1. Kikis pov

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Day 13 since I've even seen Macel.Yay. My grades have dropped though. I do miss him but I don't at the same. I was sitting in LA and we had to write about what we miss in this world and when I was done I didnt think it would turn out like this.
Kaitlyn Shawl #36
Period 3
9/27/13
What I miss about... Him

1. His smile
2. His laugh
3. His kisses
4. His nerdy ness
5. His hotness
6. His pick up lines
7. His hugs
8. His bad side
9. His tutoring
10. His tattoos
11. His curly hair
12. His voice
13. His texts
14. His grammar
15. Him

I didn't even except my poetry to be this deep.
He's my light
He makes my life bright
I'm not stuck in complete darkness no more
But when he left all he did was bring my heart with him
I'm hidden in dark, lost with no light
Maybe I should just leave
Would he even care that I was gone
Everyone tells me I'm a waste, no good
But I wouldn't let them win because he did love me once
And once is good enough
I'm not even sad but my brain wants him back to comfort me and heart wants him gone. I think it's just worried of getting broken. I mean don't we lose someone important I just don't want it to be him.
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Ya schools over now I get to go eat with Justin. We are going to Panera it's a cute restaurant that has the bomb BBQ chicken salad.Wait... I look over to my left and see Marcel walking alone. What the hell is he doing over here his house is like 20mins away. I don't know why but I pulled over.
"hey curly need a ride."
"um no I'm...." He says not realizing it was me.
"wait. Kiki why would you want to wait...."
"Marcel I realized what happened happened and that I can't sit and sulk over it. We will never be like we were but we can try." I said noticing that was the biggest bullshit that ever escaped my mouth.
"then yes I would love a ride." He said as he jumped into my white ford truck.
To:Justin
gonna be a little late ok.
From:Justin
yup me 2 traffic sucks take the 7 down to Lombard street.
To:Justin
ok :)
"so why you dressed like that?"
"Because I like my hair curly and I like the Hipsta look better than the nerdy, why you dressed like that,"he asked.
"Like what." Oh shit. I forgot I was wearing a cutoff shirt that showed my belly with high waisted shorts and heels.http://www.polyvore.com/her_lunch_date/set?id=98905434 .
" kinda like a slut." He said.
"oh I'm going to lunch with a dance friend and were practicing at their house later."
" Oh what's her name?"
"his name is Justin."
"oh cool." He said looking a little depressed.
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Marcel's pov
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Wait... Now she is going out with a guy named Justin. I mean at least she talking to me and she didn't get mad when I called her a slut so that's good but she's going out with another guy that's not me! We had a few conversations until we pulled up to my house.
"Bye Marcel."
"You're not going to walk me up," I said with a pouty face.
"Fine if I must."
"ok now bye Marcel."
"bye." I reacted quick and kissed her on her lips but she pulled away fast.
"what the fuck Marcel." what did I just do. She walked away fast but by the way she drove away she didn't look mad . Gzz I rush upstairs into my bedroom. I took out from under my bed my saved up money. 800$ that should be good. I took out my big whiteboard and drew on it what she wore and what I wore I had plans for prom,rainy days, summer days, those days;), and regular days. I rushed into American eagle and started shopping when I saw Josh.

Notes

Heheh long chapter. Enjoy it. Embrace it. Um I think ur getting to close to your screen. Jk luv y'all's . Question comments ideas go below.