pass him to the car. Just as I was about to open the door Niall rushed to my side to open it up for me. I thanked him before I got in.

The ride home was rather silent. Niall and I were lost in our own thoughts. Before Niall told me, i already knew we close based on the loud music that you could hear from 4 blocks away.

Man I feel bad for the neighbors.

Niall parked the car a block away from Harry's house. We got out to be greeted by a wave of cold wind, making me shiver. Niall who must've seen my reaction came closer to me and wrapped his arms around me in attempt to make me warm.

"thnx" I said in his chest. he just nodded his head in response.

When we got to the party the music was extremely loud (poor neighbors), there was people everywhere. Most of them drunk or high. or both.

Gosh why did I agree to come here.

I went In with Niall arm still wrapped around my waist, guiding the way into the crowded house. Gosh how can all this people fit in here.

A few minutes after we arrived Niall left to say hi to some people, leaving me alone with all this people. I made my way to the kitchen to get a drink.
I felt a hand on my back just as I was drinking.

"hey sweet cake" I heard a drunken voice say in my ear.

Oh god please no not again, I thought to myself as I felt a hand grab my ass.

Notes

hey guys so sorry for the wait um kinda shitty but next one will be better promise. so hope u like and please vote.

so Charlie has cancer so sad (who suspected it)
and who is the Drunken person behind her? any ideas?
what did she mean by not again? have this incident happen before?

oh and it will get steamy soon so keep reading